Sunday, August 27, 2006

woke up @ 930 today cox gonna help Guochao out wif his cooking comp thingy.. haha.. met anna n went down wif her n meet em at Khatib stn.. we are going to his frenz place for e comp, its a frenly thing so at least we wont feel so stressed.. hehe.. it had been 3 mths since i last saw him.. he looked quite diff, thk its because of his hair style.. all his frenz are really frenly towards me n anna n we had alot of fun.. among all e team, thk we are the slackest.. kp on sitting down n chit chatting while others are busy preparing in the kitchen..

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preparation time..

e whole preparation thing ends at 2 n the judge started the food tasting session.. as compared to other teams, our food looks e weirdest.. if i am e judge, it will take alot of courage for me to taste it.. thus it never crossed my mine that we will win but we WON....

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me & anna wif our invention & prize..

ard 3 plus, boon hao came over n fetch us to seletar to meet his frenz.. they are going there to fish.. the weather was really humid n hot today.. a gd day for tanning but i am NOT in my bikini.... in e end, me n anna surrender to e weather n decide to go to my fav prata shop nearby n sit down for a chat.. boon hao readily lend me his car, not fearing that a rookie like me in driving will ram his car.. haha..

eat again at e prata place.... realise i jux cant sit down to drk n tok, i muz haf food.. from tml onwards, i run more n swim more to burn the extra fats that i haf gained.. sit there until 6 plus n we went back for em.. managed to catch e sunsetting.. it was beautiful, reminds me of e time my whole family went to the kelong at indonesia 2 yrs back..

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us wif boon hao's new fishing rod..

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the beautiful sunset & us..

its dinnertime n we are going to CHOMP CHOMP... i had been craving for the chicken wings, oyster egg, satay & sting ray there for more den a mth..... finally someone is kind enuff to acc me there to eat.. haha.. its so MAN ZU lo.. dabao the dou hua back for my sis n bro cox they haf eaten their dinner wif my dad.....

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its all the food i love.... yum yum...

Friday, August 25, 2006

its e JJC Talentime 2006 video that i wanna upload like 3 mths back.. haha.. only learn how to upload now.. really sorry cox the video is seperated into 5 parts.. hope all can be played.. :)

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

the last part.. haha...

Thursday, August 24, 2006

was sick yest.. having a flu suddenly den its feeling damn terrible la.. hate e feeling of being sick, esp when it is a flu.... took e medicine but din slp early cox was on e phone wif billy discussing abt the songs that we are going to sing for one of the sch competition....

luckily the flu gt beta tis morning.. or else dun thk i can go to bai bai at bugis lo.. alot of things happened at home recently, so want to go bai bai, sort of Qiu Ge Xin An la.. den i oso wanna go there to get my black skirt for work next wk @ expo.. met alvin at wlds 1st n go down together.. he is meeting his gf later in e afternoon in town so meanwhile, he jux acc me 1st.. haha.. that's consider really nice of him to acc me....

aft he left, i shop alone at bugis while waiting for geraldine n her bf to come to town.. it had been more den a wk since i last saw her.. really miss her dearly.. we went ard shopping at taka cox still need to wait for lawrence to come.. in e end, he told us to go to e ktv 1st cox he is still doing the submission at the office.. anna came to join us aft her work & we sing until 8..

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the 3 gals inside the ktv room..

we slack for a while n head for home cox i told my dad that i will be home by 930.. so i mux make sure i am home by den cox i wan to build up their trust once again... in e end, i haf to dabao home cox i dun even haf e time to haf dinner wif em.. so sorry guys...

as for me n my mum.. at least i gt to see her face n say 'bye mummy' when she is going out today.. that's e only 2 word i say to her in 4 days.. haiz.. hope this will get beta by the day...

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

jus like yest, e moment i wake up the house is empty.. my mum has gone out again.. duno tis thing gonna last till how long.. i really wanna see her n apologise to her but i dun haf a chance at all.... thk she really dun wan to tok to me or let me haf a chance to tok to her cox when i came home from e movie wif anna n her frenz, she locked her door e moment she knows i reached home... things are really getting out of hand tis time round.. thk tml i shall wake up early in e morning to really apologise...

went out wif anna again.. she came wif boon hao n fetch me to eat e prata @ thomson.. i love the cripsy prata there.. its my favourtite.. but aft today, thk i wont be touching prata anymore for e rest of e wk.. a bit sick of it already...

watched the movie 'click' wif anna n her frenz at cwp.. the show is really nice n makes me realise that family is really the most impt part of our life.. tis is esp meaningful to me at tis moment of time when i am having tis really bad time wif my mum n dad.. well, at the moment, my mum especially.. i really dun wan to be like adam sandler at the 1st part of his life in e show, neglecting my family cox of work n other things.. but i know, it will be really hard cox u will jux do it w/o u even realising..... why human muz kp on making the same mistake?? when can they really learn from their experience n stop making those stupid mistake again n again....
when i woke up, i was already alone at home... the upset feeling is still lingering in the house.. esp when my dad came back at 1 plus, it became worse.. he was still harping on e incident yest...

i really duno understand him la.. he was the one who kp on nagging n complaining to my mum abt me returning late.. thus my mum will start telling me n controling me abt my late return.. den now he still scold my mum abt making too much noise abt me n stuff... jux wat the hell is he thking... he is e start of everything n now he is like...... duno wat la..

i am really used to all the scoldings by my dad.. last time when he scold me those things i will still feel upset n even cry.. now i am like its nth anymore....

towards my mum i am really sorry towards her cox she needs to take all the shit wif me.. i am like dragging her down n stuff.. she was out the whole day n when she came back home she jux went into e room.. din tok to her at all.. thk she is still angry abt the whole incident...

went out wif anna for prata b4 my tuition session starts.. i really need to get out of e house n get some fresh air.. now, i really treasure my time out tutoring my kid.. cox its e only time i can get out of e house officially w/o getting any scolding n calls from em.. how pathetic it is rite....

