life haf no goal for me..

suddenly feel that life haf no goal lei.. last time my life can still be revolving ard him n i know that at least i haf someone who will be there for me lo.. but now aft he left me, my life seems abit meaningless.. esp i am slacking now.. no job, cant get into uni n my future seems so dark.. if i haf sth to do den i wont feel so sian lo.. but i dun haf anything to do now lo..

hasnt been thking abt him so frequently le.. now, i started a campaign.. .. hee.. ya, its to save me.. from missing him n loving him n waiting for him.. so frenz, plz support tis campaign.. gt time muz ask me out lei.. n intro guys to me plz.. haha.. i need to broaden up my circles..

went out wif went today.. wentt o bugis n simlim.. we wanted to get zen micro but the price is a bit high lo.. sianz.. muz wait until it e price drop lo.. erm.. i oso wanted to get a mini skirt, change my hairstyle, pierce naval ring.. i jux wan to change my image, my style.. i want to haf a new start n a new me.. hee.. i cant let him look down on me.. i muz make him regret n feel that its his loss to hurt me n dun wan me back.. haha.. ( consoling myself only la, watever i do now he oso dun gif a damn lo)

chat alot wif weng today lo.. very long never haf such a chat wif frenz n go coffee bean le.. ,uz go more often now, e feeling is really gd lo.. it has been sth which i havent been doing for more den a yr.. i thk i really miss out alot of things during my time wif him, now i muz catch up wif everything that i haf miss.. hee..