tried to upload my tots jux now but sth happened n i cant retrieve the writings back..

jux wanna sy that i am really vexed wif my family stuff now.. i am alomost emotionally drained out.. i duno how long tis will last but i know that i cant last anymore longer now.. i am going to collapse soon.. i am feeling damn suffocated now.. i wanna leave the house n be alone to sort out my tots n everything.. but i jux cant do that.. there is too much things to consider n take care of....