today is e 4th wk since i broke up wif him.. well, he is like disappear completely from my life liao lo.. very scary rite, we are so close to each other b4 that n needing each other company so much but now we can be like complete stranger not contacting each other.. i find it amazing lo.. i thk he had forgotten me completely le ba.. forget everything abt our r/s n is leading a gd life now.. that's y he dun bother to contact me as a fren oso.. well, that mayb a blessing in disguise oso.. at least i wont anyhow thk le ba.. thking its still possible b/w us..
yest, tim suan ask me do i hate him?? actually i duno e ans now oso.. but i know at 1st i do hate him abit esp aft wat he told me n how he handle our r/s.. now i jux know i dun haf any wish to contact him lo..
life's been fine w/o him but today duno y i kp thking abt him.. esp when i took 963 n pass by bukit panjang that time aft i went SIM for my registration.. i jux tot of how i always pass by e same route wif him sitting nxt to me n oso our r/s.. den suddenly my tears filled my eyes again.. well, tonight i muz cry my heart out at shu's house.. haha.. hey guys, rem to lend me ur shoulder hor.. (but duno will cry or not lei) let's hope i will haf a nice time out at shu's house..
den i was 'confronted' by someone today.. sadded case la.. jux feel so wronged by someone lo.. jux playing a joke wif a gd fren of mine will cause such a big trouble lo.. thk nxt time i muz really control n not be so playful towards ppl le.. jux cant believe that my fren has so little faith n confident in me lo.. thk i wan to get myself drunk tonight liao la.. today super sadded ah...
No comments:
Post a Comment