i am having so much mixed feelings & uncertainty now towards HIM.. we are contacting one another lesser n lesser.. well, mayb he had already found someone who he wanted to spend more time wif.. its really time to move on.....

everything will change, even lifeless building n places do change.. yest i went to chinatown & had dinner wif my family.. was told by e vendor that aft yest, chinatown complex will be closing down for renovation.... i am really upset abt the changes they are going to make to it.. this chinatown complex had so much memories of mine...

i can still remember when i was young, my grandparents will always bring me there to buy breakfast or go to e market @ basement 1.. sometimes my grandfather will go there specially wif his bicycle to pick me up b4 my mum went to work.. i really miss those time..... but now all had become a memory to me.....

when i was in JC, i am obsessed to go to the Chinese New Year Bazaar @ Chinatown.. He will always be the one that was forced to acc me to go there... normally we will haf our dinner @ the Complex 1st b4 going down shop.. those were all the happy moments...

somtimes i really dun understand why the govt wants to renovate all the market n stuff... everything seem so diff aft the renovation n it feel so diff from wat it originally is.. the market does not has its own speciality anymore.. it has become jux like yet another normal market where u can jux find it anywhere in a neighbourhood.....