wanted to start my diet regime yest one but i thk everything is not going well as planned again.. went to JB wif my parents today 2 stock up our food supply.. going to JB means tat we will be feasting & it oso means i will jux lost control & eat my fill... and yes I DID......

as usual we had bak kuteh, i had never been to tis stall b4... actually all e bak kuteh taste the same to me except the claypot one i ate @ KL... i jux love the 'burnt the tongue' feeling that the claypot & only the claypot will gif me.. on top of that, there's alot of things inside the claypot itself, like veg, meat, tau pok, pig liver etc.......

after our lunch, we went to carrefour.. its been yrs since i last went there... we bought alot of things & it costs less den 100 sing dollar in total.. tat's the reason y alot of singaporean likes to go there on weekend to stock up their supply even though they know they muz endure the terrible JAM @ the causeway... i muz really mention that their dairy pdt & alcohol is really VERY cheap.....

we went to city square aft our shopping spree @ carrefour.. i was damn happy @ city square coz my fav. HK restaurant ~KIM GARY~ finally open their outlet @ JB.. it means that i no need to go all the way to KL or wait until i am in KL den can i haf the BEST HK food.. among all the HK restaurants that i had been to, ~KIM GARY~ serves the best & most reasonably priced food... but it pose another pro, having it so near to me ( from my home to JB is only 3 km max ), i thk i will haf a harder time to control my diet.. hehe...

haiz.. am having a bad flu now.. hope it will be ok by tml.. :)

watched HAPPY FEET yest & i muz say that aft watching that show, it really changed my perception abt cartoon.. in e past i always thk that its a waste of money 2 go 2 e cinema & watch cartoon but yest, aft seeing how real the graphics are, i am beginning to thk that i am a shallow person.. haha... at times i really cannot differentiate whether the background is real or isit jux a part of computer graphics..

technologies are really changing n improving at a very fast rate.. imagine over e past 10 yrs how computer had evolved from the white n bulky one to the LCD screen one.. i am wondering next time, there might not even be any actor acting anymore cox we can jux use computer to create a movie that is so real..

i had been working at raffles city for e past few days.. thk it had been very long since i went there, so much had changed.. their market place is so cool, there are so many new concept shops & nice restaurants.. looking at all e changes around me, i am beginning to wonder.... is the society n environment changing too fast or am i lagging behind??

its 21st nov today.. i still rem that it was once a day tat i haf been looking forward to.. 3 yrs back, its my last day of the A-level exam & oso our official 1st mth anniversary... i muz say that again, time really files.. so much haf changed within tis 3 yrs.. my thking, my perception & how i look at things now.. even the environment ard me changed alot.. sometimes i wonder, isit really that everything has changed or isit because i am beginning to see the world more n more.. alot of things are already there for very long, its jux tat last time i am too young to notice it or my world is jux too naive..

been feeling damn lonely tis days.. mayb its all e festive mood fault.. i finally understand y ppl always say that u will feel the impact of loneliness more when its nearer to a festive season, esp christmas n new yr.... and rite now, i am feeling that way...

come to thk of it.. i am really a very boring person.. really no life now.. other den clubbing which add a little spices to my life, my life is jux damn monotonous... I WAN A CHANGE~~~ & I THK I NEED ONE BADLY......

finally my horrible 5-day week studying day commence last sat.. from now on i am only free on tue & sun because of my damn stupid timetable.. it really sux... last sat aft my stats lect in e morning, i meet up wif anna & went to NUS central Lib to study.. it is really conducive & the best thing is there is powerpoint for us to charge our laptop.. it's really damn cool as compared to my own lib...

we study wif roy until 5 plus den went back home to prepare for a party nite out at momo... haven been clubbing for e past few wks.. it was really quite an achievement esp for someone like me, who is a frequent clubber in e past.. haha.. well, come to thk of it, i find it to be damn amazing when i thk back abt wat i did in e past few mths.. its damn crazy la.. duno why i din notice it at that pt of time..

i meet weiwen & went down to orchard to haf our dinner.. we settled down @ nydc to haf their bake rice & chit chatted abt quite alot of things while waiting for anna & ah chye to come n meet us.. tis is e 2nd time i went to momo, the 1st time was last yr & i still rem i went there wif alvin & gang.. the music that nite was damn buang.. thk phuture still play the best R&B music.. haha.. i miss clubbing in phuture.. but its always damn crowded there until we cant even find any space to dance.. erm.. mayb that's the trade-off..

