unexpected...

wat happened yest was like totally an unexpected thingy to me.. never expect to stay there until so late & never expect to meet em once again aft the whole incident.. i tot it would just be a very normal day for me, just go down there to support my frenz who were doing the show for the Levis Jeans with geraldine.. hanging ard for a while & that's it but life's just full of twist & turn, that's why its so amazing....

i went for my courier in the morning nearby & get breakfast for my family... den i meet philip to go down to the office to do my calling.. nearly caused him to be late.. felt quite bad about it.. was in the office until 5 plus & went down to berlington square to do a survey thingy just to earn some extra cash but i spent it all on a Teppanyaki dinner at Cine with Kevin's gang & geraldine after that.... ha..

kevin's gang : fabian, tzong zhao & kevin

geraldine & me...

the teppanyaki chef doing his tricks.. hehe..

the chawanmushi in the onion 'container'..

the guys din join us for the zouk thingy & we left 1st cause need to be there by 9pm.. regretted for going so early cause the show only starts at 1030pm.. standing on that super high heels of mine was damn torturing esp aft a day of walking yest.. argh~~

while waiting for the guys to get dressed, i went to find weiming who is at velvet with geraldine.. never expect to see kenny there cause weiming told me that he will be going with his fac ppl whom i tot is only those from real estate.. been more den half a yr since i last saw em, can see some changes in em... i tot my shocking moments has ended but i was wrong.. i saw another 2 person whom i really really never expect to see moments later.. one of em is someone whom i really detest, e other is someone who until now i duno wat should i use to describe b/w us... the awkwardness is stil there & i duno wat i should say at all.. i never initiate a conversation, only replying his qns at times when he happened to ask me..

seriously, i really felt very bad towards the both of em cause i am like the culprit who cause em to sort of like fall out with one another.. although i never meant to be one but i am in fact the one who did that.. i still cannot overcome my guiltiness towards em & mainly because of that, i felt accountable & that explains e awkwardness there.. because of my selfish decision, all this happened... even though they told me there are nth that is definitely right or wrong in a r/s stuff but i felt like a bitch totally...

when we went for supper, he was sitting right beside me but i am talking only to geraldine & weiming... felt damn awkward & weird there.. even to the extent that i started playing the games on geraldine's pda phone as if the whole session was damn boring but its not la, i just wannt keep myself busy so no one will come & 'disturb' me.. i still cannot find the pt where i am comfortable at all... i felt accountable to HIM b4 i can treat e other normally.. i know i need not do this but i just wan to......

lock, kenny, geraldine & me left in weiming's car.. only managed to reach home ard 530 & cant slp until 7 in e morning.. was reminded that the very last time when we go to zouk with the same gang, we were going to genting after tat... & its been more than half a yr since this has happened... time really flies.... memories & emotions were unleashed once again for that short moment....