its 21st nov today.. i still rem that it was once a day tat i haf been looking forward to.. 3 yrs back, its my last day of the A-level exam & oso our official 1st mth anniversary... i muz say that again, time really files.. so much haf changed within tis 3 yrs.. my thking, my perception & how i look at things now.. even the environment ard me changed alot.. sometimes i wonder, isit really that everything has changed or isit because i am beginning to see the world more n more.. alot of things are already there for very long, its jux tat last time i am too young to notice it or my world is jux too naive..

been feeling damn lonely tis days.. mayb its all e festive mood fault.. i finally understand y ppl always say that u will feel the impact of loneliness more when its nearer to a festive season, esp christmas n new yr.... and rite now, i am feeling that way...

come to thk of it.. i am really a very boring person.. really no life now.. other den clubbing which add a little spices to my life, my life is jux damn monotonous... I WAN A CHANGE~~~ & I THK I NEED ONE BADLY......