Thursday, April 24, 2008
last day going for lecture..
i can still rem the 1st day when i went to SIM for a pre-POA lesson.. its at LT 1.03 & this morning, my FI revision class was at the same place also... when i was there for the 1st time i was amazed by the size of the LT & tot each n every LT in SIM is of the same size but den.... i was wrong... ha... 3 yrs passes by really fast... my education journey will come to an end in another 6 weeks time...
alot of things happened the past few days but i just dun have time to come over n blog about it.. been too busy & trying to force myself to study cause time is really running out..
still rem i wanted to get a macbook?? well, i still wan to just that i will put it on hold 1st cause my dad 'got' me a LG KS-20.. well, the phone is not for me in e 1st place.. its actually for his own use but the very next day after he gt the new phone together with my brother, my phone died on me w/o any apparent reason!! i just charged it for 2 hrs as per any normal day n leave it on the table.. the very next morning when i woke up, there's this 'Limited Service' replacing my M1-GSM thingy... no matter how i tried, i just cant msg or make any call out.. for those who called my no, they will just hear my 'swt' voice saying i am not available......
i gave up in e end & used back my old nokia 7250 which i bought 5 years back... upon seeing this, my dad gave me his new phone cause he say its quite hard to 'manuveour' the phone as it does not support chinese language.. today den i realise that the older model LG Viewty is much better cause it not only support chinese, it also has a louder alarm... but the appearance of KS-20 is defintely much much more nicer than viewty & its really light!!!
with this new phone that allows me to go online & acts like a mini comp, i decide to put the purchase of the comp on hold.. since every half a yr, macbook will have a mini improvement on their specs.. i shall wait another 3 more mths to see wat new technology is going to be incorporated in it... guess by den i will be quite broke from my grad trip ba... haha.. really hope we are going somewhere after the paper.... its such a significant event lo... hehe...
ok, i know this is a super long blog just bear with me for a little while more...
guess wat day will it be tml?? a year ago, tml is the day when we studied in NUS & went to watch movie for the 1st time @ Vivo... so how am i feeling now?? well, very very normal... mayb the time to feel sth is not here yet ba... haha.. i duno... shall see how ba... but tml i am going to Vivo... but its not going there specially to reminisce on the past... i am meeting anna & her ex-colleague to club @ St James.. realise its time to let loose & reward myself with some appropriate entertainment... been staying at home, either doing nth or just studying.. felt that i have touched of the world & being a young adult...
hope to have some real fun tml with them.. but den i can foresee some old 'memories' coming back to find me while i am there.. dun worry, i will handle em well & hope they will be kind to me also... :)
Friday, April 18, 2008
studyholic~~
the last time i went to that corner is after exams with HIM.. some memories flashed back but its not as painful anymore.. guess the mindgames that i have played b4 is really accurate.. it says that i will need almost a yr to get over the past r/s.. for teck, that's the case, for HIM, its about the same time also..
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
gathering~
shao yun just came back from her thailand volunteer trip.. she bought some sovenier back for me & anna & told us about her trip there to teach the kids mandarin... it seems like a really cool & heart-warming experience..if possible i will like to do some volunteer work in other places of the world that really need our concern...
we chatted until 10 plus b4 heading back home.. for them, its been 14 hrs since they are out of their house for work.. for me, its a 12 hr thingy cause i was studying in the lib.. for the past 2 day i was with wei shyang & his frenz there.. this time round, i really manage to get back my study mood & momentum but studying only a chp per day seems a little bit too little for someone who is having a paper in exactly a mths' time.. but i just dun like to rush things or just read thru briefly.. if i wanna study that chp, i will jolly well know every single tinny winny things about it & get myself more den 95 % sure about its content.... that's one thing bad about me, too persistent when i come to serious stuffs.. :)
other than studies, there is another issue that i wanna update.... i just dun understand how some ppl can be so irresponsible & lie through their teeth... i was being scolded for telling the truth to my colleague when someone can simply denied everything & have the cheek to call me up to scold me & confront me for lying....
b4 this incident, i will still thk whether i have gone too far as a fren to do things until that extent.. but judging from this incident & wat my family, frenz had told me, i thk i have tolerated & gone far enough as a frenz.. giving them time for more den 6 mths time & doing so much things for them but getting back nth except reprimand & warning... well, that's the furthest i can go...
was thking of getting a laptop.. macbook is my no. 1 choice.. wonder should i get it now or wait until my exams are over b4 getting it???