Monday, August 21, 2006

i am feeling really suffocated.. i need my breathing space.. why cant u guys understand & kp on pushing ur limits?????

i cant find anymore excuses for u guys saying that wat u are doing n saying to me is because u guys care for me n worry abt me... i cant find anymore excuses convincing myself that how u guys are treating me now is because of e recent chain of events.. i dun mind being that person tat u guys vent ur frustration at once in a while but not ALL THE TIME... get a life & GET OFF MY BACK~~~~

i haf been staying at home as much as possible n rotting for like duno wat.. it has been 2 wks & i am like behaving e ways u guys wan me to behave but wat did i get for exchange n return..... setting of curfew by u, checking n calling up on me b4 the curfew time 2 make sure i reach home by den... i am constantly walking on e rope, fearing that if i go out i might annoy or anger u guys.... thus i try not to go out unless its necessary.. but all tis only makes u all wan for more n ask for more..

i try not to argue or say anything when u guys scold me or nag at me.. even when my dad started saying those really nasty things out, i try to control my anger by not saying anything defensive of myself.. but that doesnt mean that i haf no feelings or stand n i am in the WRONG~~ i am beginning to thk that by keeping quiet does not make things beta.. instead it only makes them thk they are always rite.. i haf had enough....... tis is really too much n they are really overboard...... when can they stop pushing me n leave me alone... i need my breathing space n freedom... i am a human oso.. i haf my life n stop pushing my limit.....

wats the KEY for if it does not open the door to freedom & democracy?? i hate my FUCK UP life now~~~

Sunday, August 20, 2006

jux came back from a chilling out session wif anna @ the prata place again.. been feeling really bored at home so went out wif her to bitch.. haha... was toking abt wat happen inside the club n abt her frenz.. it was really funny.. den she told me

was supposed to go to my aunt's funeral wake today one but my mum asked me to stay at home 2 look aft my sis n bro instead.. she is not home yet, duno whether she is ok or not.. but i dun thk its gd to call her up at tis moment, beta let her haf some moments wif my relatives... hope she is coping wif it well....

haiz.. realise i muz really move my ass n go out to meet my frenz.. they haf been asking me out for dinner n stuff but i am too lazy to go to town specially n stuff... duno wat i am thking.. been complaining that i am rotting at home but when ppl asked me to go out, i simply become too lazy to meet em... mayb they ask me out at e wrong timing ba.. been tutoring my kids almost everyday recently cox they are going to haf their exam next wk.. erm, thk mayb aft their exam, i will be more free n available....

wondering whether can i start doing sit-up & go swimming wif my studs now.. shall call up the piercer or gery to ask her abt that soon.. muz really tone up myself.. my hols is ending soon but i haven been doing anything healthy..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

aft a few days of staying at home & being a gd gal, i am finally going out at nite to do my fav thing.. CLUB~~~ haha.. but tis time round, my mum made it really clear to me that it will be my last clubbing trip tis mth.. or even worse my last one b4 my sch starts... as a parent i can understand y they dun like me to stay out so late @ nite esp when i am a gal.. but as a 21 yr old adult, i feel that i should be able to do things i feel like to.. wat's the 'key' they gif me for if it does not open the door to freedom??

i meet anna @ 8 n go down to meet Sembawang to acc lawrence for dinner.. actually wanna meet gery in town one but he has to go for his cousin funeral wake in wlds.. we stayed there until 10 n left for zouk.. on e way there, i told anna that i was not feeling gd inside at all.. there is tis feelings which i cant describe but its definitely not sth gd.. felt like getting drunk n stuff... thk both of us is feeling e same way but its for diff reasons..

we waited outside zouk for terence & thian hock to come b4 going in.. met clarence inside zouk & i thk he was already high b4 i reached there.. his fren say they haf been drking since 3 n he is in that state from den on.. luckily he is jux high n not drunk like the other time..

aft getting our drk, we went to phuture n started playing finger guessing & my fav "hai-dai-quan".. its a damn funny n stupid game but it was really fun.. the others kp on losing n drk alot... thk i am freaking lucky or i am jux gd at it.. haha.. finally the music gets beta n wif e alcohol playing a part too, i drag em into e dance floor n dance.. anna's fren are really fine n nice to be wif.. thk she enjoyed herself alot cox she was surrounded by all his guy fren there.. haha.. ( she will kill me when she sees this.. )

aft drking the vodka n mixing alot of other drks, i am really quite seh n did alot of stupid things la.. anna la, kp asking me go 'tease' his frenz ( to dance wif em ).. sorry guys, i dun behave like that normally one.. haha.. hope they wont get scared by me.. we went back @ 315 cox i need to be back at 4 as usual.. we saw clarence's fren outside the club, drunk.. so he drive his car n send me n anna back home 1st b4 bringing his fren to his place..

had alot of fun tonight wif anna.. been a long time since i really club wif her.. we muz come out more often to club babe.. haha..

Thursday, August 17, 2006

received the call from my last aunt @ 1 am telling us that my auntie had passes away.. was tossing n turning in bed, thking of how life can be so fragile n how it can end so abruptly w/o any warning.. haiz... when a person pass away, everything will be taken away wif him/her.. having so much mixed feelings inside of me now.....

i know that my mum muz be feeling really upset to lose a sister suddenly.. yet i still.... haiz.. really wanna apologise to her.. will find a chance to do that tml morning.. din went to her to the funeral wake today.. stayed at home n tutor my little sis cox she will be having her test next wk.. went to the old interchange for dinner wif daddy & e others... he was in a gd mood today, wanted to tell him that i am gonna stay out late tml one.. haiz.. shall see how 1st... i really need to de-stress a little..

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

received a call from Mummy when i was shopping @ Ikea wif geraldine & lawrence.. she told me tat one of my aunt was in hospital n she cant make it already cox her brain is dead.... i was like stun..... tat aunt is not really close to us cox she was given to another family when she was young... but she is really a very nice & cheerful person whom i really like alot.....

i took a cab down to SGH moments aft hanging up, leaving lawrence & geraldine @ Ikea.. waited for my mum @ the lobby of the block b4 going up.. most of her family members were there & one of em bring us into the the neurosci ICU where my aunt is.... she is already lying there unconsious, she still look very pretty n normal.. the chemotheraphy din make her look sickly or anything.. she jux look as if she is slping...... and tis time round, it will be a very long slp for her..... why her family members only contact us when she is like that....... they should haf contacted us earlier...... argh~~~

in another half an hour time, they will be removing the tube n machine that is keeping her going... which means in another half an hours' time, i will lose tis aunt forever.... life is so fragile... we jux heard abt her contracting cancer a few mths back & now she is leaving the world... its so scary, isnt it??

Monday, August 14, 2006

its another boring day at home.. though boring but i kinda of love it cox i can slp until really late w/o any worries n i thk i will miss tis kinda of feelings when sch started for me.. haha..

been thking of going for a tan soon.. my color now look neither fair nor tan, feeling so yellowish now.. well, mayb i will go jux go down to my tuition kid's condo & get a tan by the poolside b4 my tuition.. haha..

i muz really find sth to do it home b4 i go bonkers.. too bad my microwave oven is spoilt or else i can do my fav. baking n stuff wif it.. realised that i haven been cooking n experimenting for a long long time.. i still rem last time i will kp on trying out those new recipe n make my family members taste it.. i wan to try making brownies one but now......... argh~~~ anyone can lend me his/her oven???

most of my frenz started sch today & i am like still slacking n wasting my precious hols away.. jux wat am i doing now... aft this wk of 'grounding', i am going to enjoy my hols to the fullest b4 it ends w/o me even noticing...

