Happy with what I have~~~

I have never felt so happy for such a long time.. Yes, I do feel for the past 2 years when I am working but it is always for a short period of time.. I will have grudges for stuffs like no time with my family, no time to do my own things, not enough rest etc.. But now, I am really happy with how I am in control of my time & how things turn out for me...

I finally had time to do the things I always like to do in the past like baking, cooking.. The most funny thing that happened 2 days ago was, I tot my mum bought a new chopping board, when I asked her about it, she told me it was there for almost 1.5yrs!! This goes to show how long I haven been noticing about things at my place.. 

I am beginning to enjoy my life now, slowing down my pace to feel what is happening around me.. I am not just eating for the sake of eating now, doing things for the sake of doing it.. I am trying to savour every moment of my life & living it to the fullest.. 

As compared to alot of ppl, I own alot of things.. I have a harmony family, parents who loves me alot and we can communicate well.. Though me & my siblings has a huge age gap, at least we are not at loggerheads & can get along with one other.. I have a job which I enjoy doing now.. I have a bf whom I am really happy to be with and treats me well.. I have frenz who can click with me and confide in.. I have more free time now to do what I like to do... I have so many things and these are the things ppl always take for granted.. ( I dun deny I took them for granted before.. )

Life can be really simple and one can feels contented easily also.. It is just a matter of whether you appreciate what you are having.. Sometimes, the most simplest thing in your life is actually the one which is the most impt one to you.. Treasure what you already have and dun keep harping on what you dun have or cannot have.. Life will be happier this way... I know this is easier said than done.. 

Some ppl might think I am BS-ing also.. I am just writing out what I felt at this point of time.. This might be just be for the moment.. The next moment, I might start complaining about some other things or feeling upset again.. Well, this is inevitable.. This is life, isnt it?? What I am saying is, AT THIS VERY MOMENT, I am very thankful for the things I have & own..