been very tired tis couple of days.. e moment i reached home i gt knocked out le.. tis wk we gonna work OT until fri den sat might need to come back to work again.. end mth is always like tat one..

mon we went all e way to jurong aft work to meet cust for self-courier.. luckily kenny went home to get his car 1st so the 3 of us, lawrence, me & jeremy are able to go also.. only managed to reach e place aft 10.. by the time we finish the thing is nearly 1030 den we still lost our way there.. we are damn hungry liao lo...

decided to go to sembawang to haf seafood bee hoon.. the food there is really not bad but kenny is having gastric so he cant enjoy the food.. aft the meal we went to 7-11 to get some gastric medicine for him b4 going to eat the tow huay at chong pang.. gt craving for their grass jelly...

sent lawrence home aft tat den i test drive kenny's tuscandi.. its really 'smooth' & 'light'.. haha.. mayb i gt used to driving my dad's car le, duno the accelerator for his car is so sensitive.. its pick up speed is faster den my dad's car lo.. super shiok... but tat nite it was raining so i dun dare to drive too fast also..

as for yest went for self-courier again.. raining once again.. tis days the weather is jux like how i feel.. very gloomy.. duno y for e past 2 days, my mood is quite down, esp in e morning..

alot of memories kps on flashing back.. read thru some of the msgs.. aiya... duno wat to say also la..... jux very pek cek wif myself.... isnt memories supposed to be a gd thing?? but y isit hurting me so much?? the pain is still so vivid.. the memories is so unreal.. is memories supposed to feel tat way?? so unreal & hurtful?? sometimes i will thk n wonder has he forgotten abt everything tat happened a few mths back?? will he still thk abt the times we shared together?? very stupid of me to go n thk abt all tis at tis pt of time rite.. everything is sort of like finalied.. he is getting on his life fairly well w/o me.. w/o me there adding trouble n causing troubles...

listening to the 1st song he gave me.. jux like the lyrics.. i am trying to move forward but i felt tat i am not at all... work is e only thing tat kps me occupied n stop thking abt everything..