chilling out session~~

went for my ME revision class early in e morning... the mood of intensive studying is coming back.. was glad that i went for the class & do revise some of the topics b4 going.. the modules i took this yr are really time consuming, really regret for taking those additional modules which are not required.. argh~~

went home straight after class & was online watching some korea drama.. not in e mood to touch those SBG not tutorials...

in e evening i went to town to meet aloy for dinner.. this is e 1st time we met after the incident.. feeling abit nervous & weird about the meeting cause of the things that i had done to him.. come to thk of it, i am really a bitch that time.... i am glad that he is still willing to treat me as a fren after the incident.. just like wat he said, we all learn from it.... :)

realised that i haven been to orchard for a very long time.. i dun even know that paragon has changed its outer look until i saw it yest... we went to sushi tei for dinner & it was damn packed.. we did alot of catching up while waiting for the table & during dinner... there's like so much things we need to catch up about each others' life over the past yr...

after dinner, we went out seperate way cause he need to meet his colleague at boat quay & i am meeting my sec sch gang @ balcony.. b4 going there, i went to meet teck who was working in Orchard...

chye & meiyun were already there for more den an hour when i reached balcony.. weishyang went back home & din join us in the end.. guess he must be very tired.. i like the ambience there, its relaxing & suitable for chatting session cause the music is quite soft but we get bored after an hour or so & decide to change to another venue..

went to a bar @ emerald hill... it resemblance the old mdm wong but the music is abit.... erm... well, the service & alcohol there made-up for the music... but i still thk we should just go straight to some club instead with nice music & a dancefloor to let us unwind.....

chye ordered 'around the world' for shaoyun & that drk turned out to be a forfeit in e end when we are playing games... its really too strong for her & the taste........ well, its just not my cup of 'alcohol'.... ok, its time for some photo-sharing session...

my 2 best frenz in sec sch : anna & shaoyun

meiyun & me @ balcony..

the nicest drk of the nite : choya martini..

the ladies of the nite...

the 'thorn' among the 'roses'

Cheng's post-birthday celebration...

went for cheng's birthday celebration last fri... b4 that, i went to town with mum & sis to shop.. haven been studying ever since my MSM mock ended last wed.. wan to totally relax 1st b4 starting the hell-like studying timetable..

went to meet them at khatib cause the place is too inaccessible.. waited for qiwei b4 we went there cause he was the one who suggest to go there for dinner & we need his car to send everyone in..

well, reaching the restaurant is a big problem.. we need to drive quite long after we went through the entrance & there is no landmark for you to recognise the road.. along the way there are only bushes & houses that look alike & sign that only say east camp!! that not the least useful at all... but i must really admit that the place is really very nice, its just next to the airbase so we can have our meal & see the plane takeoff @ the same time.. quite cool rite?? one sad thing is we did not make it on time to see the sunset....

the birthday boy & the gals

the boys :billy, cheng & qiwei

qiwei ordered alot of food & all taste very nice.. the mushroom soup & chicken wings really sweep me off my feet.... the chicken wings come in different level of spiciness.. the max one is until level 10 but we only ordered level 2 & 5.. i am glad that we din ordered the level 10 one cause the level 5 already caused a big commotion in our group.. (take a closer look @ our lips for the next few photos.. )

it was already 9 by the time we finished our meal.. decide to have a quiet & meaningful MJ session @ my place.. hehe.. (well, its better den going to drink rite?? ) we took billy's "yellow lemon" to my place.. as for the others, some went home while some need to go to work... this is the 1st time cheng came to my place but its damn messy from all those unsorted out notes & clothes that are flying all over the place..

we played until 1.. wanted to carry on but cheng gotta work the next day & billy's cousin is at his place waiting to play his new PS3 with him so we ended the 2nd game after playing half a round... feeling quite moody aft they left.. its not because of them, its just me.... but now, things are getting back on the track... :)

vexed~~

feeling damn vexed today.. no mood to do anything, including studies.... everything just seems so wrong.... i just cant understand why ppl can be so irresponsible... shall tell u guys the actual thing when everything has settled down.... but i just cant take this down... argh~~~

yest, just cant get to slp or should i say i dun feel like slping... just wan to go out & unwind but due to the bad weather, i find it a hassle to go to town specially... but I DUN WAN TO BE ALONE..... thus, i msg teck & asked him wan to meet for supper or not.... guess he knew tat i am not myself & feeling moody today... so he ride here specially despite the fact that the road is wet ( he hate to ride on those wet & slippery road) & it rained heavily when he was halfway here..... he is really my best buddy..... hehe.. really appreciate wat he had done.... :) am glad to see him cause he never fail to cheer me up... felt much better after having supper with him & walking in the quiet neighbourhood... it my 1st time walking ard woodlands in e middle of the nite, the air is especially cool after the drizzle.... felt really relaxed...

