Monday, July 25, 2005

haf i really forgotten him??

i haven been thking abt him for very long le.. but now after reading my previous entry, i am feeling so bad deep inside.. jux wat am i doing?? i felt like crying now.. i felt like getting myself drunk now.. will it help?? i duno.. i really duno..

i had been telling everyone i am enjoying my singlehood now.. but am i really enjoying it or i am making myself enjoying it?? i felt so terrible now.. i haf been going to club tis days coz that is e only time i feels gd abt myself.. mayb its e alcohol, e music or e crowd.. i duno.. i wonder when will i get an answer?? when will i be really ok?? i hated myself now..

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