Friday, April 11, 2008
near accident~~
it was a long day yest in sch.. lesson starts from 10am & ends at 10 pm... though in between the lessons there was a 3 hr break, i used that time to study for my FI.... which means its almost 12 hr of intensive study.. felt really tired when i stepped into my car... finally the 'taste' of studying is coming back.... really hope i have the determination to continue the studying regime...
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
stressed..
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
super pissed off...
Sunday, April 06, 2008
a stone off my chest..
studies is getting more n more on the track.. i love reading my financial intermediation subject guide now.. its really interesting to read about the stuff but i duno whether i will be able to rem all those that i have read & regurgitate it out under exam condition.. hehe.. reading & writing is just 2 totally different issue....
went to shop with my mum & aunt yest after my tuition.. went to bugis & realise tat there's alot more new restuarant around... we went to the HK cafe for dinner & had their sizzling hot plate set meal... erm... i had been indulging in food for the past one wk... having fei cui, jack's place etc etc..... guess my eating spree is coming back to haunt me once again...
the food taste much better than it looks in this photo...
the accessories that my brother & sis are crazy about.. but i really duno wat is so nice about it.. guess that's the generation gap we usually talk about..
my sister & i getting zi lian once again..
my younger cousin.. the most naughty one i had ever encountered...........
Thursday, April 03, 2008
negatives...
during breaktime i called home & the call was picked up by my sis.. she got 5 stiches in total... can imagine how severe & deep the wound is.. thought tat was e end of but i was wrong.. my mum called me up @ lunch time & told me sth that i have never imagined that my sis will ever do.... its just too shocking...
there just too much things up on my mind these days that made me damn moody & cant conc on my studies due to those negative feelings.. there's just so much things that needs my attention & so much which doesnt require any but i will just spend so much time on.... i really need a breather but @ this pt of time, will it be too much of a luxury for me???
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
busy busy busy~~
i enjoyed the moment now even though it seems really hectic & busy... i love keeping myself occupied cause time passes faster this way & life seems more meaningful as compared to wasting my time at home watching those drama & rotting for no apparent reason... guess i will miss this type of busy studying life when i go out to work next time.. so now i shall enjoy my last remaining full time student life... cause i guess i will never have the luxury to do this anymore in my entire life....
going to lib to study with jean darling le.. its the 1st day of my studying life in the lib this yr, hope it will be very productive.. tml & the day after, gonna have another 2 day revision class with the london lecturer.. hope he/she can show me some insight about wat to prepare for my final yr paper... :)
Friday, March 21, 2008
chilling out session~~
my 2 best frenz in sec sch : anna & shaoyun
meiyun & me @ balcony..
the nicest drk of the nite : choya martini..
the ladies of the nite...
the 'thorn' among the 'roses'
Monday, March 17, 2008
Cheng's post-birthday celebration...
it was already 9 by the time we finished our meal.. decide to have a quiet & meaningful MJ session @ my place.. hehe.. (well, its better den going to drink rite?? ) we took billy's "yellow lemon" to my place.. as for the others, some went home while some need to go to work... this is the 1st time cheng came to my place but its damn messy from all those unsorted out notes & clothes that are flying all over the place..
we played until 1.. wanted to carry on but cheng gotta work the next day & billy's cousin is at his place waiting to play his new PS3 with him so we ended the 2nd game after playing half a round... feeling quite moody aft they left.. its not because of them, its just me.... but now, things are getting back on the track... :)
Thursday, March 13, 2008
vexed~~
yest, just cant get to slp or should i say i dun feel like slping... just wan to go out & unwind but due to the bad weather, i find it a hassle to go to town specially... but I DUN WAN TO BE ALONE..... thus, i msg teck & asked him wan to meet for supper or not.... guess he knew tat i am not myself & feeling moody today... so he ride here specially despite the fact that the road is wet ( he hate to ride on those wet & slippery road) & it rained heavily when he was halfway here..... he is really my best buddy..... hehe.. really appreciate wat he had done.... :) am glad to see him cause he never fail to cheer me up... felt much better after having supper with him & walking in the quiet neighbourhood... it my 1st time walking ard woodlands in e middle of the nite, the air is especially cool after the drizzle.... felt really relaxed...
alot of things are starting to pour into my monotonous life.. making it or should i say making myself feeling suffocated once again.. last wk, i still thk that life is beginning to make a gd turn for me but today, all the things that are happening prove that my thking is wrong..... gt a feeling that it will just become worse as it draws near my exams....
