everything has sort of like go back to normal b4 everything happened.. i am finally sitting down & able to conc on my studies.. we haf gone back to the same type of r/s b4 everything happened.. we will jux contact each other once in a while to check out on one another.. its quite cool tis way, in e 1st place, our path never really cross one another.. haha.. when i look back at everything, nth really happened actually.. thk i am jux being paranoid...

exams is jux like a mth later... studying in UOL is super straining... imagine all ur frenz will be finishing their exams at the end of the mth while u still haven started on any paper yet.. not mentioning the 3 long mths of study break that u have to prepare for ur exam.. its super draggy n tiring....... super sian.. all my frenz will be leaving for vacation n enjoying themself in another 2 wks but i still have another 6 more wks to endure b4 everything comes to an end.. argh..... i dun care lo.. aft tis exam i am going to take a super long vacation somewhere........ but........ i muz get a job 1st... haha....

i really dun understand why guys dun like to account for things that they haf done or at least let the whole thing haf a proper ending.. 'going into hiding' isit a better way out?? why cant they jux thrash things out wif the gal & let the her know wats happening.. at least i thk its better for me in tis way cause it wont make me thk & wait for an ans that will only come when the so-called cooling period is over... or worse still, mayb aft that period i wont get an ans at all....

mayb to the guys, they thk that not telling the gals anything is a better way out for her.. or because they really duno how to face her & tell her the truth for fear of hurting her.. i know on e guys part, it mayb really hard for em.... but, still i dun approve of it... cause its like so dragging & u are jux wasting the gals time la... u know we haf limited time........ so plz dun keep wasting our time.... if every guy we come across do tis to us den i dun thk we'll haf much time left b4 we turn old & haggard while still staying single.....

guess i wont be contacting him so soon.. since he already made it so clear tat he wont come & find me at tis period of time.. so i'll jux try to control myself from doing stupid things again during tis period.. haiz.. quite sad cause i wont be able to fulfil e promise tat i made to him.. tat's so sickening... i jux hate oweing ppl favour or things la......

shit to all those r/s stuff.. its so mafan & hurting... not forgetting its super distracting too...

I finally got the ans to the qns tat all along bothered me ever since from the start of tis whole thing.. actually all along, I haf the ans wif me its jux tat I never try to believe wat he say or I always tell myself that he is saying it jux for the sake of saying.. its like a swt nth that he will do to all e other gals tat he came across.. cause i dun wan myself to pin any hope on him & make myself get hurt..

Come to thk of it, it might be due to me being inside the whole thing tat’s why I cant see very clearly wat’s happening & thking properly.. its only today den I realize tat actually all the assumptions tat I made abt wat made him say wat he told me is not valid at all.. in fact its jux an excuse tat I made up so as to make myself not falling for him.. but its because of all tis invalid assumptions & stupid excuses tat makes me feeling so miserable…

Today, I believe tat he was once serious abt me.. although the time period is really short but den the feelings tat Is true is all that matters… at least I know my feelings for him is being reciprocated & its not a one-sided thing.. this was further affirm by wat a fren of mine told me tis evening.. I will not elaborate abt the whole thing but at least wat I can say here is that he do care abt me.. if he is a player, I dun thk he will care abt anything relating to me at all aft all that has happened..

Tis is all that matters… everything has come to an end & in one way or another, It might not be a bad thing tat things ended tis way.. at least we can still be frenz aft the cooling off period.. I hope we wont feel awkward when we see each other next time..

natas travel fair has ended.. its e 2nd yr i work there wif e same company & same date somemore.. its damn fast.. a yr has passed like tis & in another 7 wks time i will be having my 1st paper... at tis crucial pt of my yr i am bothered wif alot of stuffs tat i knew in e 1st place tat i shouldnt be involved in... tat's so stupid of me rite...

