feeling damn vexed today.. no mood to do anything, including studies.... everything just seems so wrong.... i just cant understand why ppl can be so irresponsible... shall tell u guys the actual thing when everything has settled down.... but i just cant take this down... argh~~~
yest, just cant get to slp or should i say i dun feel like slping... just wan to go out & unwind but due to the bad weather, i find it a hassle to go to town specially... but I DUN WAN TO BE ALONE..... thus, i msg teck & asked him wan to meet for supper or not.... guess he knew tat i am not myself & feeling moody today... so he ride here specially despite the fact that the road is wet ( he hate to ride on those wet & slippery road) & it rained heavily when he was halfway here..... he is really my best buddy..... hehe.. really appreciate wat he had done.... :) am glad to see him cause he never fail to cheer me up... felt much better after having supper with him & walking in the quiet neighbourhood... it my 1st time walking ard woodlands in e middle of the nite, the air is especially cool after the drizzle.... felt really relaxed...
alot of things are starting to pour into my monotonous life.. making it or should i say making myself feeling suffocated once again.. last wk, i still thk that life is beginning to make a gd turn for me but today, all the things that are happening prove that my thking is wrong..... gt a feeling that it will just become worse as it draws near my exams....
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