super nervous n stress now lo.. haf been feeling tis way since fri aft my pract training at BBDC.. haiz.. it was quite a disaster lo.. haven been touching the steering wheel ever since i failed my 2nd TP in Feb.. tml i will be having my TP in e morning lo.. super scare will feel again n waste my parents money.. argh~~ that is y i am feeling so stress up now..
wat should i do?? i know that i should not feel nervous n muz let e tester feel safe sitting in my car.. only den i will pass but i jux cant help but feel nervous n scare.. how should i SHUN tis feeling away.. coz i know if i dun tml will be another disaster again lo.. argh~~ plz pray for me lo..
i went to see e skin doctor today rite aft my work at suntec.. the work was super slack lo.. jux gif out free gift by e company.. den i went to meet my mum at PS coz a super blurry gal ( who is ME ) forgot to bring my wallet out today.. i only brought my ezlink card out.. haha.. so muz mafan my mum to come out early n meet me..
my skin condition now really quite bad lo.. e doc said is due to excessive oil secretion which will happen normally ard my age lo.. sadded case.. haiz.. hope it wil become beta aft e medication n stuff lo..
finally aft waiting to see my doc for 2 hr, we went off to eat Vienna.. hehe.. took a cab down to United Square.. din wait for daddy to reach n we started feasting already.. haha.. dun thk he mind la.. coz it had always been e case.. wahaha.. there goes my diet plan today coz in e afternoon, the company i work for treat us to buffet lunch oso.. haha.. but i din really eat much during lunch time la.. hehe.. so at least still alrite lo..
haiz.. hope by tml morning my nervous feeling will be gone like the wind n i can take e test wif a normal heart n mind.. really hope i can convince myself not to be so nervous lo.. muz jia you for me.. hehe..
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