wow.. realised i had been abandoning tis blog for more den 10 days.. haha.. been really lazy to come online & i really duno should i write wat had been happening in my life for e past 10 days here or not.. in e end i thk i should let em stay inside my mind cox it is e safest place to keep em..

chinese new yr is jux 3 wks from now.. time really passes by very quickly w/o u realising.. i still rem last yr how i went to the Chinatown New Yr bazaar wif HIM n it seems like yest.. i oso din realise that we had broke up for more den 7 mths le.. sometimes the sad feelings will still haunt me whenever i thk of the times we were together.. i will still feel sad, disappointment n ke xi..

well, time is really a very scary thing.. esp at tis period of my life.. i feel scared when i know that chi new yr is coming n it is coming so soon.. last time i will be very excited abt it but now, i feel scared..
in another 5 wks, i will be turning 21.. well, it means i will n muz be more responsible n take on more responsibility.. i still cant believe that i am going to be 21 soon lo.. i felt like i am still in my teens n behave like one oso.. haiz.. jux when will i behave n become a grown up??