alot of things in this world requires sth called 'courage'.. this is esp so when it comes to r/s.. its hard for 2 strangers in life to cross each others path.. since fate has given you the opportunity to meet den it only lies on yourself whether you wan to make the 1st move.. all this will now boils down to the word courage.. but as u grow older, you will become more timid.... scare of rejection, scare of the social opinion & alot more....
for me, i am just too tired to do anything now.. i just wanna stay in this comfort zone for now.. for a verylong time, i haven felt like a student.. when i woke up at 12 plus today, i finally have this long-lost feeling back.. no need to go n work & meet customer, just need to worry n study for my test this coming Mon... slping late because of a late night outing with frenz seems to be one of the coolest thing in life for me now.. but because of the late nite out, my conditions seems to deteriorate...
the coughing seems to get worse & i thk i am having a cold & feeling feverish.. after dinner, i wan to continue to study but i just cant conc.. kps tearing & felt damn cold.. in e end, i decide to take a nap.. the conditions get better but i am scare of the after-effect.. will i be able to slp tonight?? tml gonna go to my house in JB to do some cleaning up.. hope the cleaning exercise will make me feel better & improve my condition.. i really cannot afford to fall sick at this critical pt.. e project is ending this mth end, i need to fight against time to work as much as possible..... so falling sick now is a NO NO.....
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