it was quite fun singing with them ah.. they never fail to make my laugh my head off with wat they did.. haha... was playing the dice game & i never expect that its their 1st time playing it.. it gt them hooked rite away... instead of singing there, they will simply engrossed with the game & forfeit... dun even care whether their songs are being played or not.. haha.... 
never knew meiyun can sing that well... she really impressed me...
aft the session, we gt tot of going to play MJ but den ah chye gotta work tml.. so..... we decide to go for supper at chong pang instead..... there goes my dieting session... haha..... but den its like once in a long time that we will gather like that so i just postpone the dieting to tml ba... hehe....
get to know em better this time round during the session.. we are a step more closer & i felt quite happy about... as i grow older, i realise that the simplest thing actually brings u the most happiness.. frenship, & kinship that seems so 理所当然 aer actually the most beautiful thing in life to treasure & maintain but because it seems so readily available, everyone does not realise its importance....
i have been feeling damn down for the past 2 days.. esp during that day when i went out to do courier... as u see, usually i am quite gd with my direction & get used to knowing wat to expect in the next junction etc... its like i haf control & know wat to expect with certainty but that day, i am like venturing into those places i never came across b4.... when i alighted at the bus stop & looked ard me, i dun even know where exactly i am & where is the destination at..... i felt damn lost... i felt damn helpless.. wat's worse is, its raining......
finally i get to the place after getting drenched.... i asked cheng out for lunch & went to his place cause i cant go for the next courier as i dun haf anymore forms with me.. only at his place i realised that the customer earlier on i met din sign on the form... which means i have to go back there once again... argh.... i duno why am i so blur as to forget such an impt thing.... so i went back there again & waited for her for like nearly 2 hours but she din come back lo.... in e end, i went for another impromptu courier at clementi there b4 coming back again to the same place.... because of the stupid mistake, i miss out quite a few courier which was fixed earlier on......
felt damn useless & demoralised.. cant even do such a simple thing... all the negative tots just start to devour me slowly... nth seems to be able to cheer me & i really duno why am i doing in this world.... i have been living in this world for 22 years for nth lo.... am just a flower in the greenhouse, too well sheltered from all the storm & bad weather of the outside world....
i msg teck in e end, asking him wan to come out or not.... he was working but suggested to meet me at night after knowing that i am not feeling too gd... its e 1st time i am sort of like 'asking him for help'.... as u all know i am not tat kind of ppl who will usually let ppl see my weak side in person other than the blog... so this is such a 'breakthrough' for me.. haha....
we went for jog at night... need some endorphine to cheer me up... exercising is really a gd & healthy way... esp towards someone who is growing horizontally... thk i shall make it a habit to exercise at least 3 times a wk.... mus really thx him & cheng for being there for me & helping me thru all this.. must all thx cheng's mum for being so nice & frenly towards me when i am at his place.....
teck said tat when someone offered u his help when u are down, no need to feel pai seh to accept it... just accept the help readily & keep wat he had done for u in ur heart...... its not too late to repay him when u have the ability in e future... that is quite true.... i will rem all those ppl who have helped me deeply in my heart..... when there comes a chance, i will repay them their kindness towards me.... :)
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