the day has finally come.. the day i dreaded n wished for at e same time is finally here.. i really duno i am feeling happy or sad now.. but definitely, i am feeling down.. jux wan to remain quiet n dun wish to do anything..
if in e past i will be super happy lo.. coz we are able to celeb our anni.. but now, things are so diff.. jux like last yr i wont be receiving any happy anni sms from him.. last yr cox he is in taiwan for his army thing, tis yr..... i am no longer in that position to ask for anything anymore..
from now on, 21st oct will jux be an ordinary day for me n him.. it will not be a special date share by us anymore.. haiz.. really feeling damn down now la.. duno he knows wat is the date today or not.. duno whether he still rem its our supposedly 2nd yr anni or not.. wonder he will feel down jux like me?? even its a little twinny winny bit i will oso be damn happy lo..
wat he sms me today really makes me feel damn happy n pampered lo.. he actually rem wat i told him to do n he is doing it for me now.. i never tot he will lo.. i dun even dare to hope or wish for it.. but he is doing it now.. feel damn happy when i saw his sms but aft a while e sad feeling came in.. how come when we are together that time he is not that sweet?? mayb i take everything for granted ba.. or mayb he take me for granted.. haha.. wat is tis...
feeling so lethargic now.. feeling so listless now.. feeling damn confused now.. argh~~~
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