saw kenny there wif his superstar gang.. thk it has been a yr since i last saw him.. ard 3 plus we decide to leave the place... mayb everyone's tired or e music is simply... haiz... we went to the mac nearby to slack n haf our breakfast.. stayed there until 6 plus n den take a cab back wif meiyun & anna.. fall aslp rite aft bathing n only wake up ard 3 plus e next day.. its so sinful to waste a day slping..

went to meet weiwen & anna at the 306 mac to study.. but actually i din study much, jux go there to tok rubbish.. stayed there until 9 plus den go to our fav. prata place to chill again.. while walking there, we passed by our sec sch n some memories came back.. i realised how old we are now.. we had graduated from sec sch for 5 yrs.. that's damn long lo.. time really flies...

was working @ the Motorshow 2006 for OCBC today.. its e 1st time i went to a motorshow.. i am really fascinated wif all the cars on display.. they are simply.........WOW~~~~ who says gal duno how to appreciate n look at cars... haha... those booth that are near ours are all my fav car brand... there's SUBARU, LAMBO & MAZDA~~~~ i finally haf a chance to sit at the driver's seat of my fav RX-8 & MX-5 Roadster Coupe.... i can imagine how cool it will be if i could drive em on e road... but the car is really too expensive for a student or a normal working adult... well, the car will be my motivation to work hard from now on.. haha...

i am quite disappointed that the LAMBO counter din display their signature yellow Lambo.. they only haf 2 white n a black one but tat's enuff to draw the crowd over.. den we go n watch the SUBARU show.. its damn amazing how the guy can do the parallel parking at such a high speed... i cant even do a proper parallel parking now lo.. haha..

in e evening, i went up to e 6th level n take more pics.. the Lexus sports car is damn sleek n cool... its jux like e feminine version of Lambo.. den there's fair lady by nissan & a lot more really cool cars which i duno the brand..


the moment i see tis car, i feel like i am in e Hello Kitty world.. its so cartoon n Hello Kitty...


can u differentiate which one is e front n back of e car??


the car which has a "Smiling" front.. btw the seats are damn cool.. its white wif silver metal lining all ard em....

really envy those showgals who can play wif those car n receive such a high pay during the motorshow.. thk they can earn abt 2-3k during tis 11 days lo... which is half of my whole yr sch fees!!!

i was really surprised to see melvin, jackson & guanwen they all @ the show.. aft my work ended, i went to meet em @ coffeebean to chill... come to thk of it, i haf never go out wif em b4, let alone chill.. haha.. we went off at 11 to meet yong sing & junhui @ esplanade.. met for a while n den its time to go home cox tml morn i will be having my stupid stats lect.. why stupid?? cox its on a SAT MORN... the day to slp late for others n wake up damn early for me.. another thing is it means i can never go clubbing on fri nite durin tis period anymore.....

went for my "HUBBY"'s ( jackson) b'day surprise celeb yest.. its meant to be a surprise thingy but because of my blurness, i accidentally spill the bean n "alert" the b'day boy of it.. i duno they kept the whole thing from him thus when he told me that we are meeting at bugis for dinner i jux replied back saying arent we having bbq at john john's place?? hehe....

me, andy, serene, jin yong, weiguang & john john went to IMM giant to buy the food.. thk its the 1st time i spent so long buying bbq stuff inside a supermarket.. muz start everything on scratch cox that stupid andy din list everything down on his grocery list thus we haf to rem n thk wat we need on the spot.. but come to thk of it, its a very nice n fun experience...

john john drive us back to his palce to prepare the food.. i am in charge of the baking n sushi... but in e end, everything was in a mess.. haha.. thk i am fated not being able to bake any brownie in my life.. cox everytime it will get overcooked.. den the sushi oso, the rice was too soft, thk put too much water but everything was finished in e end.. haha... so its still not bad after all..


the legendary brownie.. john john's mum help me to decorate it nicely so at least it looks appealing.. BUT.......
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its damn hard la.. we can only cut it into half by using a big knife in a chopping action..
P.S ---- look @ the top right pic & see wat MS ah shu is doing....

it has been a long long time since we last went to john john's place for bbq.. come to thk of it, its almost 2 yrs.. i miss our bbq days.. hope can haf it more often..
here's bao ge who's trying his best to start the fire..


