yeah~~ i finally straighten my thoughts liao.. i haf never felt so gd n relief b4 for more den half a yr le... i am so happy now.. haha.. n e amazing thing is that i straighten my tots while on my way home today..
for e past few mths b4 i broke up wif teck till i broke up to him.. i haf been feeling so miserable lo.. even aft i broke up wif him le.. my heart still feel damn hurt n i jux cant let go lo.. keep on indulging myself in clubbing n numbing myself.. haiz.. it was really the lowest pt in my life la.. but now, i am back again.. wahaha..
come to thk of it, our r/s wasn't that bad oso ma.. at least we really love each other alot b4 n there were some really beautiful n sweet memories lo.. i should be grateful lo.. coz i haf all those memories n no one can take that away from me no matter wat.. Mc's word came to my mind again today.. he say to me " falling in love and be loved is e best thing that can happen to anyone.." today i finally understand it n agree to that totally..... its so slow of me rite.. only understand it now.. haha.. ( MC, pai seh har, i took so long to understand ur words... but i am really grateful la.. hee. thx....)
i sms teck today.. although we cant be lovers anymore, we are still frenz ma.. and i thk i should not run away from tis anymore.. facing the problem is e only way to solve to problem.. guess i am prepared to see n meet him as a fren le.. its time to really let go liao lo.. no pt brooding over n regret over a past r/s.. in fact we should look forward to the next one.. haha..
dun worry guys, i am not very against r/s now liao.. i wont go n do stupid things to numb myself again.. hehe.. but at tis moment i am still the chairman of the club..... so guowei, dun be happy so soon k? wahaha.....
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