woke up at 1130 today.. n e weather is cloudy n grey.. jux like how i am feeling deep inside of me.. been having mixed feelings recently, if tis kps going on thk i sooner or later will turn crazy ah.. haha..
din go study wif zhiwei today.. he pang se me again.. argh~~ i din study in e afternoon, no mood to study or do anything at all.. ti bu qi jing lei.. so i jux went to take a 2 hr nap.. aft e nap, i feel much beta le but still gloomy la.. help my mum cook e sphegetti n finally eat my 1st complete meal today.. hee.. so u all know y i am so skinny liao ba..
i finally pluck up my courage to call him.. been having misunderstanding n stuffs la n i thk its beta to clarify things rather den let things hang in e air lo.. or else i will feel very xin ku la.. we had a short tok over e phone.. although din tok much n i din say everything i wanna say but den at least i am clear abt sth lo.. its beta den knowing nth at all.. guess we jux meet each other at e wrong timing lo.. he is really a nice guy la n i feel quite stupid to 'push' him away lo.. haiz.. n i oso feel guilty for making him so demoralise.. i am such a baddie lo.. argh~~
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