finally the long awaited moment arrived.. the b'day was here wif the others.. we went to e carpack there 'fetch' him... as usual, during b'day we will prepare some weird stuff or gifts.. as for today, we bought some 'shou tao' for the b'day boy..




the 'shou tao' & the sabotage~~ ( ideas contributed by Mr. Bao ge ge.. )


thk i ate alot of stuffs n there goes my hardwork for dieting n exercing for e past wk.. well, its not like everytime i will haf tis kinda of gathering so i jux indulge myself.. haha.. everyone was very enthu abt bbqing cox we were all surrounding the pit n trying to cook the food unlike in e past, the gals will be sitting there waiting for the guys to cook for us.. hehe..


the watermelon gals... haha..


the full strength who turn up for the big day.. ( formal version )


cheeky version..

aft taking all those photos, mr andy suggested of doing the number pose photo.. it was 1st invented by me, ah shu & jinyong during 1 of our supper trip @ timah..

the 1 to 9 number pose..

been really into sports tis days.. haf been jogging n swimming for e past few days.. it feels really great aft sweating.. hehe..

went to Sentosa wif e odac ppl today.. it had been more den a yr since i last step into Sentosa.. everytime i wanna go there my frenz will say they haven had their body trained so cant go.. n tis excuses has been going on n on for a yr.. finally i gt my wish fulfiled.. haha.. but tis time round, i am not in gd shape.. well, heck care.. wat matters is i can play my fav. vball.. haha..

we were supposed to meet at 1030 but den, as a typical S'porean, most of em were late.. i had subway for breakfast den aft meeting billy, lijing n yang they all, we went into Sentosa 1st.. cox the others will be damn late... the weather today was really gd.. unlike tis couple of days, it din rain at all.. I had alot of fun playing vball wif e others..


SIM Odac..

Sentosa really changed alot.. Sunset Bay was 'demolised' & palawan beach now has a lot more stalls n shops.. din had a chance to go walk ard cox i was busy playing vball n cant bear to leave the court that we managed to get hold of.. thus when all e gals went there to shop for drks, i stayed behind...


Lewis came ard 1 plus to join us aft his lect.. thk its e 1st time we went to the beach together aft our pageant.. din really acc him today, hope he wont mind.. hehe... was really surprised to see gilson there wif some SIM SRC ppl.. haha.. today is like SIM cca outing day lo.. oh.. there's alot of eyecandy at the beach today.. wow.... wahaha..

today i realised that playing frisbee requires alot of skills.. last time i always thk that playing frisbee = throwing the frisbee out... but its actually very hard to throw it in a straight line n reach the person nicely for him/her to catch it...

den we started taking photos.. finally my camera got some 'gong xian' le.. haha...


the odac 'hunks'....


the odac babes....

the guys suddenly wants to take photos in a more unconventional way.. thus
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the flying 'jumbo'.... hehe...

its damn hard to capture the perfect moments.. but we made it aft 4 tries... haha..



(from top left to bottom right) lijing, billy, gilson & lewis wif ME... haha..

we went to bath ard 7 n saw elyn in e washroom.. thk i din see him for more den a yr le.. she is still as pretty as ever.. hehe.. we walked down to underwater world station to catch a bus to the departure centre.. at 1st we wan to go down to tiong bahrun market for dinner one but den thk its quite mafan thus we settle for the foodcourt dinner at harbourfront..

really enjoed myself today... played my fav.vball, learn sth abt frisbee, know alot more frenz, see so many eyecandys n so much more... hehe....

Its 6am in e morning now.. I haf been awake for almost 24 hours.. yest woke up b4 7 due to some breathing problems.. its sth like asthma, i can only breathe smoothly when I am sitted up.. which means I either haf to slp in a sitting position or jux wake up & I chose the latter..