Saturday, August 12, 2006

went for anna's b'day thingy yest.. met boon hao @ City Hall stn & went to collect his car @ his workplace cox we are going to esplanade to watch e fireworks... it was only 6pm & esplanade is already filled wif alot of ppl waiting for e fireworks..

we went to the hawker next to DXO to haf a light dinner cox we will be eating wif anna later when she reached... boon hao is really nice to queue n buy the food while i jux sit there doing nth.. thx hunk.. haha.. had oyster egg & hokkien prawn mee... later on, i go on & haf another ice cream.... so "man zu"...

anna & waiteng finally reached @ 8.. while waiting for em, i gt so bored n started to do my usual routine..... taking pics of myself.. haha.... but tis time round i gt 3 diff image k??

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so which one is nice???

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the b'day gal, boon hao, waiteng & me...

we make our way to somewhere we can get a beta view of the fireworks.. but everywhere is full of ppl.. we walked until we cant move on anymore n jux stay put there.. it was really warm n stuffy & i am like wearing tis long sleeve top.. argh~~ but i thk all tis "sufferings" are worth it cox the fireworks is really beautiful though they are not the nicest i haf seen & they dun haf the "heart" shape one that i am dying to see.. haha..

the way to the carpark to retrieve boon hao's car aft the firework is really chaotic & scary.. we felt like we are inside phuture on a wed nite.. muz hold onto each other & squeeze our way thru the crowd...... aft we got into car, we still haf to go thru the massive jam on our way to orchard.. the normal 10 min journey turn out to be a 40 min one.. it was damn straining n tiring la..

we met hean hong, chee loong & weng @ centrepoint b4 going up 2 the partyworld @ cuppage.. we gt tis really big room where it can accomodate 25 ppl.. its e 1st time i sing wif a wireless mic @ partyworld.. its pretty cool but the sound quality is not as gd as the normal one.. we countdown to anna's b'day inside the room..

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the b'day ger & her cake..

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that's wat everyone go thru on their b'day...

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the b'day ger & some of her frenz..

i din stay for e whole thing cox i need to be at home by 4.. thus i left ard 1am to meet clarence who was going back home wif barnabas on a cab.. they came n fetch me at cuppage.. we sent barnabas home 1st den went on to haf supper in wlds.... i am e only one eating in e end cox he had a very heavy dinner @ his frenz place jux now....

Thursday, August 10, 2006

aft much persuasion & showing alot of sincerity, i finally get the green light from my dad to go to Ms anna's b'day party tml.. haha.. no la, i jux asked my dad when he is in a gd mood today & he said ok.. if not, i dun thk i can ever go....

i thk i really need to get out of my house or else i will jux kp on gaining weight.. haf been eating none stop n i thk i had gained more den a kg over e past 3 days?? that's really terrible la.. if tis goes one, i will gain 2 kg or more per wk.. at tis rate, i will become...............

i thk i really need a break n leave the country, been feeling quite suffocated recently... jux wan to leave the concrete jungle n go to some beach or nature environment to relax n recharge myself.. i wan to lie on e beach n slack all afternoon, enjoying the sun n breeze.. dive in the clear blue sea n admiring all e coral n fishes... i jux wan to do sth diff from wat i am doing NOW.... i am so sick of my life now.. argh.. even sick of shopping lo......

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

was sorting & deleting past msgs from my inbox jux now.. saw those msgs that i kept from HIM b4 we broke up & aft we broke up.. e feelings all came back n haunt me once again.. i can still rem the feelings of disappointment so vividly.. even aft breaking up wif HIM for more den a yr, tis feelings has never fade n disappear at all...

why muz i go thru tis again n again whenever i sort my inbox?? well.... who ask me to be that sentimental?? haha.. i jux cant bear to delete away all the msgs HE sent me all together..... cox once deleted, i will never ever read em again & i am afraid that as time passes by, i will forget abt everything totally...... its so weird rite?? i jux dun wan to forget abt everything, i still wan to kp sth to remind me tat we once shared sth really special together.. really duno wat i am thking la........

Monday, August 07, 2006

its my 3rd consecutive days of staying at home n rot.. thk by the end of tis week, where i am able to go out, my frenz will only see a skeleton of me.....

woke up @ 6 plus jux to send my bro to sch.. by the time i come back, its already 7 le n it took me another half an hour of tossing n turning b4 i can get back ot slp again.. i am such a gd sis rite.. haha..

kp watching tv & eating today.. there's ice cream, durian, my normal meals, crackers n alot more la.. den now, i am craving for cheese prata, ice cream prata & cup noodles.. thk all e staying in thing has made me become a glutton le.. cox apart from eating i really cant find anything to do...... who can save me from tis.....

was watching the 'full house mtv' jux now.. reminds me of how i used to like the serial last yr... but its such a pity cox i always missed some parts of it cox i am always out on sat nite... haiz.. really wonder when can i find someone like Rain who is so swt n nice lo..thk he is the Prince Charming of every gal in that show lo.. haha..

Sunday, August 06, 2006

went for guo's b'day party @ costa sand pasir ris.... i met andy @ cwp 1st n took a bus down to tampines to meet ah shu & ah li.. we were late cox andy went to buy his "Bo Luo Bao" from fei cui while i need to withdraw money & the queue is freaking long.. haha..

it started to rain when we reached costa sand.. we had to take shelter @ guo's neighbour unit.. i thk the couple in there muz haf hated us cox we were damn noisy outside their porch.. haha.. that's how we will behave when we get together, becoming very noisy n funny.. tis time round we took alot of stupid photos again.. tis is all because of my "lover" ( andy ) who had alot of stupid idea la..

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from top left to bottom right.. our version of the "Xi, Nu, Ai, Le" expression..

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our MS ah shu acting cute once again..

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ok.. that's the kind of funny things we will do..

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our snapshots..

we stayed until 10 n went off le.. cox tis few days i cant stay out till late.. muz be like Cinderella, or mayb even worse.. haiz.. been slacking n rotting the whole day at home today.. actually the feelings of rotting at home is not bad aft all.. haha.. beta den spending my whole day in e lib studying lo....

argh~~ i am dying to go n see e firework @ esplanade tis yr lo.. they gt the heart shape firework tis yr, its so so cool la.. hope my dad will let me go out on wed on the account of seeing me staying at home & behave myself for e next few days.. hehe..

