received a call from Mummy when i was shopping @ Ikea wif geraldine & lawrence.. she told me tat one of my aunt was in hospital n she cant make it already cox her brain is dead.... i was like stun..... tat aunt is not really close to us cox she was given to another family when she was young... but she is really a very nice & cheerful person whom i really like alot.....

i took a cab down to SGH moments aft hanging up, leaving lawrence & geraldine @ Ikea.. waited for my mum @ the lobby of the block b4 going up.. most of her family members were there & one of em bring us into the the neurosci ICU where my aunt is.... she is already lying there unconsious, she still look very pretty n normal.. the chemotheraphy din make her look sickly or anything.. she jux look as if she is slping...... and tis time round, it will be a very long slp for her..... why her family members only contact us when she is like that....... they should haf contacted us earlier...... argh~~~

in another half an hour time, they will be removing the tube n machine that is keeping her going... which means in another half an hours' time, i will lose tis aunt forever.... life is so fragile... we jux heard abt her contracting cancer a few mths back & now she is leaving the world... its so scary, isnt it??