i really cant stand myself these days la.. been very restless n listless.. wats happening to me?? isit the symptom of me growing old!! well, i thk so lo.. ever since i step into this no. 2 world, i haf been feeling very sian n tired abt going out n staying out late... i dun haf e vibrant anymore..

mock exam is in another 6 wks time but i can tell u i haven even read thru 1/4 of my notes.. thk i will sure flunk for my mock.. dun really haf e feelings n mood to study at all.. nth to motivate me.. tml i am going to e Lib n really study intensively.. hope i can at least pick up some pace n find some motivation...

been racking my brain for a theme for my 21st bday party.. finally decide on one that is easier to achieve one.. haha.. BEACH WEAR.. its more suitable oso la.. since rite in front of my chalet is a small pool.. so everyone can jux go for a dip if they feel warm.. haha.. but frankly speaking i still prefer e SLP WEAR one.. haha.. well, shall wait for another occasion to organise that ba.. hehe...