无奈

there are alot of things in life which will not go the way we wanted it to be... this is especially so after you started working.. More restriction than you are when you were a student.. The restriction doesnt comes from work itself, in fact, it comes from individual...

After stepping into the adult working world, our lifestyle and spending power changes dramatically.. As a student, you might not even spend up to $10 in a day but for a working adult, wat is $10 a day man.. A meal together with transportation will wipe it out completely, sometimes, a meal alone will just do the job..

The new spending power gain & the enjoyment you derive from the new lifestyle makes one wanted more.. More of the spending power, more of the enjoyment.. If not getting more, one will just want to maintain that kinda lifestyle.. In order to do so, you will have to maintain that kinda salary also.. Or work even harder for a better paid job....

If you are in a job that you love what you are doing & can satify your kinda lifestyle.. I must congratualate you.. Cause you are the lucky few in a millions ( ok, maybe i am exaggerating it.. ) & I must say i really envy you....

Alot of ppl, they are stuck in jobs, doing things that they disliked because they want to maintain their current lifestyles.. Houses, cars, family, children and many more..... They are afraid that if they go n pursue what they like by changing jobs. they might not be able to get the pay that they are drawing currently.. In the first place, are they able to get the job that they want poses another qns? Will they be wasting their time by doing a change cause they might not be doing as well as what they are doing at the moment... All the uncertainties act as additional deterence for more ppl to take the first step.....

Well, maybe I am generalising things here... I dun deny that there will be ppl ard who will want to and has the guts to go and pursue the things that they want.. Frankly speaking, i really admire em... I use to do things w/o caring about alot of other factors and consequences in the past BUT right now, i am not like tat anymore... I duno isit because of what happened changed me or isit because of the society that causes the change.... I miss the Wei Ting that used to do things jus because she thinks its correct & dun care about how the others will feel about her... She seems so real at that pt of time..