super suay day~~

wa.. today damn suay lo.. those things that i wanna buy not dun haf stock le or jux din suit me lo..

went 2 e bank early in e morning wif my mum and haf breakfast at MAC.. after that i rushed 2 my tuition.. den rushed 2 orchard 2 meet anna.. today my life is all about rushing here & there..

at heeren, i wanted to buy a key wallet 4 my mum 4 Mothers' Day but no more stock liao den haf 2 reserve it at JP.. e most angry thing is e BIKINI i wan 2 buy at Bods & Nits.. its having a 50% off lo and the bikini is really nice n haf a gd support lei but.... i wear liao e 'ring' in front is in a very weird position.. and i mean really WEIRD lo.. super sad..

on our way 2 far east, i went into TANGS and take a look at e wallet.. den i found 2 nice one and was in a dilemma 2 buy which one lei.. and our MISS HUIQI keep recommending me the 'leave shape' coin pouch which looks..... haiz.. dun mention it la.. finally i decided 2 buy e pink one instead.. finally bought sth lo..

my bikini thk will haf 2 wait liao lo.. right now, i am CRAZY abt bikinis.. so my dear frenz, next time if wan 2 buy present 4 me, plz get me BIKINI.. i will tell u all abt e size i wear.. wahaha...

i am so vexed now~~

woke up at 9 + today.. I went to JEC there to knit wif my mum.. I haf some problems regarding e sweater so need 2 go there n ask 4 help lo.. really hope can finish it la.. i dun wan 2 drag anymore le..

Teck received the msg i send him yest afternoon only tis morning.. thk he din on his hp ever since he sms me that msg le.. i duno how long tis cooling down will last.. i duno whether it is a gd thing or not coz i believe that cooling down in a r/s will ultimately leads 2 the end of it..

my sec sch fren saw me today n called me a BLACKIE.. so i thk tis sat i will haf 2 look 4 shelter n not be exposed under the beautiful sun.. haha.. at nite, he asked me out 4 a ktv session but i din go lo.. a little broke by now liao.. den tml still need 2 get Mothers' Day present 4 my mum so i thk i beta dun go.. haha..

a happy & unhappy day~~

e title very contradicting rite? ha.. i thk so too lo, but that's wat i really feel today..

today some mediacorp staff sms me n asked me to email my photos over 2 him 4 some show things.. that's sth i feel happy abt.. n oso e Sentosa trip is 1 more day nearer le.. i haf been looking forward 2 it since the day it had been cfm..

as 4 the unhappy thing, 4 those who knows me well, i thk they should know wat is happening..
i am so troubled, confused and in a dilemma.. i duno wat i wan & how i feel abt my r/s.. we are cooling down again now.. e 2nd time in a week.. i thk our r/s is super rocky now.. i am not confident that whether we will be able 2 celeb our anniversary this mth or not.. i really dun dare 2 thk so far ahead now lo.. but no matter wat happens, i will still try my best 2 finish e sweater 4 him and gif it 2 him..

What should i Do??

i really duno wat i should do now? i am trying hard to communicate wif him & salvage e r/s but he is not cooperating wif me at all.. i asked him to speak n talk but he juz said he gt nth to talk abt.. i really duno wat is on his mind..

i wonder all e time am i a very demanding & unreasonable gf? i really duno lo.. is he doing too little or am i asking too much? i asked him b4 & he said i am not unreasonable.. but is he telling a lie to make me feel beta?? i am so confused n tired now..

i finally know wat to get for my mum on Mothers' Day.. i am going to make her sth which will make her touched.. ( well, that's wat i thk la.. hee.. ) but e thing i am afraid now is i cant finish on time ah.. haha.. well, thk i will haf to stay up late to complete the PROJECT if it is neccessary le..

such a boring day~~

hey ppl.. i finally slp aft 10am today, such a great achievement and shiok sia.. haha..

recently i haf been waking up ard 8 or b4 8.. mostly bcoz of my tuition n oso of e sentosa thing.. i am really addicted to vball now.. but den i am scare of becoming a BLACKIE if i continus to go play at sentosa... WAT SHOULD I DO?? haha

today i rot at home e whole day.. watching tv n knitting e sweater for HIM.. i am abt to complete it le.. hope can gif it to HIM by this mth.. HOPE LA..