pathetic..

i haf never ever felt so pathetic b4.. tml i have to pay the instalment for my sch fees but...... i really haf no means to pay everything myself & need to ask my dad to help me abit even though i know its hard to come up with the money now.. i really dun wan n dun wish to ask him for that money but i really have no choice.. he already gt alot of problems that need him to settle & clear & now i am adding on to all those existing ones that he is having.. felt damn useless.... cant even help em to lighten the burden...

we went to meet lawrence & tony later in the nite, asking them hows everything getting along & trying to get part of the basic so that i can settle my bill tml.. even aft getting the amount from my dad, i am still short of some amount.... argh~~ everyday all my life is revolving ard money issue... i really hate my life now... hate how complex life can become when its revolving ard monet issue... i finally realise the reason why things cannot be simpler in life cause its all because when we grow up, we will need to worry about money & its the cause of all the bad things in this world....