Went for my lesson in e afternoon, the lecturer gave out another 2 thick sets of notes.. I left those notes at billy’s place when we went there aft my lect wif qing cheng n liqing.. yaoquan came n fetch us to haf dinner together at Zion Market.. they were trying to persuade me to go to the KL roadtrip on Sun with em but cause of my kid’s exam, I haf to gif it a miss.. I am really tempted to go with em.. never been on a roadtrip with my frenz b4.. thk its gonna be very fun…

We went to meet anna at Zouk when they reached.. realized that pingwei they all will be coming oso.. never really go out with em aft we graduate from sec sch.. I haf never imagine that I will be clubbing with em too.. cox all of them are not really into clubbing n are more interested in healthy activities.. apart from em, there is still meiyun, thiam hock, terence, Damien & joey.. it has been a long time since I went clubbing with so many ppl…

I had a lot of fun dancing with em.. thk today’s clubbing trip was the most enjoyable n fun one I haf had tis yr.. and its definitely one of the most memorable clubbing trip.. cox duno when will we haf e chance to go club wif e same group of ppl again… apart from that, I am beginning to realize that clubbing is really bad to health n straining to the body lo.. tis days aft my clubbing trip, I will need a few days of rest to full recover..

We stayed until phuture closes & went to the e nearest prata shop to haf our ‘breakfast’.. am feeling damn hungry n tired aft standing on my heels for e whole nite.. we tok abt a lot of things over the session n I realized that those guys are still e same as ever.. they din change at all, still e same as they are in sec sch.. reminds me of the time when we were in sec sch.. really regret that last time I din really mix wif em n understand em more.. they are really nice n fun ppl to be wif..

yest was our supposedly 3rd yr anniversary if we din break up.. time really flies.. we haf broke up for more den a yr.. i can still rem how my heartache when tis day arrvied.. for tis yr, i dun even know tat it has arrived.. time is really the best healer in e world.. we never celeb our anniversary at all.. not even once.. cox during our 1st yr, he was in taiwan for training during the actual day.. as for e 2nd yr, we broke up b4 we could even celeb.....

went ECP wif billy, his cousin n e ODAD ppl... we went there for steamboat n skate.. its e 1st time in my life that i went to ECP wif my frenz.. tat place is really inaccessible for me.. skating was really fun, thk i will get addicted to it if i could skate longer.. actually my intention there was to lose some fats but in e end, thk i gain more den i lost.. haha.. been eating n eating non-stop.. wats more is we went for supper at the 'Tou Hua Da Wang".. there goes my diet plan n the 1 kg i haf lost during the wk..

Am waiting for my hair to dry now thus decide to write here.. went clubbing wif anna, billy & yaoquan ( billy’s cousin ) today.. we went there again because there was tis odac outing at phuture..

Went for macro classes den stayed back to discuss abt our IM tutorial presentation due next mon wif Jai.. by the time we finish the discussion, it was already 6 plus n I still need to go to billy’s place to prepare n went down orchard to meet Lawrence n Geraldine.. it was really rush.. in e end, I only met them for less den 1 hr.. we had dinner at the HK café at cine.. the food is not bad but I still prefer the KIM GARY one in m’sia..

went to shop ard wif him while waiting for anna.. quite long never go orchard le, it changed quite a lot.. only know today that the underground pass towards the MRT stn is having some renovation going on.. aft meeting anna, we went straight to zouk.. den went to the prata shop nearby cox the coffeeshop was damn crowded..

everything was quite fine n fun until I saw someone there.. I never expect to see him there thus when I saw him, there’s one pt I really duno wat I should do.. luckily it doesn’t last long b4 I know how I should react.. at least I am gracious enuff as to say hi to his frenz who was wif him.. I duno whether did he saw me but I thk he did according to anna… come to thk of it, if that thing din happen, we might still be frenz… well, its quite a pity that now we dun even say hi when we saw each other.. frankly speaking, I oso duno wat leads to the thing that had happened in e 1st place.. but dun thk now I wan to go n thk abt it since it had already happened n I am quite alrite n happy wif my life now.. no point brooding over it.. its jux that today I saw him den it makes me feel emotional in some way.. ( wanna clarify, this person whom I am toking abt is not HIM… )

I am sian of clubbing again.. thk wont be going for e next 2 wks until Halloween.. never go clubbing on a Halloween nite b4, wanna try out how its like.. feel like dressing up but duno wat to disguise.. haha.. thk I shall jux dress normally there..

