was awaken by my mum regarding wat she wans me to tell my dad on her behalf.. i am like sandwiched in b/w em.. trying to convey messenges that they wan to tell each other n trying to phrase it in a much nicer way, omitting the parts that will cause greater disagreement n leading to bigger quarrel..

i really need a break from all tis.. thus i met up wif geraldine in town to get a breather n get away from home.. at least the few hrs away from home makes me feel less stress up n more relac, it helps in preparing me abt the tok i am going to haf wif my dad.. eat the chocolatey brownies today cox when i am upset or stressed, only chocolate will make me feel beta.. and that brownies n amount of chocolate it contains is jux wat i need n muz haf today.. but as u guys know, i am trying to lose weight so that fattening n high calories brownies wif ice cream jux spoilt everything....

another way for me to de-stress is shop.. but i am really broke now cox my pay is STILL NOT here yet.. thus i jux gt myself a naval stud.. really look forward to the day when i can change my studs but that will be in another 2 mths time.. haha.. thk shall go n ask e piercer how's the progress of my wound, if it allows, i really feel like changing it now...

told my dad wat my mum wans to tell him.. he is actually quite vex over his work stuff le.. thk wat i told him makes him more vex now.. that is y i find it hard to tell him abt my mum's stuff, which i know will add on to his problem.. but if i dun tell him, my mum will be unhappy abt it & her tots will not be known by my dad.. well, that's my dilemma... i really wan him to go n coax my mum but he din.. really duno wat he is thking now.. as for my mum, i thk she muz be feeling damn sad cox aft knowing all the things le, my dad still din say anything or coax her lo.... really duno how guys thk n wat are their MIND made of lo.............