in many aspect of my life, i can be very easy going & take things easy... but when it comes to the matter of the heart, i am damn stubborn... and its tis stubborn character of mine tat makes me gets hurt all the time.. & its a very long time...

jux realise i am actually an extremist.. when i broke up wif teck tat time i was like tat too.. its only now den i realise tat... haha.. i very ' chi dun' rite... a fren of mine made me reaslise alot of things & know myself beta.. if not for him, i would haf lost myself already... am really grateful to him & am really glad he was there for me all e time when i needed him...

for the past few days i am going thru all those emotional trauma.. i haven been slping earlier den 3 for almost a wk.. despite slping late, i haf to wake up almost every morn b4 830 because of my sch & work commitment... i wanted to make myself really tired cause only den i will jux slp immediately i hit my bed n not thking abt anything nor letting my imagination & emotion run wild..

i am sort of like testing my limit & seeing how far i can stretch myself until the pt of breaking down.. i always tot tat i am tat kinda of person who needs to cry it out in order to make myself feels beta but for those who knows, i dun cry easily.. tat's is y i am feeling so miserable inside.. tat's y i wanna make myself breakdown cause only aft tat i will pick myself up together n forget abt everything... but sad to say, i dun understand myself at all.....

its a fren of mine who point to me tat i am already totally crushed... i haf already breakdown emotionally le.. its so sad rite cause i din even realise tat until he said so..... its e 1st time i duno wat the hell i am doing at all.... i am jux hurting myself & i cant control it.. while toking on e phone last nite, my whole body was paralysed... i am tat tired to the point that i cant even open my eyes at all.. but i still wan to kp myself awake to make myself even tired..... tat's really lame rite.....

tis is e 1st time i am doing all tis & i hope tat there wont be e next time.. i am jux doing harm to my body & i can feel it now already... the gastric tat hasnt been bothering me for quite some time is back.. i jux wanna haf a gd rest aft tml's work & dun thk abt anything else other den my studies.....

in life there's a lot of things tat you will still do even though you know deep inside your heart that its wrong.. but sometimes its really hard to control your feelings & be rational.. is there a clear line between right or wrong in life?? tat's another qns wif no answer......

in my life, i always believe tat we should live without regret & live at e moment.. the other things doesnt really matter to me.... but isit really because it doesnt matter or i jux dun wan to go n thk abt it because i am afraid to face the consequences?? mayb i shouldnt be thking abt tis kinda of things at all now.. now its e period of time tat i should enjoy myself & do things tat i wan & like..... y am i holding myself back???

went to club wif gery yest.. was having my paper in e afternoon so i came back home to change b4 meeting her.. we went to town & haf our dinner b4 going to taboo to meet HX, keith & andrew...

had some drks there b4 heading down to zouk.. we were abit wasted b4 we reached there.. as for me, it gt worse when i reached zouk.. was surprised when kenneth msg me n told me he reached le.. quite shocked.. caused never tot he will come down... den i went to velvet wif gery to find aloy & his gang of frenz.. they bought alot of drks lo.. the moment i reached, i was asked to drk a tequila shot... den there's samoka... luckily someone finished the last shot b4 they target at me... but i am damn seh le... cant even stand still...

went to meet kenneth & went to phuture to find hx & gang at the dj console.. as usual, phuture waas packed.. dance until 2 plus & went to find aloy at zouk cause he say he was alone la.. the music at zouk was not as bad as i tot.. at least its dancable.. haha.. stayed for a while & went back cause need to find gery... stayed until 3 plus & head back home.. quite long never drk until seh & do so many stupid things le.. come to thk of it now, i am really diff from my normal self & is quite scary when i get high.. cause i will start to do alot of stupid things.. shit.... haha....

went to haf dim sum buffet at YUM CHA wif mummy & bro today.. was in e lib studying in e morning.. went to haf breakfast at mac alone cause e others haven reached n i am damn hungry already.. dun thk can tahan until 3 pm for the buffet to start..... took my maths n doing it while eating.. realise i can solve all the qns tat i din managed to solve at home yest... well, thk i am not someone who can study at home cause its DAMN NOT productive la...

