aft a gd nite slp yest, i felt much beta n not so upset le.. mayb gals really haf pms ba.. haha.. they will jux haf moodswing.. but i never really encounter a moodswing like tis b4 lo.. erm.. mayb i am really becoming more n more feminine le.. that is y i gt moodswing.. wahaha.. being lame again la..
my msn nick today is --
a player n a clubber.. which one is me?? mayb its both~~
feeling demoralise liao lo.. everyone is like saying i am a clubber n player lo.. but i am not one lo.. so sadded.. haiz.. erm.. mayb i should try to become one ba.. since everyone thk that way le.. haha.. i really very lazy to go explain myself le.. so jux let it be ba.. hee..
i gt tis feeling of closing up myself n return back to e clubber me again.. ha.. i know alot of ppl is going to scold me liao rite?? argh~~ i oso duno lei.. i jux know that recently i tried to open up n break down e wall which i had built ard me.. it did goes on well at 1st but now i am feel demoralise again liao.. jia lat ah~~~
tot of having a gd chat wif him tonight but den my efforts is not being appreciated at all.. why i muz i go bang myself in e wall again? why muz i call him to make sure things are fine jux like how i always did to teck? why am i like reverting back to e old ways again? argh~~ tis is so sickening n is damn sickening.. argh~~~ why am i trying again when i am telling myself to close up? jux wat am i thking?? guess i should really close myself up n become e player again..
tis is my 3rd wk in sch le.. n life is fun n more lively as compared to last time lo.. for e past 1.5 yrs i had been living e life of an auntie lo.. not a teen.. now i feel so energized.. muz really enjoy my life now.. i dun wan to haf any regrets in e future lo..
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