Saturday, August 05, 2006

as usual, i jux woke up less den half an hour ago.. was out from 11am to 5 am e next morning lo.. thk i muz n should stop myself from going out till so late for e next few days cox my parents had been making a lot of noises abt it.. esp my dad.. haiz.... but i know that they are worried abt me la.. so i will try my best to be at home b4 8pm tml onwards cox tonight i still haf to go to Guo's b'day chalet.. hehe..

went out wif my mum in e morning to go for Dim Sum Bufffet @ mirama hotel.. i had been really busy wif my own stuff recently n reaslied that i had been neglecting my mum & family.. felt really bad abt it lo.. thk i mux really do sth to make up to em..

aft that we went to Chinatown & shop for her knitting stuff again.. aft the shopping we went ard looking @ rings.. recently i had been wanting to get a ring to reward myself.. found one really nice one at SK but den i din buy it.. well, tis is because of a personal reason n belief of mine.. haha..

aft acc my mum until 5 plus, i went to meet Dan for dinner @ orchard.. its jux a very short meeting thing cox he still need to go back to work aft dinner.. stayed in orchard until 6 plus den i went to meet lawrence & uncle jeff @ marina square.. actually i tot of meeting HIM one cox he told me he is working @ one of e shop there when we chatted e other nite.. so i msg HIM n was told he will only be starting work today...

took tis really nice photo of the CBD while waiting for em..

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we went to e esplanade 'hawker' & eat again aft they go off work.. haha.. aft tat i went to meet my fren to go to new asia bar.. its e 1st time i went there aft they haf changed to a club.. e music is really weird, sometimes its R & B, den sometimes its trance or house.. there's like no theme at all.. e crowd there is oso much older n gt more ang moh.. erm.. thk the place is too old for me le.. but i still appreciate my fren for bringing me there.. hehe..

aft an hr of not being able to move to e music, we finally gave up & decide to leave & go meet another grp of frenz @ opium bar.. its one of my fav bar in singapore.. i really love the ambience there.. hehe.. we jux chill out there n i thk i tok alot of crap because of e alcohol again..

we leave the place quite early & walked ard the CBD area, chinatown & finally back to esplanade.. frankly speaking, its really quite nice to walk ard all that area at nite, it feels so diff.. we settled down at somewhere aft the Sheares Bridge.. its my 1st time there cox normally i will thk that the place is super far & HE always dun wan to walk so far down la.. but aft tis time, i thk i will go there very often cox its really relaxing & cool there....

Thursday, August 03, 2006

went to gery's b'day party @ coco latte yest.. b4 going down to e club,. we meet each other @ orchard for our dinner 1st.. we had nydc for dinner & saw junyang there.. well, i only saw his back la.. haha.. edwin, ah yong, johnathan & desmond came to meet us in town 1st b4 going down too..

thk we reached there too early le.. cox the 2nd level where e party will be going on was not even open yet lo.. we muz wait downstaris 1st n wait for e ppl to open up e place.. finally, dan din pang se me tis time round n came for e party as promised.. he reached quite early la & left aft a while cox he was meeting his frenz @ double O for 2nd round..

as for me, i went down to eat wif lawrence aft he came w/o eating any food n looking damn pale la.. so me, anna, edwin, ah yong, lawrence, johnathan n desmond went down to eat.. haha.. but we did went back to coco latte b4 12 cox gery say they will be doing e countdown for her la.. but thk there was sth wrong wif e mic thus the countdown thingy was cancelled.. i was pulled up by her to dance wif her on e podium lo.. normally i will only dance at e podium when i am high but tis time round, i am not lo.. feel so pai seh la..

aft eating wif lawrence, i wanted to go up to coco latte n find gery one.. but dan had come over to fetch me to double o le.. so i went there wif him.. double O was playing house music yest lo, which is not really my style la.. i still prefer R & B.. feel quite awkward cox i duno how to move to e music @ 1st but eventually it was ok..

i went back to find gery @ 2 & was told there she was knocked out completely.. its e 1st time i saw her drunk among all our clubbing trip.. had to send her back wif edwin & jiji cox i really cant carry her on my own lo....

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

my sentosa trip was CANCELLED yest..... i haf been dying to go to Sentosa ever since i started my hols in may.. but now, i haven even go anywhere near harbourfront, let alone e island itself.. argh~~ tis is so devastating la..

in e end, me n gery met up & went to shop @ bugis village.. it was so fun shopping together wif gals.. we can kp on trying the clothes n look ard for as long as we want.. that's the kind of things guys wont do.. haha.. i am actually there to look for my working skirt but in e end, i bought 2 dresses, a knitted bikini & a few pairs of earrings but NO working skirt.. haha..

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my 'zan li pin' from my shopping trip...

aft burning a small hole in my wallet @ bugis village.. we went to orchard cox gery wanna get her lingerie from blush & i wanna get the mask from basic beauty @ heeren.. can u guys believe that i bought a DOZEN boxes of mask @ one go.... & i had to bring them walking ard orchard.... but the mask is not only for me, half of em is for my mum one.... haha..

aft going to Scotts for gery's lingerie, we met lawrence & his frenz, desmond for dinner.. i wanna eat the chicken rice @ far east one but by the time we reached there, the chickens are all inside e stomach of others liao.... aft dinner, we went on to sing ktv @ party world until 1 am in e morning...

as for today, i can finally stay at home n acc my mum le.. but... i din really stay at home la cox we went out to cwp to eat n shop again.. haha.. had fei cui for brunch & e Gelare waffles during tea time... its so so sinful rite.. haha.. no wonder my tummy is getting bigger n bigger by the day.. hehe..

was toking to andy on e phone jux now.. he told me he saw HIM yest n thk he is not working @ the ice cream stall anymore.. well, felt like contacting HIM & catch up wif him.... suddenly realised that we are so distant now.. haf to know wat's happening to him n wat he is doing thru another person lo.... its so weird...

Monday, July 31, 2006

jux came back from bottle tree village wif lawrence & anna.. was working wif em at IMM today.. the day went on fine.. sales was considered not bad for a booth at IMM.. was really happy cox can work wif anna together finally..

but sth happened freak me out.. we were on a cab leaving IMM & was chatting happily when suddenly we heard some sounds, sth flying abt & a car coming to an abrupt stop.. only den i realised that sth that was flying was a shoe... the car had knocked over a motorcyclist & the impact was quite great.. i am damn........ shocked & freaked out la.. esp i am sitting @ e front seat & the taxi was like jux in front of everything.. till now, i am still haven recover from the shock lo..
really hope that the motorcyclist willl be fine...

Saturday, July 29, 2006

i am feeling super tired & sleepy now lo.. only slp like 4 hrs today cox i was @ amanda's b'day chalet yest nite.... i went straight from work to her chalet yest from tampines..

was working wif Q Q yest, its e 1st time i work wif him.. he is really very interesting & cute lo.. haha.. but i felt really old aft toking to him.. all the stuff he is toking abt i like never hear b4 n all e stuff i am doing is like so alien to him oso.. well, thk i am really old liao.. gery was really nice yest,, she came down wif sylvia specially jux to lunch wif me.. i am so touched.. babe, u are so swt n nice.. hehe..

met ruohui & her bf @ the taxi stand while waiting for e bus to go into e chalet.. all e others haf reached the chalet le.. i begin catching up wif the others aft changing into a more comfortable attire.. e last time we saw each other was @ my b'day chalet.. but that time i was damn busy entertaining everyone & din really chat wif em too...