We are finally tired of the sweatiness n stuffiness in e club n decide to go off n haf supper.. ate prata again.. actually I wan to haf porridge one but most of the ppl wan to eat prata.. so no choice lo… aft that, yaoquan is really kind as to send me n anna back although its not on e way for him to do that.. he is even swt enuff to send anna up n wait for me until I reach my place.. y cant there be more guys who are like him in tis world.. if all the guys are like him, I will not be having those msn nick that say “ guys are all jerks n bastards n jux how fucked up they can get ” anymore..

went clubbing wif anna, terence, waiteng, billy n jai yest.. we gt e invites again from anna's fren.. was supposed to meet jai at je n go down together one but he cant make it in e end.. thus i had to go down on my own n meet anna e others there instead..

the queue was damn long when we reached there n its only abt 1030.. once again we mux thx anna's fren for letting us in or else e invites will be of no use at all.. too bad jai was late n cant use e invites anymore.. jux like any other days, phuture was damn crowded n there was no space for us to stand at all in e dance floor.. i had to squeeze my way out to bring jai n billy's fren in when they reached at 12... aft that we had to squeeze in again.. haha..

billy came moments later n i was already quite seh at that time le.. thk i haven been drking for a long time le.. n i dun even dare to drk my fav. long island tea for fear of ending up in e washroom to puke.. e music yest wasnt really nice, it only gets beta aft 230.. i was damn pissed wif e ppl dancing behind me, kp on pushing until i cant take it n had to ask em to move back a little.. but the gals there are damn irritating, they purposely came over n dance as vigorously as they can for fear that ppl duno they are dancing..

we left the club at 330 n went to haf supper at e nearby prata shop.. i had been standing on my heels for more den 5 hrs n my legs n foot are killing me.. luckily, billy's fren drove yest n drive some of us there.. hehe... aft the supper, terence , anna n me went back home in a cab.. i reached home ard 5 n went to bed at 7 cox i was chatting wif billy on e phone...

woke up today n went straight for my tuition.. aft tat i met anna n went walking ard cwp cox we dun wan to spend e whole day at home but we are too lazy to go all e way to town.. we went to our fav. prata place aft that n slack there for 2 hrs.. the haze pro is getting from bad to worse lo.. i cant even see e lovely moon tonight n yest at all... when is all this haze pro going to end??

went out wif anna, terence n kevin tis afternoon.. made the 2 guys wait for me cox i gt carried away while doing my tutorial n forgot abt the time.. haha.. we went to the prata shop at pasir panjang while waiting for anna.. e moment our drks came, ms anna called n told us her test has ended le.. terence n me went to fetch her n got lost in NUS.. we ended up at the loading n unloading area behind central lib, which is at a hilltop.. realise NUS is damn big lo.. haha..

mr kevin waited for us for ard half an hour.. haha.. by the time we came back, our prata had become cold n the ice in our drks had all melted.. the weather today is damn hot n stuffy... aft eating we decide to go to holland V.. its my 3rd time there in a wk n the 2nd in a row.. went to the gelare to chill n had their waffle.. toking abt waffle, i still thk the A & W one is e best n their curly fries... yummy yummy.. dun understand y all the A & W closed down..

we stayed there until 6 n left.. went to Subway to get my sandwich.. i thk i am in love wif Subway tis days.. had the same cravings for it even though i jux had it yest.. haha.. terence send me n anna home b4 booking in.. e moment i reach home i jux lie on e bed n took a nap.. duno y feel so tired.. hee..

haiz.. time is really not enuff for me tis days.. esp wif all the tutorials n the IM module i am taking.. its really very time comsuming... y there is only 24 hrs a day???

has been going out for e past few days.. never really revise on my sch work which makes me quite guilty now...

wed :
went 2 bugis wif my mum to bai bai n the fortune telling thing.. bought a top for myself n a skirt for my sis which is damn retro.. haha.. gonna lend from her one day.. aft that i went to e lib to meet billy & his gf.. we went to the ktv at civics centre that nite together wif anna n guochao... aft the session, i met boon hao n went down to chinatown to haf porridge...

fri :
were supposed to study wif qing cheng n billy aft our lesson in e morning but in e end gt pyscho by ms anna to go to ktv wif em at chinatown... thus we went down to chinatown n study at e mac for an hr b4 e singing session start at 4.. ryan n roy joined us later in e nite.... aft the singing session, we went to haf porridge again cox i dun wan to haf a heavy dinner..

sat :
i am damn happy cox finally i can go to sentosa today.. been wanting to go there b4 my exam but never haf a chance until now.. u can know how excited i am lo... but it rained........ how suay can i get lo... terance n waiteng they all insist to go in but me n anna thk the rain wont stop n will persist the whole day so we decide to wait for them at harbourfront instead cox we know that they will turn back one.. haha..

