I finally got the ans to the qns tat all along bothered me ever since from the start of tis whole thing.. actually all along, I haf the ans wif me its jux tat I never try to believe wat he say or I always tell myself that he is saying it jux for the sake of saying.. its like a swt nth that he will do to all e other gals tat he came across.. cause i dun wan myself to pin any hope on him & make myself get hurt..

Come to thk of it, it might be due to me being inside the whole thing tat’s why I cant see very clearly wat’s happening & thking properly.. its only today den I realize tat actually all the assumptions tat I made abt wat made him say wat he told me is not valid at all.. in fact its jux an excuse tat I made up so as to make myself not falling for him.. but its because of all tis invalid assumptions & stupid excuses tat makes me feeling so miserable…

Today, I believe tat he was once serious abt me.. although the time period is really short but den the feelings tat Is true is all that matters… at least I know my feelings for him is being reciprocated & its not a one-sided thing.. this was further affirm by wat a fren of mine told me tis evening.. I will not elaborate abt the whole thing but at least wat I can say here is that he do care abt me.. if he is a player, I dun thk he will care abt anything relating to me at all aft all that has happened..

Tis is all that matters… everything has come to an end & in one way or another, It might not be a bad thing tat things ended tis way.. at least we can still be frenz aft the cooling off period.. I hope we wont feel awkward when we see each other next time..