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the 'gals' of the gang.. though not all of us are in here.. hehe

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the B'day gal & her frenz & mum..

aft that we start taking photos but most of em haf e lines thing.. it looks really cool la but we really duno wat causes this thing.. can anyone enlighten me??
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we decide to act cute.. its damn...... well, beta dun say it... haha...

it has been a long time since i last go to the pasir ris costa sand.. actually i felt really old to be there.. the crowd there are like so young lo.. its e 2nd time in a day that i felt i am old sia... we started to sit down n play mahjong but frankly speaking, i duno how to play.. dun even know how to count the 'tai' & the tiles lo.. jux leave it to e others.. haha.. den guochao called & we chatted on e phone till my phone went flat & i had to stand next to e fridge where there is e power point to chat.. while i was chatting happily, an 'uninvited visitor' came... its xiao qiang ( cockroach )... i started shouting & 'playing hide & seek' wif it.. damn.. haha..

anna they all left at 5 plus.. as for me, i decide not to go back since today i am working at tampines again.. its nearer for me to go there from e chalet den my home.. thus i stayed wif amanda, tze weng & rouhui's couple.. haha.. but e time i wake up tis morning, only me & amanda were at e chalet.....

i took e 1130 bus to e station & went to work.. only know i was working wif ah yong when i reached there.. he is someone who is nice n interesting to work wif too.. i am really tired @ wrk today & my feets are killing me.. been wearing the high heels for 3 consecutive days.. really can die ah....

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i jux woke up an hr ago.. as usual, i went clubbing wif geraldine yest @ Devils & phuture but tis time round, we haf company.. anna & lawrence was wif us yest.. though lawrence only went 2 Devils Bar for a drk wif us n went back aft that..

i was working @ IMM in the afternoon.. the booth is jux as buang as last time lo.. esp tis time round, the booth is at some really ulu ulu corner la.. its even worse den e both e other time..

we went to phuture at 11.. wanted to meet ah ma one but the place is like damn crowded n she was wif her frenz.. we met clarence & ryan but din really join them cox we were mostly wif gery's frenz.. den i saw kim peng & jiao hao there too.. he is still as shuai as in jc.. haha.. erm.. mayb more shuai now.......

e music yest @ phuture was not really gd lo.. feeling really sian over there.. in e end me n gery went off at 3.. e earliest time we left phuture among all our clubbing trip.. as for anna, she went off even earlier la.. but mayb because she is going to chiong today at butterfactory... well, in short, yest was my worse clubbing nite out......

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i am freaking tired now la.. was working at Caltax House today.. the sun was damn big & i am like sweating like mad n running ard again.. its so hard to grab a customer n stop em....

had been damn damn busy for e past 3 days that i din even haf time to come up n blog abt my ZOO TRIP on sun.... it was really really fun.. haven been going there for like more den 9 yrs.. it was quite diff from wat i rem.. thk i am really old liao lo.. haha...

we are supposed to meet at CCK @ 8 am in e morning.. as usual, ah li & ah shu were late.. aft having our breakfast @ mac we took e bus n head straight to the ZOO.....

aft an endless waiting for e bus at CCK & the 15 min ride, we finally reached our destination.....
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even b4 we went inside the zoo, we are damn excited by all e statue outside n was busy taking photos lo.. & clumsy me gt another bruise while taking photos wif fake Mr. Croco.....

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'Hubby' ( jackson ) was our tour guide of the day.. looking at e map & bringing us ard the whole day.. the route taken was plan by him oso.. we jux followed.. haha.. we are so happy to see the white tiger.. one of the tiger was doing a 'catwalk' lo.. keep on walking to & fro... damn funny..
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aft that we walked ard & went to the Australia section.. we saw this car & were damn fascinated by it.. die die muz oso take photos on it.. hehe.. & there is this box @ the end of the section.. it was used to transport the animls..

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that's the car & us

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us becoming the 'animal' to be transported...

we continue walking & reached...........

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we are really lucky cox we managed to catch the animal show when we reached the place.. its really nice la.. but b4 hand we are at this place watching the video abt elephants being caught so that they can perform for tourist & how ppl use them in their work.. thus, we are not really enjoying the elephant show....

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the 3 'new' elephant babies of the zoo..... haha.....

we had our lunch @ the children's world KFC... it brought back my past memories of the zoo.. in pri sch, our sch always brought us to the zoo 7 we will always be at the children's world & animal world... that time i was still a kid lo, now....... damn old liao... aft lunch, we rushed to see the animal show of the day.. but its not fantastic or impressive at all lo.. in fact its a little boring la..

den we came by tis place that looks like we are at the botanic garden.. its all abt plants....
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the magnify durian & coffee bean.....

our aim for that day is to look @ all e animals @ e zoo.. but we failed... haha.. we were all taking our own swt time looking n walking ard.. 'Hubby' (jackson) was our tour guide of the day, looking at e map n bringing us ard to see e animals.. took alot of photos at e zoo lo.. jux my camera alone we took more den 150 le.. den still muz add ah shu's one n 'Hubby' one... wow...........

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haf a break.. haf an......... ice cream... hehe..

finally its time to go home.. we went home ard 5 plus.. by the time we find e exit i was or should i say everyone was damn happy la.. finally we can go back home n rest.. imagine walking ard from 9 am in e morning till 5 pm.... i am really really tired n my legs dun feel like mine anymore lo....

b4 we went out of the zoo, we went to e gift shop... e others were busy looking ard while i.........
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took another bimbotic photo of myself.. haha

while waiting for e bus & on e bus, we decide to use up all my remaining batt... kp on taking photos like nobody business lo.. haha..
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e 3 beauties of 02s2...

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on e bus going back home....

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our signature legs photo... guess which one is mine???

overall the trip was really fun & enjoyable lo... hope we can haf an outing like this sometime soon..... my jc gang ROCKZ....... hehe..

let's tok abt wat happened yest :

being a very filial gal.. haha.. i acc my mum to chinatown yest.. she wanted to go there to get some knitting stuff to make a muffler & i am thking of making one for sch oso... haven been going out wif her n acc her for a long time le.. so yest decide to spend some time wif her n do sth as a daughter..

went for my tuition in e late afternoon aft coming back from town wif my mum.. we gt the materials for our mufflers.. hope i can finish it eventually.. now, i still haf one unfinished top in my closet lo.. it had been lying there for more den a yr le..

aft my tuition i went to cwp to catch 'the pirates of the carribean' wif clarence.. i haf been wanting to watch it for a long long long time le.. finally i can watch it... we went to haf our dinner @ Swensons 1st b4 going for e movie.. i was quite disappointed la..the movie is not as nice as e 1st one & it ends too abruptly....

