feeling really sianz about my life once again.. its like doing the same thing all the time.. mon i will be dragging my feet out of my bed, hoping that it will be weekend once again.. when its fri, i will feel really energetic.. will be meeting dear some times for late night movie and go his place n stay after that...
Sat we will slp until really late in the noon and went out for our 3 in 1 meal.. ( breakfast + lunch + dinner) then we will shop ard, duno where to go most of the time.. jus walk n window shop.. ard 9 or 10 plus he will either send me home and go back or he will come over to my place and we will watch Guess x3 together while having dessert at times...
Sun.. he will go for his soccer game sometimes while i go for my facial.. if not, i will jus stay at home, waiting for his game to end & we will go out together after that... At night, i will drag my feet home and went to bed ard 1130 after watching some show and talking to him on the phone... THEN, the moment when i woke up, the cycle will start once more...
I am jus abit sianz already.. Life seems to be missing something or should i say my life seems to be missing sth.. At my age, it should be more vibrant and having abit more prog.. I think I need to take up some courses or try to learn new stuffs like diving or dancing.. If not, i should meet up more with my frenz and catch up with em...
Ever since i started my job, I have been neglecting alot of my frenz due to lack of time and energy... My job had sapped away alot of my personal time and whenever I have those time, I would be either slping or jus nuaing at home.. Totally do not wish to do anything that will require any more energy...
I love my job and I totally agree with my seniors that, whenever you have time off from this job, take a break.. Go overseas and have a change of environment cause we really deserve one..
Am really looking forward to my Bangkok trip in Feb... Am looking forward to my payout also cause I think its really time for me to reward myself with a bag tat i had always wanted for myself.. hehe..
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