Sunday, March 09, 2008
thoughts run wild~~
cant believe that this is my last yr being a student.. stepping into SIM for the 1st time seems like sth that happened yest.. from the age of 20 to now, 23... from a young teenage to being a young lady now.. learnt alot of things during this period... things that made me who i am now,things that made me change my perceptions of life..
from a very boring person, i turned into a clubber to now, domestic.... will things change once i stepped into the big society?? well, i am sure it will.. looking forward to the changes to come..
nowadays my mind is filled with past memories.. was reminded of wat happened last yr @ this pt of time.. it just get more frequent as the day draw closer to the time when we went to genting.. i still havent let go, have i?? if yes, why am i feeling that way?? i am not yearning for anything, i know very clearly that we are out of each others' life now, having almost no association ( even though we claimed we will always be there for each other when we parted.. ).. i tot & always hope that we can be like how i am with teck now.. close frenz, can talk to each other about anything, or at least, can msg each other with ease even though its not about something serious or impt... but i thk things will never be wat i hope it to be... that's another small regrets one will have in life.. things will not always go the way u wish or hope it to be... or maybe i am not blessed & lucky enough for heaven to grant me that ''little'' wish of mine.. wat to do?? life still has to go on isnt it??
sometimes i will ask myself, am i asking for too much?? heaven is really kind to me for giving me a chance to know that my love towards him is being reciprocated & he was once true to me.. wat more can i ask for?? we have had happy & loving moments together though its only a short period but everything is real & true.. that's enough isnt it?? frankly speaking, i am really grateful that i have a chance to experience the love that i had always wanted... he made all those fantasies that i wished to have in a r/s come true.... that's enough to make me rem & for it to stay in my heart for the rest of my life....
Saturday, March 08, 2008
IT show~
met him at marsiling & took a train down together.. though its a weekday afternoon, MS & Suntec are quite crowded.. along the way there, we saw alot of ppl with trolley & their new printers.. was wondering do singaporeans need printer that much or do the printers these days get spoilt really easily cause everytime during the IT show, there will be alot of ppl buying printers..
we went to have our lunch @ Subway b4 going to the fair through the MS exit.. found the starhub booth as soon as we get there.. he got his LG Viewty... argh.. i was thking of getting that phone one & he got it b4 me... that phone is really cool & we can decorate the pictures taken like how we do it with neoprints..
was there from 3 plus until 7 plus cause need to wait for his frenz to come n join us.. after seeing so many different laptops with different specs & pricing, i am having a real headache in choosing which is more suitable for me.. Macbook? Dell Inspiron? NEC??
finally had a chance to sit down & get away from the evening crowd @ the foodcourt of MS.. after dinner its already 9 plus.. was amazed by myself for staying in that fair for so long.. wat to do?? i only went to IT fair once a year even though we had it 4 times a yr..
Thursday, March 06, 2008
hostel life~~
having a own private space is quite a cool thing.. though i have my own room at my place, but the feeling is really different.. but i guess things will have their pros & cons.. there's 2 side in everything we come across in life....
beginning to send my resume out but i still haven taken the photos required for the SIM career thingy.. guess will have to do it by today cause tml is the deadline for it.. hope that this career thingy will be of some help to me.. i went to the career far @ suntec last week... its seems like a educational fair rather den a career fair to me.. almost 75% of the exhibitors were from educational centre & universities... was quite disappointed by the whole thing...
Sunday, March 02, 2008
wat's happening to my lecturers tis yr!!!!
was trying to do his tutorial using the method he taught us & just found out that he taught us the wrong method!! compared his method with the other lecturer & our subject guide..... everything is totally different... why cant he do his homework b4 coming into our class to teach us?? doesnt he know most of the students he teach how will be graduating tis yr??? why cant he be more responsible..... argh~~~ super pek cek now.. wanna start doing my exercises but found out that the things he taught is wrong.... super demoralised..... :(
Friday, February 29, 2008
leap years ~
i commence my studying schedule today.. it has been so long since i studied in my sch lib... this yr, i am really lagging far behind.. not knowing wat exactly is happening.. there is just too much things for me to digest & too many things inside my little brain... thk i will have to get some out first b4 i can input more inside...