Monday, July 24, 2006

feeling damn....... well, i oso duno wat i am feeling deep inside.. sad? angry? disturbed? confused? i really duno....

he haven been contacting me for more den a mth.. let's not say call or msg, even when he is on msn for quite a few times over e mth, he oso din come n say hi.... today he jux msg me... i am not sure wat that msg is trying to tell me... he really needs advice or he is jux trying to test how i will rx... or maybe even worse he is jux trying to show off..

how can he be doing all tis to me.. dun wan to msg n contact me.. n den now aft more den a mth come into my life n ask whether i miss his msg or not.. n whether he should go on a date wif that insurance agent.. how can he be so insensitive to my feelings?????

y is he doing all tis to hurt me again.. it took so long for me to forget abt the msg thing n forget abt his existence.. whenever i am starting to lead a new life w/o him, he will always come n pop out of nowhere & reminds me of everything once again..... i hate tis feelings.. really hate it.....

Saturday, July 22, 2006

i gt an announcement to make.. haha.. aft a yr of preparation, i finally pluck up my courage n..........

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dada... haf my naval piercing.. haha.. isnt it cool....

yest finally prepared myself for e piercing i had been wanting to do for a long long time.. e mood jux came n i haf to do it b4 it went off again.. so gery & me decide to go down immediately cox she wanna get another of her neck piercing.. we met clarence & ryan @ heeren in e evening.. i was really quiet when i am preparing to go in for e piercing.. duno i am being calm or i am jux too scared to feel anything.. haha..

was damn glad that gery was wif me in e room n holding my hand, trying hard to distract me by chatting wif me.. i will be dead w/o her la.. babe, u are my love of the nite sia.. haha.. the piercing is not as painful as i tot it would be.. well, mayb e piercer is damn fast n good lo.. aft me, its gery's turn.. ryan was allowed to stand outside e room to watch.. cox normally only 1 person is allowed to go in so as not to distract the piercer.. so now its my turn to hold n distract gery... but i thk w/o me she will be able to cope oso.. she is really calm la....

we went to TCC for dinner & decide to go for a movie @ Lido.. but when we reached there, we realised that they are not showing the show la.. argh~~ thus, they suggest to go drking @ Divine.. me & gery had never went there b4 so we dun mind going.. e place is really cool n nice lo.. wif all those waitress dressing up as a genie & 'flying' up the 2-3 storey high wine storage bar.. its damn damn cool.. one of their fren, junren came to join us later.. we stayed there until the place closes @ 12 & decide to go clubbing...

its really such a last min thing.. i never tot i am going to club tonight & i still haf to work e next morning lo.. but i never regret going la.. its super happening la.. we wanted to go to zouk but it was fullhouse when we reached there.. thus we walked all e way to liquidroom.. i dun really like it there cox they are playing trance or duno wat.. i still love R & B.. therefore we left aft finishing our drk & went down to coco latte where gery knows their manager n he sign us in la.. haha.. its really gd to haf frenz rite??

quite happy cox at least the place is playing sth i like la.. & i was like quite high cox of all e alcohol i drk previously.. me & gery were like damn crazy there.. dancing on e podium again n kissing one another.. haha.. alot more things happened there la.. but i thk its beta not to post up here.. haa.... aft the place is closed @ 3, we walked back to zouk.. on e way back, gery & ryan were damn funny la.. thk all of us were really high n drunk sia.. we went to phuture & continue our 4th round of drking n dancing.. i had never go so many places in a nite jux to club lo.. its super hardcore la..

finally the clubbing thing came to an end when phuture closed at 4.. we took ryan's car n went to Zion market hoping to find some food but its closed.. so we went down to newton but the same thing happened... actually all of us were not hungry la.. thus we jux went to seletar n find some palce to sit n chat.. its my 1st time there, its really quite nice there when its at nite.. esp we went up the tower n look down e reservoir.. its damn nice...

finally its time to go back cox its abt 6 am in e morning le.. me & clarence took a cab back aft driving gery & ryan back home cox he really cant make it le.. as for me, i oso la.. can only slp less den 5 hrs b4 i mux wake up for work... u can imagine how tired i am now la.. but i mux update no matter wat cox........ i am damn happy abt the NAVAL PIERCING~~~~~ i love it....

Thursday, July 20, 2006

was working @ northpoint there yest.. once again, the sales there was damn bad.. argh~~ b4 going to work, i went to CWP to meet yinyin to collect the ap forms... during work, i chatted wif lawrence alot abt our r/s stuff.. it brings back all e memories of him, both gd & bad.. haiz..

went to town & meet em aft my work.. it's the 1st time i meet the guys when i am sober.. cox normally when they saw me, i am already high on alcohol le.. actually the dinner yest was my evil plot to let ryan & gery know each other beta.. hehe... we went to pepperlunch for our dinner & went to heeren cox gery wanted to get her neck piercing today.. as for me, i am still not mentally prepared for the naval piercing yet aft duno how many weeks of preparation.. haha.. but in e end, she din got hers cox e shop closed already.. ryan was quite disappointed cox he say the neck piercing thing is e highlight of e nite.. haha..

we went to devils' bar aft that.. its really a last min thing or else i can anna to join us.. as usual, aft 5 glasses of drk i am already abit high liao.. den i still continue to drk for another 2.. which means, i am a little out of control.. dance wif gery on e podium & i thk i haven been doing that for more den a yr le.. we stayed there until 12 plus & went to phuture.. acc gery there cox i abit worried abt her going alone.. haha.. but in e end, she had to take care of me there instead.. really wanna thx her n apologise to her for spoiling her nite if i did & for keep stepping on her toes on e dance floor yest.. hehe.. sorry babe.....

my "hubby" ( fei de.. haha ) msg me n told me that my sec sch fren jackson was drunk outside the club.. they were having tis og clubbing thing @ zouk tonight.. thus i asked him to send me back together wif jackson cox we both live in wlds.. haha.. muz thx him for sending me back la, although its his job as a "hubby" to do so.. wahaha.. thx dear.. muackz muackz..

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

i am falling sick.... having a slight sore throat n feeling a little feverish now.. isit because of the stupid bruise or the durians which i haf been eating almost everyday since last fri?? haha.. my house is like selling durians now.. there's still 3 BIG containers of durians in my fridge now.. duno how are we going to finish it.... anyone wans durians can come my place now.....

went to work @ northpoint today n realise there is no forms for me at all...... in e end, i went to haf dinner n ms nice n sweety geraldine came n acc me..... its really swt of her... muackz.. love u babe... hehe

bought myself some herbal tea b4 i came back home.. thk i am really dying soon.. i can feel the 'sickness' accumulating inside my body..... tis is a really bad wk for me..... i need to go bai bai soon liao..

gonna go n meet yang for prata later.. duno should i order my fav cheese prata or not lei.. thk that's a very heaty food.... argh~~~

had been seeing him online for quite a few times.. but he never some n chat wif me.. it had been more den a mth since we last seen each other.. more den 3 wks since we last contacted... that's definitely the end le rite..... haiz..... no more 'tuo tuo la la' n 'se bu de'.....