in e end, they did.... haha... thus we met up @ harbourfont & decide to go to Holland V to chill cox at nite we will be celebrating Kevin's b'day @ mind games cafe.. we went to essential brew & chill at their 2nd level.. its my 1st time there & i finally it be to really cosy n cool.. their brownie is really heavenly.. oh, i am really into brownie tis days.. too bad my dad spoilt my microwave oven or else i will be baking brownies like mad & might haf become an expert already.. haha...

anna left ard 6 cox of some family stuff.. we wanted to haf e famous holland V XO fish noodles one but the boss is really damn rude to haf CHASE us away cox our order is small & he said he rather save the table for bigger order... we were like.... stumped...... but at least he din scold us vulgarity like wat he did to e customer b4 us.... so next time, if u really wan to go there n eat, dun go on WEEKEND... thus we went to haf katong laksa instead..

it was fun playing games wif em.. we stayed until 11 plus n decide to go home.. actually we wanted to haf a 2nd round one but quite a few ppl wan to go off to meet their love ones.. thus......... forget it.. going home n slp is not a bad thing after all.... :)

sth is stirring deep inside of me once again

e feeling is so familiar

but its not the same anymore...

things are jux different

there's no disappointment, anticipation nor commitment

in exchange for all that are memories & alot of qns that we know there will be no ans to it..

sometimes,

its because of the uncertainty that makes thing so beautiful..

mayb life muz haf some imperfection to make it more perfect...

went to color my hair wif gery at JE yest.. finally gt the time n company to go n color my hair wif me.. the whole thing took us 4 hrs n tat's excluding treatment... really haf no time for that cox i need to go n meet andy at JE stn to go down to holland v..

gery came wif us to celeb shu's b'day.. we went to eat the holland v XO fish head noodles.. its e 1st time i went there to eat.. its damn nice.. i muz bring my mum n dad to come n eat soon.. haha.. their prawn paste chicken oso very nice n cripsy.. aft our dinner, we went to haf ice cream at Gelare... so sinful cox i eat another brownie wif ice cream.. there goes my diet plan again... been gaining weight like duno wat.. thk within tis mth, i had already gain 4 kg.....

aft eating at Gelare n when shu came, we decide to go to wala wala n chill.. cox we wanted to countdown to shu's b'day.. at 1st we were sittin at e 1st floor toking n chilling.. but we gt bored ard 11 plus n decide to go up to e 2nd floor where there's a live band.. the singer was damn gd n cool.. iLOVE guys who can sing.. he is damn mesmerising.. haha.. we asked him to sing shu a b'day song at 12 n he did.... we end the nite n took a cab back aft the band sang their last song at 1230.....

will upload the photos soon... :)

i am damn suay recently... being scolded by a bastard who gif me a stupid excuse that his ex stole his hp n she was e one who threw me all those verbal insults at me.. den jux now went for tuition n on e way was hit by a soccer ball when i walked pass the bball court.. tis is not all, i jux realised that i cant charge my hp now & my phone is going flat DAMN SOON..... jux how suay can i get?????

went for shu's b'day celeb @ her place yest.. her theme for the party is uniform, which means i haf to dig out my JC uniform n wear it.. damn long din iron the uniform n see it le, really reminds me of the time i was in jc.. time really flies, it had been 3 yrs since i last wore that uniform.. luckily i am driving today or else i duno how am i going there lo.. i cant believe that the guys actually wear the uniform from their place to JP to get shu's present n den went to her house.. really salute em..


us in our JC uniform.. how i miss my JC days..


the b'day ger wif her parents n cake..

stayed there until 11 cox jackson wan to rush home n watch the soccer match.. felt really lazy to change out of the uniform thus, i wear it back home together wif em.. cant imagine wat the police will thk if they happen to see us during a roadblock.. haha..

yest was e most fucked up day of my life.. its all because of a stupid person or i should say a damn big FUCKER.. i haf never seen or met someone who is that bastard n jerk n fucked up in my entire life!!!! let's hope i wont be seeing one anymore at all in tis lifetime.. never ever felt so insulted in my life b4 but i thk its even more insulting for him cox he should feel embarrassed abt himself for wat he said to me... it only shows how ill-mannered he is n how bastard he is...

thk he should be taught a lesson la but in e end din even bother to do that.. felt that its jux a waste of my time only.. shall not waste my time n energy on this kinda of ppl..

