new experience everyday..

read thru an article last week talking about how we should look at our everyday life... yes, we might seem to be doing the same thing every day, like on weekday we will go to work the same time, do almost the same thing n knock off feeling tired n after bathing n having our dinner, will jus lie on our bed n end the day..

but when u really notice the things that u do, the ppl that u met, u will realise that every day is itself diff from one another... from now on, i will use photos to tell u my story every day if its possible for me to do so...

ever since i started work, i have this feeling of losing myself n such.. its today when i fell sick n rest at home did i realise that at times, we really need to slow down n enjoy every moment.. i dun wan to lead a monotonous lifestyle but wat i am doing recently is wat i hate the most... from now on, i will try to notice the difference in my everyday life, even if its the smallest detail i can ever find...

let's start on last sat...

as usual, i woke up ard 2 plus at his place.. had a late night previously, that's why we woke up so late.. went to Vivo to have our 2-in-1 brunch & tea break at sushi tei.. tried their sashimi salad with the wafu sauce.. i was totally 'wow' by it, think i am addicted to it already..

went to service my bro's phone b4 going for another 'meal' at bakers inn... very long din go there for their dessert le.. on top of that, i also need to get my first coffee of the day.. am used to drinking coffee when i woke up to perk me up.. w/o it, i will seem quite lethargic at times... when i was walking over the our directed seat, sth happened.... i got tripped over my shoes & the next moment i know, i was already on the floor with my knee feeling super painful... dear, was totally caught off guard.. i knew my knee will have a very very big 'blue-black' for the next couple of days or mayb even weeks....... lucikly, the superb dessert compensate wat had happened earlier on....



we decide to go to orchard after that to catch a movie but din manage to.. watching movie on a sat with a blockbuster showing & w/o booking ticket b4 hand is super troublesome... we go on a window shopping spree instead.. go n source ard for my camera.. am thinking of getting a new one cause the one that i am had is having some problem already.. the batt life sucks & it does not have a stabilisation mode..



we went to shop ard for dear's bday present also.. really wan to get sth that he like for his day.. erm, think mus go shopping with him more this days.. like that den can know wat is his likes n dislikes more.. :)



we went to Auston for late dinner.. feel really good to be able to eat steak during that time of the night n going home to nua after that.. well... simple things like that can make one contented too.. :)

misty weather~

i am sitting at the coffee bean of Resort Hotel now.. enjoying my fav. latte & the weather is really misty n cool now.. the perfect weather to enjoy a hot beverage, surf net & listening to music now..



its really relaxing at the moment now... how i wish i can stay here for a wk or so.... i haven felt so relaxed & so myself for ever since i started work..... its jus like i have gone back to the time when i used to come here almost quarterly with my mum... ever since i started work, this is like the 1st time i come here with her.. the past few times when i come, i come with my frenz & bf.... really reminds me of the time when i am so young & innocent.. the time when i dun really care about alot of things n think so much....



i really miss the 'ME' in the past.. i am slowly losing myself... this trip seems to let me found some 'parts' back... i seems to have a clearer goal now, know more of wat i wanted & i really wish to strive hard for it.... i dun feel like thinking so much of the consequences of the things i do now.. i jus wan to be like how i used to be, once i set myself upon a goal or sth, i will try my best to get it & dun care about how others think or feel.. think i have been worrying about this issue too much until i felt really unhappy & xin ku... seriously, i cant please everyone... i really tried hard to do that but in the end, things doesnt seems the way i wan it to be & in addition, i am not happy.......



is being happy such a difficult thing in life? why ppl jus has to distort ur kind intention for em? why ppl jus has to step over u when u make urself seems so nice to em & being nice to em? is the world such an ugly place? do we have to put on a tough n fierce front & be nasty b4 ppl wont step over the line & 'eat' u?