went to get my dad's certificate near Ikea.. i really dun like to drive there cause the traffic is really chaotic & the place where i have to pick up the document is near some repair workshop which means the road is damn narrow as it was filled with cars along the way...
drove along the path that brought back quite alot of memories.. i never doubt that time is e best healer in the world... things that had happened are just memories to me now, worth remembering & thk back once in a while... that's the beauty of life, isn't it? things that might seemed so painful, torturous & unsolvable in the past are actually nth when u come to thk of it after you had gone thru it... :)
Thursday, February 28, 2008
out of connection~~
deciding to save my money up to get a new laptop or going out on a small vacation for a timeout from this whole lot of shit... frankly, i dun thk i deserve a vacation now cause i am not even studying now.. almost everyday playing MJ & thking of how to slack & avoid those SBG & notes.. but i just wanna get away from here going to somewhere where i can really relax.. in e past, when i go to genting, i am always thk about the past & him which makes the stay there torturing rather than relaxing.. but this time round, i guess everything will be quite different...
Saturday, February 23, 2008
post celeb with shao yun & anna~~
yup.. finally had the chance to meet up with shao yun & anna for a meal to celeb my bday.. celebrating of b'day is the only chance for us to meet each other for a meal & update about each others' life.. guess we were just too busy with our own life & for someone like me, who can live pretty well in loneliness, unless my frenz come n to find me if not i will seldom take the initiative to call em up... well, its not because i have forgotten about em, dun care about em or dun love em anymore.. i also duno why i am this way... wanna apologise to all my frenz for bearing with me... i just wanna let u guys know that u are not out of my mind......

we had a super long chat & talked about the vacation that we had long wanted to organise.. time passes very quickly, b4 we realised its already 10.. had to go back home cause the 2 of them are working..
oh ya.. i wanna ask u guys for some comments & advice regarding the bag below.. how does it look like?? cause i was thking of importing it & selling it here.. was wondering whether it has any potential... it comes in 6 or more colors like BLACK, RED, PINK, PURPLE, BROWN, WHITE, GREEN, BLUE......
Thursday, February 21, 2008
the cathay~~
went to sch as usual in the morning.. today will be my last wed morning lect for the year & for my whole life as a uni student ( this exclude the revision classes that i will be attending from march to april ) slp at 1am yest & had to drag myself to sch this morning.. wat's worse is there was a long jam @ BKE & i was late for 10 min.. but james today din scold us for being late.. mayb its e last lect & he wans to be nice to us.. :)
ended my lect @ 1130 & i went straight home cause i need to go & 'BAI TAI SUI' today.. heard they say today its the last day le so die die must go.. wanna go to the temple @ sembawang one but i duno which temple it is & where is the exact location so have to go to the jurong one instead.. after the session, we have our lunch at the market nearby.. love their chicken porridge, its simply heavenly..
came home ard 2 plus, rest for an hr & have to go to prepare cause i am having my tuition today.. went for it b4 going down to PS to meet eric for dinner & the movie 'Jumper'.. i tot we will be watching @ PS, its only when i reached den i know we are watching it @ the cathay.. had our meal @ Sakae & catch up on quite alot of things.. guess we haven been seeing each other for almost 2 yrs.. can imagine how much things we need to catch up.... the show was ok but its quite short...
was supposed to go & meet teck & his frenz aft the show for drks one but den i thk my presence might be abit awkward so i decide not to go le.. called jean up to chat & found out she was on e way to PS to pick her frenz up so we met up & go back together.. wanna thx her frenz for the ride back home.. :)
last wk i went to my grandma's place to bai nian.. most of my aunties & uncles will gather there to bai nian even though my grandma was not ard for 8 yrs le.. its has become a routine for us to gather there since we dun practise going to each n everyone house to bai nian during new yr...




after the session, only the usual 2 families, my aunt's & mine, went to have dinner @ chinatown.. had dim sum for dinner cause we cant thk of any nice chinese buffet restaurant ard the vicinity & even if we tot of it, we din make any reservation so no pt going also.....



wanted to meet teck & his frenz for drks @ clarke quay one but i give it a miss since i bought a MJ set.. cant possibly bring it down to drk rite?? after bathing, the 4 of us ( my mum, bro, sis & me ) started playing the new MJ... played until almost 3 in e morning b4 we went to bed....