stayed until 130 den i left cause i need to go down to e ipod centre at wheellock to get my ipod serviced... yest i went to update the software & aft that, i cant sync songs into the ipod anymore.. the worse thing is all the songs inside my ipod were gone...... damn fustrated wif it yest..

tot sth was wrong wif my ipod nano but the service crew say there's nth wrong.. he can sync songs in w/o any pro.... he say it might be due to the corruption of the itune prog that causes it.. which means that i either haf to reformat my comp or i can try syncing the songs in manually..... but i am damn scare if i choose e 2nd mthd, if the pro still exists den i will be 'songless' for e next few days... ( i dun haf time to go town again cause gt paper on wed & thur.... )

it was qing cheng's & dadd'y birthday on thur.. haha.. din celeb for daddy on the actual day cause my bro was at bintan.. so we decide to postpone the celeb w/o telling him... well, thk he is quite upset abt it cause tat nite, i heard from my sis that he was sort of complaining saying its his bday today..... haha.. its really cute of him la....

realise that daddy changed alot tis couple of years.. he had become more homely & will mind abt tis kinda of stuffs where in e past he will not even care.. thk as u get older, u will begin to thk n realise that family matters to u most n blah blah blah..... at 1st its really quite weird of him but now, i thk its a gd thing cause our family bonding now is beta..

went to the IT show & its already damn crowded on a thur afternoon.. cannot imagine how its gonna be like on weekends... wanted to get a laptop but den its like quite redundant & at the moment, i dun really need one.. so i thk i will jux put the purchase on hold 1st... wait until i gt spare cash or when i really need it that time den get one..

really sorry abt not updating my blog so recently tis days.. been feeling lazy n on top of that, i am not at home most of the time for e past wk.. had been going out almost everyday ever since i came back from KL last mon.. which is like a week ago....

MON - 19 feb
went to ryan's b'day party at his place rite aft i came back from KL.. reached at 9 n went there at 10.. den aft his celeb for him, instead of joining him to go dragonfly n drk, i went to lawrence's place to play MJ until the next morning....

TUE - 20 feb
went back slp until 1130 den wake up cause had to go to mindy's place & ms goh's place to BAI NIAN... the funny thing is mindy is not in s'pore & we still went lo.. haha.. had video conference wif her over the net at her place.. her mum is really very frenly & nice to us... aft that, we went to ms goh house at clementi.. very long never saw her & its e 1st time i went to her place aft she gt married... hehe.... stayed until 5 plus & b4 leaving the place wif yang cause we are going to meet lawrence & anna @ ikea.... went to his office n help him to do some setting up... aft dinner, we played MJ again.. b4 tis i still gt play MJ @ mindy's place wif andy they all la.....

WED - 21 feb
finally did sth productively.... studying for exams.... went to e lib to study wif weiming & yang... at least sort of build up e pace lo.... at nite, we met anna & huili to go ktv.. wanted to play MJ again one but dun haf MJ table lo.. sad...

THUR - 22 feb
went to the lib to study again but tis time round, i only study until 3 plus cause billy last min msg me & asked to go his place to eat & sing ktv... yes, his place gt a set of ktv system tat is like partyworld.. we often call his place as k-world... haha... went there wif anna & it was raining very heavily so we waited at the train station.. suddenly billy appear out of no where.. haha.. his frenz, who are my JC seniors were trapped there like us & called him over lo.... it was like a mini JJC gathering.. quite fun cause i never really know tis seniors in JC but get to know em under tis kinda of scenario..... played MJ again there... thk i am becoming a MJ addict.....

