was sorting & deleting past msgs from my inbox jux now.. saw those msgs that i kept from HIM b4 we broke up & aft we broke up.. e feelings all came back n haunt me once again.. i can still rem the feelings of disappointment so vividly.. even aft breaking up wif HIM for more den a yr, tis feelings has never fade n disappear at all...

why muz i go thru tis again n again whenever i sort my inbox?? well.... who ask me to be that sentimental?? haha.. i jux cant bear to delete away all the msgs HE sent me all together..... cox once deleted, i will never ever read em again & i am afraid that as time passes by, i will forget abt everything totally...... its so weird rite?? i jux dun wan to forget abt everything, i still wan to kp sth to remind me tat we once shared sth really special together.. really duno wat i am thking la........