went to jalan kayu for supper aft a very sian clubbing trip at zouk.. we only stayed for less den half an hr n went off le.. e music is jux not our type n e crowd even worse.. thk that will be my shortest clubbing trip ever.. had a bottle of beer n felt damn seh already.. thk u jux cant drk when u are feeling upset n down cox its really easy to haf e 'seh' effect...

aft supper we went to edward's place cox dun thk i can go home in my state.. was feeling damn emotional la.. did n say alot of stupid things.. even cried in front of em, its e 1st time i cried so openly in front of others, felt so weak n vulnerable.. the tears jux cant seem to stop falling.. but i was really glad they were wif me, felt so much beta aft all e crying n taking a nap.. hehe..

thk wat happened today was a wake up call for me.. its really time for me to get back on my studies n change my priority now... so wat happened might be a blessing in disguise oso..

feeling feverish now.. thk my immume system is really down recently.. kp falling sick n stuff.. 1st is my intestine pro den yest is sore throat now, fever.. when am i going to be healthy again....

today was my duet superstart prelim round at the atrium.. wake up at 9 to prepare cox i need to be in sch by 11.. gery was really nice to come specially from NUS aft her lect to come n support me.. i love u darling, u are damn swt la.. hehe.. den wilson, brandon came down to support us oso.. but really sorry to disappoint u guys cox we din get into e finals on fri due to some reasons that i thk is quite stupid la.. haiz..

aft the whole thing ended, i went down to bugis wif billy n gery cox we wan to go bai bai n the fortune telling thing.. but too bad the fortune teller was not there n the shop owner say she will only be back in 2 wks time..

aft that, i went to meet alvin, edward, meiyan n anna for ktv at civics centre.. was feeling damn cold inside the room la.. luckily alvin was nice enuff to lend me his jacket or else i will be freeze to death le.. duno isit because i am sick or wat, aft singing for less den 3 hrs, i am feeling damn lethargis n sian le.. cant wait to get out of that 'freezer' n go to haf my dinner.. alvin drive us to chong pang to haf the nasi lemak.. its my 1st time there den i dun thk its as nice as i tot it would be given the publicity it has... therefore, fame is actually nth in life... haha..

ok thk i beta go n haf some rest le.. still feeling unwell now n i am damn pissed off cox i still cant find the IM journal that my lecturer ask us to find at e online library la.. argh~~

was back from genting on sat but feeling too lazy to come here n update wat had happened.... its like there is so many things to write but i duno where should i start wif 1st.... so i thk i jux write wat i thk is impt ba...

it had been more den a yr since my dad last went on a vacation wif us.. the previous time he went to genting wif us was b4 teck went into NS, it was our 1st n last time we go abroad.. although our family had gone to genting for alot of times, tis time round the feelings are the best among all... we felt closer toether n there is more interaction.. my dad is more loving to my mum n he try to participate in wat we do as much as he can.. last time when we went, he will jux wan to stay in the hotel room n slack there thruout our whole trip there.. but tis time round, he will go ard the theme park wif us n sit at the cafe toking wif us, enjoying the mist.. we are more like a family now rather den seperate entity.. haha.. i really love tis feeling n the bond we are sharing..



having our meals @ genting..


the theme park moments.. we are having so much fun.. hehe..


on the ferris wheel in the indoor theme park.. its really very nice..


dun my bro look cool in tis pic?? some ppl even thk he is my BF....

woke up at 9 plus today cox needa go to sch for e duet superstar thingy.. at 1st i tot it was jux a rehearsal thing but when we reached there, den we realised that its actually an AUDITION.. billy & i din even practise at all b4 tis.. its all my fault cox i haf been really busy recently n dun haf e time to meet him n practise.. feel really sorry towards him..

aft one round of practise at the LT, we start the audition le.. the person-in-charge told us they will gif us a call if we get thru the audition.. really hope they will call us.. or else i will be damn guilty la.. haha... went to the odac room wif billy n his frenz.. i am now a odac member due to the duet superstar thing.. hehe..

met my mum at bugis cox we wan go bai bai there.. billy went down there wif me cox he was meeting his frenz there.. we went to shop ard at bugis but i din buy anything.. thk i shall haf my shopping spree at KL tis coming fri.. haha.. looking forward to it..

had our dinner @ Sizzlers, its one of the restaurant that me n my mum both love to go to... but thk the last time we both went together was during last yr national day.. hehe...