FRI - 23 feb
boon hao invited me to his place for steamboat... so i went wif anna.. he picked us up at 3 wif yang & we went down to PS carrefour to buy some food b4 going to his place.. realise there's a lot of post CNY sales going on... argh..... cant really shop cause i am having my MOCK EXAM NEXT WK... & i haven even study anything la... die.... we went his place at 5 plus & started playing MJ..... my life is all abt MJ now... nth else really interest me except that n ktv.. i even gif up my last time fav, clubbing.... we played until shela came & start on e steamboat..... aft that we went back to play again..... yang came over at 12 plus to join us & we played until 5 plus b4 going back........

SAT - 24 feb
suppose to meet weiming at e lib at 10 but........ me 7 yang were damn late.. by the time we reached is 1230 le but its partly because of the stupid sudden downpour tat caused us to be so late la.... went to haf lunch n back to studies.. but due to e lack of slp, the progress n absorption is damn bad lo... in e end, din really get anything inside my head.... den i need to go off at 530 cause i am meetin my mum & aunt for dinner at west mall...... aft the dinner, we went to my aunt's place cause they wanna play MJ & i asked yang along to play oso..... once again, its a all nite thing... we only left the place ard 7 & took a cab back home.....

SUN - 25 feb
once i reached home, i concuss all e way until 230 as we haf an appointment wif lawrence at 4... went to meet him at yishun cause we need to haf some trg stuff....

jux came back from my post b'day celebration organised by my JC gang at Vivo.... its only today den i haf tis b'day feeling lo.. if not for em, i will still be thinking nth had happened... they are really swt to be celebrating it for me.. thx guys..

i met yang earlier to shop ard.. saw tis dress at topshop... wanted to get it but thk i wont be wearing it often cause its more like a clubbing type of clothes.. since i am not going there so often le, beta dun waste money getting it.. hehe.. there's so much things i wanna get but quite broke now... sad....

we met up at 6 plus & decide to go to eat at KIM GARY... we are the largest group in there & making the most noise.. that's always the case whenever we haf andy & jackson ard... wat's worse is they are always making fun at the waiter n aunties la.. cannot stand em....

took alot of photos la.. in e process of uploading em...

aft dinner, we went to the animal safari... there's nth much there, guess they haf either sell all the animals or they jux kept the animals at some secret chamber or sth la.. aft that, we walk ard & took some grp photos.. but because of the lighting problems, everything is so blur n dark... & we look DAMN BAD in all e photos la... super sad....

as most of us gt lecturer tml & some need to go back to rush their projects, we decide to go home quite early... so we walk to harbourfront to buy drks... nth seems amiss to me while we were at cheers jux tat some of em went missing.. but i din thk too much.... then we begin to walk towards the atrium where there is some animal display... shu & ah li were standing behind the ox one, so we jux walk over... den i had such a big surprise for e day.... there is a cake, they went to buy it when i was buying my drks at cheers... am really touched by wat they did... tis is e 1st cake of mine tis bday... din had any cake on e actual day & never tot i will be having any tis yr... thus tis cake means quite alot to me... really love u guys sia.. hehe...

my b'day is over jux like tat.. jux like how i wish it to be, its really simple & quiet.. sometimes i dun feel that its a special day of mine at all.. no cake, no elaborate celeb, no unusual encounter.. its jux a normal day where i go for lect in e morning n return home... if its not for all those swts msges that all my frenz msg me wishing me 'happy bday', i might not thk its really my bday yest.. haha..

feel really touched by all those msges that i received yest.. was quite surprised to receive some msges from a few frenz.. never expect they will rem my b'day.. really wanna thx & show my appreciation to those who really care.... thx darling.. *hugz & kisses* you guys really brighten up my day......

wanna thx my parents for bringing me to tis world.. its really hard for em.. haha... esp when i am such a naughty & sickly little ger when i am young..... can still rem how i used to go in & out of the hospital almost every wk last time.... really owe em alot alot... duno when can i finish repaying them..... din managed to get my mum any gift tis yr... feels quite bad abt it... hope next yr i can make up to em...