Monday, July 17, 2006

my bruise is getting WORSE...... its becoming bigger n bigger.. tis is the 1st time in my whole life that my bruise is that jia lat.. when is it going to get beta??? i keep rubbing it wif 'gam bak' n hope it will go off very soon but i thk its not working!!! thk tis few days i shall refrain from wearing shorts or my fav mini skirt.......

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that's the stupid bruise i am having..

slack at home as usual today... been very lazy to go out tis days, jux feel like nuaing at home.. feel like watching pirates of e carribean but cant find anyone to watch wif me.. everyone is like busy working except me.. am i jux too slack or they are jux too hardworking???

been having my hols for more den a mth.. but there's so much things i still haven do.. like my sentosa trip, overseas trip, roller blading.... argh~~~~ who is free to do all tis wif me????? i need company... hehe..

Sunday, July 16, 2006

went clubbing wif geraldine, billy, his cousin & brandon yest.. it had been a long time since i last club on a sat n it's my 1st time to club wif my SIM guy frenz..

slacked for e whole afternoon at home.. went to meet em @ orchard to haf our dinner @ Crown Prince swenson while waiting for geraldine cox she was working yest.. we stayed there until 9 plus n went to shop ard for billy's student goggles b4 going to Lido to get the car n drive to zouk..
guess we are a little too early le.. cox its e 1st time i went into phuture where its still quite empty.. thus we started playing finger guessing & i kept losing, which means i drank alot of e long island.. argh~~ aft a few games, i am getting high le.. when i am high, i complete lose control lo.. haha.. guess it's the 1st time billy & brandon saw me so high n wild yest.. cox normal they will jux see me @ e lib, where i look so guai la..

clarence came wif his other medic fren moments later.. he had never seen me sober b4.. cox for e past 2 times i met him, i am already high on alcohol.. yest is even worse cox i mix alot of diff alcohol n drk.. there's like tequila, long island, beer & vodka.. which makes me really drunk & i lost my step while going out of phuture n FELL.. its super pai seh la.. argh~~~ so ladies, 1 piece of advice from me to u... NEVER ever mix drinks............ i oso duno puke for how many times yest la.. next time i will not allow myself to drk so much n disgrace myself.. and i am having tis SUPER big bruise on my thigh now.... its damn painful......

i went back @ 3.. cox at that time i really cant make it le & geraldine haf to go too.. clarence sent me back on a cab cox both of us live in e same area.. i din know billy & e others left aft us until he called me while i was on e cab & asked me to gif him a call when i am back home.. that's really swt of him.... when i reached home, i am completely knocked out.. din even haf e ability to send any msg.. i jux lied on e sofa & fell aslp until 6 when i feel beta...

Saturday, July 15, 2006

i jux went thru one of my most dramatic day of my life.. went to the hospital hrs later aft i came back from KL.. my dad had cut his finger while trying to open e durians that we had bought @ e durian orchard on our way back.. e wound is really deep n we had to rush down to TTS hospital for the stitches...

i thk the hospital muz really improved n do sth abt their waiting time.. its suppose to be an EMERGENCY dept.. but we haf to wait for nearly 3 hrs b4 they attend to my dad's wound.. wat is tis.......... felt damn fustrated abt all e waiting n the feeling of anxiety while waiting for him @ e entrance cox only one family member is allowed to go in & acc him.. argh~~~

the overall KL trip was quite alrite.... there's only one word 2 describe it.. its all abt FOOD... we keep on eating n eating like nobody business.. i buy only 2 top n a bottom during tis trip.. wanted to get e eye make-up remover from elianto ( a korea brand that is like the face shop ) but the salesperson told me that it had gone out of stock countrywide... so i jux bought 3 eyeshadow which cost me in total RM20..

everytime i go KL i will sure go to this Hong Kong Restaurant to eat.. i simply love their food there... its super yummy, esp the toast wif peanut butter & condensed milk..

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look @ how thick the toast is....

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look @ the amt of food we had.... & that's not all lo..

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that's a super cool merz sports car which is not available in S'pore.. its so cute..

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s super bimbo wif her sis.. ( getting really bored in e hotel.. )

but there is one thing that really upset me during the trip... tat is how the local treats us, tourist from other countries... do they thk we are some 'chai tou' that is meant to be 'chop'??

the hotel we are staying during the trip accused us of stealing their tourist guide which they claim is in e drawer of the dressing table when we check-in... but i can swear that we din see any book in that stupid drawer at all.. den they even say that their housekeeping maid n supervisor remember seeing that book when they clean our room.. its really bullshit, cox my room is not even 'cleaned' as we can still find rubbish that does not belong to us behind the curtain.. if that's the way they cleaned the room, den i doubt they really see the book.. and we are not e only person who encounter this problem cox i heard another guest there saying that they paid for the book the other time because of e same thing.... well, i thk its the hotel staff who is trying to earn that extra money from the tourist...

den at the durian orchard, sth similar happen oso.. the uncle claimed that he had placed 100kg of durians into my dad's car boot.. but as we cant closed the boot wif all e 100kg of durians, we took more den 10 out n return it to him.. wif the durians taken out, he still charged us the money for 100kg lo.. i din bother to argue wif him cox my dad say its ok, its still consider cheap if we change it to sing dollar.. well, its true la but wat i am unhappy abt is i dun wan to be seen as a stupid 'chai tou' lo..

b4 we reached the orchard, my brother got hurt.. he leg gt caught in the drain wif those metal cover.. i felt really useless today lo.. so many things happened but i can do nth abt it.. argh~~~
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this is taken b4 we went to KL..

Monday, July 10, 2006

i jux woke up 2 hrs back.. haha.. feel so sinful & guilty for slping until so late.. but its all b'coz i only slp at 7 in e morning...

went to ah ma's frenz place to watch e match yest.. actually i wanted to drive one but den i am not sure where is e place so i thk, as a 'chai niao' in driving, its beta not to drive.. hehe.. i waited for ard an hr for ms ah ma lo.. luckily, i haf geraldine toking wif me on e phone, or else i will sure become a statue @ yck...

we went to 'chomp chomp' to eat.. was really hungry & craving for e satay n oyster egg.. i muz tell u, they haf e best chicken wings there lo.. its so yummy.... aft a very sumptous duno how many course meal, we went to ah ma's frenz, baoyi's place..

most of her frenz were there already.. felt a little awkward @ 1st but aft that it was quite ok.. den they started playing poker, a game which i had never played nor see b4.. that's y i looked really blur n trying hard to understand the game.. but until now, i am still blur despite sitting @ the table n watching em play for e whole nite.. haha.. thk i am not as talented as ah ma in tis aspect.. she is e queen of gambler there lo..

finally e team i supported won in e match.. for 3 consecutive matches, the team i supported all lost the game.. we stayed @ baoyi's place until 6 n left.. i went back together wif a guy called , Zion ( hope i din spell e name wrongly.. hee ),who stayed in woodlands too.. we waited quite long for e cab outside e main road lo.. argh~~ where's all e cab after 6???

haiz.. i am going to KL in another 2 days' time & i am so sian abt it.. its like another relatives visiting thingy.. the only motivation for me to go there is e shopping & the food.. haven been doing any shopping for quite a long time.. tis time round i muz buy alot alot of clothes.. it's shopping time baby... haha..

