sometimes i feel like i duno myself at all.. do i really dun understand myself or i just dun wan to go n face it?? working life is making me becoming more n more complicated.. there are so many contradictions... i am like getting more n more away from my wishes of being simple in life.. i want to trust in everyone that comes into my life but i know its impossible to do so in this world... i miss my sch life~~ it was much simpler back then lo..
why are those ppl who are sincere n truthful always at the losing end in this society?? why are they being taken n look upon as a fool for being sincere?? the wrong is not on them but on those ppl who are treating them like fools... ppl are getting wary n suspicious when someone treat them better, they will always think he/she has a motive for doing so... why cant they believe that they are doing so because they wanted to do it that way?? things are actually very simple but why are we making it becoming so complicated.....
how long do i have to live in this sickening society?? i am getting tired of this lo.. i hate to face this kinda shit and i dun thk i am cut out for it also.. is that why i am getting tired?? is becoming a part of the majority the only way out for me to survive in this world??
this was supposed to be my place where i can voice out everything but now i am being skeptical about talking here because of some reasons.... thk i just brought it upon myself lo.... its a first new lesson learnt.... guess there will be more to come.. i found a sentence said by my team leader to be really relevant in life.. dun keep banging ur head into the same wall... its a simple sentence but hard to carry out.....
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