yeap, today is the day when we went to genting a yr ago.. apart from being a super humid day & having a slight headache when i woke up this morning from the alcohol yest, nth seems abnormal for me...
tot i would feel very upset or sentimental today but things are not as bad as i tot it would be.. when i was on e cab with anna yest, we did talk about this issue... about how i felt towards him now, how i wished things would be now... wanted to come n blog when i was outside arena waiting for anna's frenz... luckily i din cause during that time, i would have said a lot more stupid things than wat i am doing now... guess alcohol will have this magical effect to let u spell every single truthful word out of ur mind n heart..
ppl always say in order for u to get over a past r/s totally, u need to get into a new one.. erm, i strongly agree with this sentence..
shouldnt harp on this topic too much.. if not i might felt emotional.. went to meet anna for dinner @ suntec & Clarke Quay for a chilling session which i did not deserved at all.. haiz.. my pace of studying is very very bad this yr.. i am still trying to figure out wat the notes are saying rather den questioning every single concept like how i was doing for the past 2 yrs... getting more n more panic & hot-tempered now... so pls dun come n agitate me unnecessarily this days cause my tolerance level is really really low at the moment....
talk about tolerance level.. yest i was quite pissed off while we were dancing at the dancefloor.. a guy just come out from no where & started dancing ard me & anna.. i dun mind guys dancing ard us, its how that matters to me... apart from moving his hands like some octopus, he kept his distance damn close to us n kept brushing against us.. normally, i will just move away from this kinda ppl but yest, i stand still & started staring at him.. really wanted to vent my anger on him, luckily anna pulled me away...
been going to clarke quay for the past 2 weeks.. loving their nightlife & ambience there more n more.. guess i will be visiting the place frequently after my exams..
another 11 more days to my 1st paper.. really hope i can pull thru all my modules this yr...
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