Wednesday, October 12, 2005

i am really getting fatter n fatter...

argh~~~ i haf been troubled over my weight n figure for e past few weeks lo.. i haf been growing fatter n fatter.. n guess wat, i jux came back from supper n i ate a super sinful CHEESE prata.. oh my god... wahaha.. cham liao la.. duno until when den i can go back to my 48 kg weight le.. argh~~ n e worse thing is i might be going to sentosa on tis sat lo.. but i am still so fat.. how sia...

stayed at home e whole day today.. actually gonna go study wif anthan at e lib one but last min sth happen at home n i had to cancel it.. really sorry lei.. once in a lifetime for him to ask us out to study but i haf to gif it a miss or should i say cancel it.. really dui bu qi ta.. haha..

thk i muz haf some motivation for me to go on a dieting prog liao.. n i mean a real dieting one lo.. haha.. normal i will say i wan to diet but e next moment i will be looking for food to munch.. haha.. super no determination lo.. den i cant go jogging liao sia, coz my thigh is super big now lo.. thk jogging will make it worse.. haha.. mayb i shall turn to swim but den it will broaden my shoulder lei.. wa.. in a dilemma lo.. haha..

erm.. muz set goals liao.. i muz go back to 48kg by 21st oct no matter wat.. hehe.. wish me gd luck.. wahaha.. but den i thk i need more determination rather den luck la.. haha..

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