Sunday, July 09, 2006

been slacking @ home for e whole day.. very lazy to go out or move ard.. the weather is damn stuffy & humid today & i hate tis weather.. kept watching my "sex & the city", it's really addictive.. haha..

finally know that lawrence is fine.. felt so relieved aft hearing the news from bin bin..

went out wif my family for dinner again.. ever since i become single again, our family bond become stronger.. its a gd thing cox now i learn to treasure my family members more as they will always be the one for u whenever u need them n support u.. i love my family!!

went out wif anna for a last min prata session.. it had been a long time since we had our prata session cox normally we will jux cancel it at the very last min.. i miss the time when we jux sit there n bitch abt our r/s pro n stuff.. but tis time round, i am spare from that problem.. haha.. actually not really cox i still tok abt HIM.. & anna is still a little bothered by her r/s problem..

well, although i haf lost my faith in r/s, i still hope my fren will be happy wif theirs.. sometimes i really envy them cox they haf the courage to go into a r/s & love someone... for me, loving someone n trusting someone again is such a chore.. i am so tired to start all over again..

Saturday, July 08, 2006

went out wif ah ma 4 some catching up session today.. been a long time since we last went out n haf dinner.. there's so much catching up for us to do lo.. hehe..

i acc my mum 2 haf pizza for lunch b4 going for my tuition @ 4.. rite aft that, i went to town n meet ah ma who is wif her bf.. ah ma changed alot lo.. haha.. more prettier n feminine now.. we went to shop ard @ heeren b4 going to TCC for our dinner.. i bought the mask again.. its really gd n effective & i intro ah ma to use it oso..

we chatted abt alot alot of things @ TCC.. how she meet her bf & how they started.. abt wat's happening to us recently n stuff.. sometimes its really nice to jux sit down & jux chit chat abt practically everything.. oh ya, the food there is really nice.. mux thx ah ma for introducing me wat to eat cox i am too lazy to decide.. haha...

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the main course we haf & our half eaten dessert...

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me & pretty ah ma.....

we stayed there until 930 & went to look for his bf.. actually wanted to go for a drk aft that one but there's not much nice bar near orchard & we are too lazy to go to MS.. thus, in e end we decide to go home..

receive the call from bin bin & know that lawrence went MIA.. i am really worried abt him lo.. i scare he will do sth silly.. argh~~~ why is tis happening.... really hope everything will turn out fine...

Thursday, July 06, 2006

jux woke up from my beauty slp an hour ago.. haha.. cox i reached home only aft 6 tis morning... went to watch e portugal vs france match & breakfast b4 coming home.. quite disappointed cox portugal din win the match.. now really duno who to support in e finals le.. argh~~

had my secondary class gathering @ suntec pizza hut yest.. it had been 3 yrs since we last met.. everyone had changed so much.. all had become more prettier n handsome.. there's so much catching up for us to do but we were all seperated cox the place doesnt haf a long table to accomodate like e 20 of us.. haha..

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@ pizza hut while waiting for the pizza...

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my best frenz shao yun at e top.. & all my classmates..

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finally the pizza came & the guys were like starving till they wanna eat our share..

we stayed there for a while n decide to go another place for coffee.. but b4 that, we went to the fountain there n take some photos.. a class gathering full strength photo.. & we gt a little drenched cox the water kept spraying in la.. its damn irritating..
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at last we decide to go to Gelare for e 2nd round cox there's a long table which is big enuff to accommodate e 20 of us.. but the guys still keep toking abt their ns stuff.. haiz.. guys at tis age will tok abt nth except ns isit?? our of boredom, i decide to take some snapshots of em.. hehe..
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aft all the catching up n stuff.. we left ard 1030 cox some of us still need to book in n work e next day.. as for me, i went down to devils n meet geraldine to continue my '3rd round'.. haha.. never been to devils b4 thus haf to ask geralding to come n fetch me.. they were already very high when i meet em.. aft a few more drks n meeting a guy who has a very cliche pick up line @ devils, we decide to go to phuture....

we were all very 'bimbotic' on our way there lo.. haha.. guess its all because of e alchohol... thk e bouncer were like how come they are all drunk b4 going into e club.. haha.. as usual, phuture were really crowded n i am really high.. we managed to squeeze our way into e dance floor n started dancing.. later on, we get to know some guys who are studying in NUS.. they were really fun n nice ppl.. i really enjoyed myself..

we dance until 3 plus n decide to go wif em to watch soccer at clarke quay.. e moment we reached there, france scored a goal.. argh~~~~ i am damn sad lo.. i know portugal is not going to win cox of france tight defence.. thus i lost my bet wif ji ji n had to finish e remaining sprit...

we took a cab home aft that wif ji ji & clarence cox e 3 of us all live in wlds.. its such a coincidence lo.. cox not many ppl i know live here n now there's e 3 of us.. we went to haf breakfast at al-ameen b4 going back home cox he is feeling hungry & chatted abt alot of things.. he is quite a nice guy & very smart too.. he sent me back home aft the breakfast & that ended my day.. haha..

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

had been quite a few days since i last updated my blog... been really busy working @ e roadshow n felt really tired to come online n update.. hee..

went shu's place 2 watch e world cup quater finals rite aft my work.. aft the portugal vs england match, we went to al-ameen & had our supper b4 continuing watching e brazil vs france match.. was really disappointed tat brazil lost the match... a WC is not consider as one when brazil is not in e finals lo.. argh~~~

haf been slacking n enjoying my time wif my family tis 2 days.. hehe.. went to haf sakae buffet wif my mum, bro & sis as they are having sch hols..

today, i finally tided up my room.. it is nicer n cleaner now.. haha.. had been saying that i wanna tidy it aft my exams but drag till now.. haha..

the whole family went to bottle tree village to haf our dinner.. i wanna let my dad try thier pig trotter.. its really nice.. most importantly, i got my pay le so i wanna treat my dad n mum cox during both mothers' & fathers' day, i din pay for the meal & bought them any present.. hehe.... but in e end, when i went to e washroom wif my sis, my dad go n pay for e meal.. so as usual, i din pay for e meal....

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met lawrence, meijuan & grace there.. haha.. singapore is really small lo.. like that oso can met em.....

i am really looking forward to my sec class gathering tml.. it had been 3 yrs since we last met up & haf a gathering le.. wonder how everyone is now & how they haf changed over the yrs.. hehe.. i am so excited abt it........