Sunday, August 10, 2008

looking for a goal~~

life seems really monotonous for me now.. there's nth for me to look forward to.. thk its time for me to move on to another stage of my life -- > working..


i have been slacking for more than 2 months.. finally i am getting bored of the rotting life i am leading now.. i wanna get a job soon & tried sth new which i have never really tried before.. but den on the other hand, i know that once i start my working life, i will never be able to go out with my mum as n when like wat i am doing now.. :(


the interviewer asked me the other am i a complicated person? well, i thk i am one.. like now, i wan to start my working life soon but i cant bear to give up the freedom which i have when i am slacking at home.. no more going to dim sum & buffet with my mum in e afternoon or tea time, no more going to genting as n when i want, no more slping late, no more rotting with my mum in the living room together for the whole day n so on......


so wat i should do now is try to acc her as much as possible.. should go to the chinatown dim sum buffet with her some time soon but this wk i damn packed with tuition from Mon to Thur.. my kids are having their exams.. feel like giving up my tuition class asap.. nowadays, i have no more passion in teaching them, when the time come for their tuition, i'll be dragging my feet to the place n hoping time will pass by asap but most of the time, i will feel the contrary..

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