Thursday, June 30, 2005

finally feeling much beta now le~~

really feel much beta today le.. but yest, i cried again.. mayb due to wat i heard from some guy fren.. they share wif me some guys pt of view in a r/s n that made me thought of him.. jux feel sadded suddenly n cried lo..

din really thk of him so much liao.. mayb i really wake up tis time le.. i muz move on lo.. he had already move on for so long le, i muz not stay on e same spot lo.. i believe that i can do it one..

today nth much happen lo.. jux slacked at home.. really looking forward to tml n sun.. can go out n wont anyhow thk at home lo.. tis few days stayed at home until i sian n felt useless lo.. i muz really get out n unwind.. i feel like CLUBBING.. anyone interested to go plz tag my blog.. haha..

i really wan to thx some of my frenz for building back my confidence.. aft e break up wif him, i felt so down n really lost confidence in myself lo.. thx for lying to me by saying i am attractive n pretty.. wahaha.. that really helps alot.. so i dun mind u all continue saying that to me.. haha.. coz it really make my day.. hee..

i am going to try for e new paper new face thing but i dun haf any nice pic.. the deadline is on e 5th of july lo.. cham ah.. so muz pray hard for me ah.. hee..

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