had a simple family dinner wif em at geylang.. feels i am the most fortunate ger during dinner, cause the ppl sitting ard me are those that really cares for me n loves me the most on earth w/o wanting anything in return... really enjoyed my dinner....

as i get older, i reaslied tat family is wat matters most to me... yest morn, while on my way to sch, i haf tis silly tots wondering how many more b'day can i celeb wif my mum n dad.... haha.. really touchwood rite, fancy thking of tis kinda of things on my bday.... haha.. so from now on, i will try my best to celeb my bday wif em.... cause b'day is e day tat u mux show gratitude to ur parents.....

few more hours n i'll be turning 22... not feeling excited abt it at all... in fact, to me, its jux another normal day.. i really duno wat's wrong wif me tis days.. jux cant be bothered abt anything, even my bday now... is this wat growing up will turn u into?? or isit jux me??

last time i will wan to make my bday celebration a very grand n elaborate thing.. now, i jux wan sth simple n cosy.. even if it means staying at home n doing nth, i'll still feel very happy..

he msg me & wish me happy bday yest when i was chatting wif anna & yang at the prata shop near zouk.. when i saw the msg, duno y, i felt like crying... i can feel the tears in my eyes... i really duno wat's wrong wif me.. i cant explain y i am behaving tat way... isit because of how close we are last time den now he is using another kind of identity to wish me.... i really duno... & i dun feel like finding the ans oso....

yest went to zouk n sort of like celeb my bday wif anna, geraldine, yang yang & huili.... jux ask a few close frenz instead of the usual big crowd.. jux dun like crowds tis days.. felt abit off n weird inside phuture oso.. duno how to dance to e beat n enjoy the music anymore.. dun thk i'll be going there anytime soon unless there's some special occassion or sth...

thk i am over that clubbing stage.... but i dun regret going thru that crazy stage in life cause it makes me change alot of my perception of things in life & i really learnt quite alot from it... realise tat life arent as simple as i tot it to be... during tis past 1 yr, i really changed alot... mayb tat the 'price' tat you muz pay when u turn 21.... everything will not be e same anymore....

great~~ i lost my favourite fossil watch that my mum bought me.. its e limited v'day edition one somemore la... thk i wont be able to buy it again or wat liao.. argh~~ feeling damn upset now la..... feel like crying.........

haven been updating my blog recently.. jux find it a chore n hassle to update n upload the photos..

went clubbing wif gery, damien & his 2 canadian frenz.. haven been clubbing for e past 3 wks so this clubbins session i was quite excited abt esp i haven been clubbing on fri for quite long.. but, its not like wat i expect... i am totally NOT enjoying the music & i jux feels like slping all the time... i cant even move to e beat... thk i lost the clubbing thingy le......

prefer sth that is more like chilling n lazing rather den moving... thk i am really getting older... or i jux probably tone down, its a gd thing esp my prelim is like less den 2 mths away & my actrual exam less den 4 mths away.... haven been starting my revision, thk i muz start REAL soon.... there's jux so many things to study but i simply doesnt haf e mood yet... so guys, plz ask me out to study k.... i need companies to motivate me & make me move my butt out of my house to go out & study.....

i thk i jux saw a shooting star wif weiyang jux now.. its e 1st time in my entire life that i saw one la.. but i duno whether its a shooting star or not lei.. cause the light it emits is greenish-yellow lei.. sounds weird rite but it looks damn beautiful... dun care, jux assume that i really saw a shooting star.. haha....

was on e way to cwp wif yang when we saw it.. he wanted to get sth for his bro thus i acc him.. was damn tired today cause went to lawrence's place to play mahjong until tis morning again.. staying up the whole nite is such a draining thing la.... disrupt my studying & spring cleaning plan cause i slp until 3 today... super 'bu san bu si'....