alot of things are starting to pour into my monotonous life.. making it or should i say making myself feeling suffocated once again.. last wk, i still thk that life is beginning to make a gd turn for me but today, all the things that are happening prove that my thking is wrong..... gt a feeling that it will just become worse as it draws near my exams....

thoughts run wild~~

have been going to play badminton with my sis & mum for 2 consecutive day... well, was totally upset about my revision pace that's why thought of going out for some fresh air & sweat it out..

cant believe that this is my last yr being a student.. stepping into SIM for the 1st time seems like sth that happened yest.. from the age of 20 to now, 23... from a young teenage to being a young lady now.. learnt alot of things during this period... things that made me who i am now,things that made me change my perceptions of life..

from a very boring person, i turned into a clubber to now, domestic.... will things change once i stepped into the big society?? well, i am sure it will.. looking forward to the changes to come..

nowadays my mind is filled with past memories.. was reminded of wat happened last yr @ this pt of time.. it just get more frequent as the day draw closer to the time when we went to genting.. i still havent let go, have i?? if yes, why am i feeling that way?? i am not yearning for anything, i know very clearly that we are out of each others' life now, having almost no association ( even though we claimed we will always be there for each other when we parted.. ).. i tot & always hope that we can be like how i am with teck now.. close frenz, can talk to each other about anything, or at least, can msg each other with ease even though its not about something serious or impt... but i thk things will never be wat i hope it to be... that's another small regrets one will have in life.. things will not always go the way u wish or hope it to be... or maybe i am not blessed & lucky enough for heaven to grant me that ''little'' wish of mine.. wat to do?? life still has to go on isnt it??

sometimes i will ask myself, am i asking for too much?? heaven is really kind to me for giving me a chance to know that my love towards him is being reciprocated & he was once true to me.. wat more can i ask for?? we have had happy & loving moments together though its only a short period but everything is real & true.. that's enough isnt it?? frankly speaking, i am really grateful that i have a chance to experience the love that i had always wanted... he made all those fantasies that i wished to have in a r/s come true.... that's enough to make me rem & for it to stay in my heart for the rest of my life....

IT show~

went to the IT show with teck yest.. wanted to go there & check out on those laptops promotions & see whether there are any gd deals..

met him at marsiling & took a train down together.. though its a weekday afternoon, MS & Suntec are quite crowded.. along the way there, we saw alot of ppl with trolley & their new printers.. was wondering do singaporeans need printer that much or do the printers these days get spoilt really easily cause everytime during the IT show, there will be alot of ppl buying printers..

we went to have our lunch @ Subway b4 going to the fair through the MS exit.. found the starhub booth as soon as we get there.. he got his LG Viewty... argh.. i was thking of getting that phone one & he got it b4 me... that phone is really cool & we can decorate the pictures taken like how we do it with neoprints..

was there from 3 plus until 7 plus cause need to wait for his frenz to come n join us.. after seeing so many different laptops with different specs & pricing, i am having a real headache in choosing which is more suitable for me.. Macbook? Dell Inspiron? NEC??

finally had a chance to sit down & get away from the evening crowd @ the foodcourt of MS.. after dinner its already 9 plus.. was amazed by myself for staying in that fair for so long.. wat to do?? i only went to IT fair once a year even though we had it 4 times a yr..

hostel life~~

went to look for jackson @ Prince Georges Residence cause of my CPU.. 1st time going to my frenz hostel & really envy their kinda lifestyle.. its full of freedom & independence.. wonder how will it be life if i am staying in a hostel for a semester?? will my life be more happening or will i miss my parents & appreciate them more?? well, tat's one thing i will never have an ans... my student life will be coming to an end in another 3 more months.. staying in a hostel will never be part of my memories when i look back in e future...

having a own private space is quite a cool thing.. though i have my own room at my place, but the feeling is really different.. but i guess things will have their pros & cons.. there's 2 side in everything we come across in life....

beginning to send my resume out but i still haven taken the photos required for the SIM career thingy.. guess will have to do it by today cause tml is the deadline for it.. hope that this career thingy will be of some help to me.. i went to the career far @ suntec last week... its seems like a educational fair rather den a career fair to me.. almost 75% of the exhibitors were from educational centre & universities... was quite disappointed by the whole thing...

wat's happening to my lecturers tis yr!!!!

just wat's wrong with my lecturer tis yr.... MSN lecturer is super f***ked up... teaching things that are irrelevant & out of syllabus.. for those things tat are in, he will teach the wrong method & make us blur... just wat the hell is he doing?? is there anything i can do about him apart from cursing & swearing him....

was trying to do his tutorial using the method he taught us & just found out that he taught us the wrong method!! compared his method with the other lecturer & our subject guide..... everything is totally different... why cant he do his homework b4 coming into our class to teach us?? doesnt he know most of the students he teach how will be graduating tis yr??? why cant he be more responsible..... argh~~~ super pek cek now.. wanna start doing my exercises but found out that the things he taught is wrong.... super demoralised..... :(