yup, we went out today.. tis couple of times, he was e one asking me wanna go out or not.. feel abit weird lo.. coz normally i am e one asking him out in e past one.. thk i cant get used to it ba..
intended to go cut my hair one but in e end feel lazy.. hehe.. he offered to go wif me n asked me wan him come woodlands n meet me ma.. wow, it was so unlike him lo.. i am really taken aback by him.. mayb he really treat his fren nicer n beta ba.. or becoz to me he is juz a fren now, so my expectation of him is lower.. thus when he offers to acc me n come meet me, i feel really appreciative..
i met him at orchard straight la.. ha.. walked ard orchard den went to eat at Rice Table.. one of our favourite restaurant in e past.. it changed quite alot there le.. jux like our r/s.. we chatted abt quite alot of stuff n i asked alot of qns which i dun dare to ask in e past.. cleared alot of my doubts.. duno its gd to make everything so clear or not.. haha.. sometimes things are beta left unsaid, dun they?
while walking next to him, had tis urge to hold his hand.. haha.. thk i am really too used to holding his hand le, that's y had tis urge.. haha.. muz really change tis 'habit'.. really scare that one day, i will jux naturally go hold his hand w/o me knowing wat i am doing lo.. by that time it will be super pai seh lo.. haha..
aft dinner we continue to walk ard until 8 plus.. den i went back to wlds meeting philip n anthan they all for last min cfm ktv session, while he went back to his camp le.. feel abit empty inside again aft i parted wif him.. duno y tis is always happening... when i was wif him, i am ok lo.. but when we parted, i will haf a kind of feelings which i duno how to describe.. it really makes me feel terrible..
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