bought a small studying desk from the new IKEA on fri.. drive there wif mummy & sis.... thk i really need to do sth to my room.. esp now new yr is coming, jux treat is as spring cleaning.. hehe.. i need to get a bookshelf & my ipod nano.... mux seriously start my studying engine le...

happy new yr~~ haha.. sorry for e lack of updates recently.. been very busy & tired due to all those new yr celebration thingy... because of last yr experience, i decide not to go to town tis yr to celeb the new yr, thus on new yr's eve, we went to lawrence's place to play mahjong & countdown....

there's gery, anna, me & weiyang... we went to cwp to haf our dinner 1st & get some tidbbits b4 going down to his place.. edward, alvin, philip & huanwei came over later to join us for e countdown b4 heading for their own prog... as for us, we continue to play mahjong until e next morn.. which is ard 7 den went to haf our breakfast @ sembawang mac... very long never do tis wif frenz le.. seems like we are in sec sch lo.. haha...

went back home to slp until 1230 & haf to rush down to Settler's cafe @ Holland V wif weiyang cause we haf a JC gathering there tat day.. we played all sorts of games there & were split into wat 'bimbo & intellectual team'.... ( definitely tis idea was come up by the skinny & fatty team again )


later in e day, we play tis game which was really fun & intend to buy it from the cafe.... was damn tired by the end of the day & slp thru the journey back wif weiyang... haha.. got knocked out the moment i reached home....

2nd jan :

went to lawrence's place to play mahjong again.. thk i am seriously very into mahjong now.. played until 11 plus den went home cause next day gonna start my 1st day of sch & need to go down to mr boon hao's party @ pasir ris...

3rd jan :

went to meet geraldine darling @ queensway shopping centre aft my maths lect... wanted to go there & check out some navel studs.. but nth catch my attention tat day.. thus we decide to go to bugis & shop.. but b4 that, we went to IKEA to haf our lunch... we ate alot of food lo...

aft the feasting, we went down to bugis.. din find any studs i like oso.. but i bought a top 7 some earrings.. mux start shopping for new yr clothes liao... haiz.. so fast its gonna be new yr again... luckily tis yr i no need to go back to KL.. tat's so cool....

boon hao came & pick us up at bugis.. den we went to find anna.. played mahjong at his chalet again.. but we din play money, jux frenly 'match'.. hehe..

later on at nite, boon hao was damn wasted & ricky sent us back instead.. thk during b'day celebration, the b'day boy & gal will sure get wasted... well, thk tis yr i will jux celeb my b'day quietly.. haha..

its my younger bro b'day today.. happy birthday bro!!! hehe.. i din get him any pressie cause i thk giving cash is more pratical as he can get wat he wans.. ( erm, that's oso because i really duno wat he wans now & dun wan to crack my head thking abt wat to get for him... )

stayed at home the whole day.. tot i will slp late cause of the late nite clubbing session wif geraldine & her frenz... but in e end, i woke up at 10 plus, which means i only slp for like 5 hrs??? tat's y i had tis stupid headache in e afternoon.. thk not enuff slp lo...

yest was quite fun wif geraldine & her frenz.. we din arranged to meet, jux happen to meet each other in e washroom & decide to hangout together.. b4 that, i went down to get my micro SD card replaced & went to orchard to loosen my naval studs.. cause previously it was really tight & i cant unscrew to change to my new studs... met anna & gang @ heeren but they dun wan to join us...

qixian came wif his frenz later on & join us together wif aloysius ( dan's frenz )... as usual, phuture was like damn crowded & we only managed to dance at a small corner outside of the dancefloor... thk gery drank a little too much & too fast cause she gt really wasted aft that... we had to take turns to take care of her & prevent her from doing stupid things... @ the end of the party, we had to carry her to Zion Rd to wait for her fren to pick her up.....

