Friday, August 19, 2005

i am back again~~

finally i am not having moodswing today le.. but his attitude really makes me quite upset n sian la.. no i should say damn upset lo.. i am trying my best to clarify everything but den he deprive me of e chance lo.. or should i say he din even gif me a chance lo.. :( so sadded.. haiz..

but i oso see n begin to take things at its stride le n not to be so si xin yan lo.. esp aft today, i thk should jux open up my options n look ard oso.. like wat yang n a few fren say, i should jux take my time n enjoy my single life ba.. if sth is meant to be it will lo.. if not den no pt hanging on n harping on it.. jux let nature takes it course ba.. no more expectation den there will not be any disappointment..

oh ya.. tml is my 10th week into singlehood.. haha.. time really flies sia, i haven seen him for more den 2 mth le.. sometimes will still wonder how is he getting along.. well, in a context of a fren n nth more la.. i haf no more hope for him le.. wat past is past le, i am not going to look back anymore coz that will only make me more miserable.. n tml my day is pack wif prog.. so happy..

haha.. gonna go clubbing wif vicky at liquidroom.. really looking forward to it lo, finally can unwind le.. been under some stress recently n i thk i really need a drk.. haha.. so tml i will drk till i drop.. wahaha.. ( gonna disgrace myself again liao) erm.. n in e afternoon there will be a ktv session again.. hee.. really super looking forward to tml.. thk it will gonna be very very fun.. well, really hope anna n waiteng can join me tml at e club.. haha.. i still rem our clubbing experience at chinablack.. it was damn funny.. hee... hope tml we can relive it again.. :)

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