ok, let's return to today's topic... haha.. we went to the Sakura restaurant to haf our dinner... it is a 2 storey thing & had alot of variety of food... but the only thing that is bad abt them is, the food that requires the chef to cook for us were NOT cooked.... as in, when they are serve to us, it was pretty cold & the meat is not cooked la.. took alot of pics but quite lazy to upload em, mayb i'll upload em tml....

really surprised to see jiahui & tze weng there... esp when they are jux sitting next to my table... haha.. they are having their sec sch gathering there... such a coincidence... hehe..

jux came back from darling jean x'mas party @ clementi.. its sort of like a mini JJC gathering but most of the ppl there are all her classmates... ( actually other den me, billy & honours tan, all of em are her classmates la.. hehe.. )

i reached clementi stn @ 5 cause mr billy say will meet me to go get some tidbits 4 the party.. in e end, he was almost half an hr late, make me wait so long.. aft he reached, we rushed to the NTUC nearby to get the stuffs & went back to the stn 2 meet jean's frenz.. cause of the weather, we had to take a bus to the place instead..

jean was still busy preparing the food when we reached there.. she looked really lovely wif her new pink dress.. so swt & gentle...

that's darling jean helping us cutting the turkey..

mr billy oso help out in some ways la.. haha.. thk the only one who is slacking there is me.... jux waiting for e food to be served...

proof of billy helping out.. hehe..

i love x'mas cause i love feasting on all those x'mas dishes.. hehe.. yummy yummy... not forgetting to mention the log cake, esp those chocolatey one.. hehe.. thk i am really a glutton.. den we play finger guessing again, tis time w/o qing heng there to set trap for jean.. but end up she drk quite alot oso.. haha..

aft tat we decide to play mahjong.. okok.. i am a beginner & duno how to calculate the 'tai' thing la.. den end up keep asking em whether i can win or not.. haha.. so thk most of e time they knew wat cards i am waiting for la..

finally its e pressie exchange time...

tat's darling jean preparing for the present exchange thingy... she is so demure lo..

happily posing wif presents tat does not belong to us..

billy is really fascinated wif the x'mas tree.. haha.. thk we should gif him x'mas tree next yr..

i jux love exchanging presents.. hehe.. or should i say i jux love the moment when we unwrap the present & at that moment, trying to guess wat's inside it... jean told us to unwrap the present rite aft we get it & everything went into a chaos aft tat.. cause everyone is so excited.. hehe...

that's the present we got from e pressie exchange session...

den jean had tis 'most dresses up' guy & gal contest... so the most nicely dressed up guy & gal will receive a prize...

tis are the guy & gal who won the prize...

den we continue to play mahjong aft tat.. din manage tis finish the whole session cause everyone has to catch their last bus, esp me who is living in wlds & the furthest among them.. haha.. it was raining damn heavily lo... luckily qing cheng & billy took a cab & drop me at the mrt station.. hehe.. thx hunks..

was @ billy's place for the x'mas dinner on sun.... i was the 1st to reach there.. the actual party starts at 8 but i am feeling damn bored at my place so i decide to go there early.. since i will be leaving em early for zouk.. hehe..

the dinner starts officially aft 8 & i left ard 930 aft drinking some red wine.. took a cab down to zouk.. damien & anne were already there wif their jap frenz, megumi.. the 2 gals were not really interested to go clubbing tat nite.. thus we went to winebar to chilll 1st den went to eat cause damien haven had any food for the day... in e end, we missed the countdown for x'mas by a few min.. haiz..

we meet up wif his canadian fren, joanne, & went into phuture together.. it was not as crowded as i tot it would be.. in fact, its even worse den a wed nite.. thk most of the ppl had gone to st james to countdown tis yr.. other den the styrofoam on e floor to create a x'mas feel, its jux like a normal clubbing session.. but i am quite irritated by the stupid styrofoam... the music only gets better aft 3 but we left ard 330 cause joanne gotta catch a flight to HK the next day...

as for yest, i spend my x'mas slping the whole day.. how interesting can it be.... hehe