i really felt the genting trip tis time round is a joke for me... on e very 1st day, on e bus there, my mp3 hang the moment i on it.. cant off it nor do anything to it but to let it be like tat until all e batt has been used up.. i haf charged it to the max at the office, fearing tat i wont haf enuff batt to last me there but in e end, i used up all the batt w/o even listening to any songs!! jux how suay can i get??? i am like so handicapped w/o all my music tat kept me occupied wif my tots... well, thk its a signal to me tat tis trip is not gonna be a gd one....

today, i went to charge the stupid ipod.. trying whether its ok or not b4 i bring it down for servicing.. well.... it was perfectly fine!!! wa... thk all tis is jux fated la.. heaven jux dun wan me to listen to my songs there & let me thk things thru alone like the other time.... really damn pek cek la... like wat qc told me, thk no one will believe wat i am saying now la.. cause its jux too coincident le.... argh~~~~ why everything is going against me at that pt of time??? is tat a way to tell me tat i am wrong to go there at that time??? well, judging from wat's happening to me, i thk it is....

den lawrence ask me today when i am in e office whether i still gt any free room stay there cause he wanna organise a short trip at e end of the mth for us... can u believe?? i might be going there soon again... tis time round, i really gt phobia to go there.. not because i had gone there for a couple of times within tis few mths but because of wat's happening to me during tis trip....

din really relax myself at all... stil felt damn stressed out & not relieve of anything.. i was still hoping that tis short getaway will at least release some stresss & make me more refresh so tat i can recharge & feel more motivated to work... but i thk its making things worse instead.. cause i din relax at all during the trip & during my day away, my workload build up.... there's so much follow-up & submission to complete... den there's still tis corporate roadshow thingy on mon... which means, there's more follow-up & documentation coming up....

nowadays, my life is jux all abt work, tuition & slp... no time to even acc my family, let alone go out wif frenz... duno will haf the time to go n watch harry potter or not.... haiz.. why am i pushing myself so hard???

came across sth like a zodiac thingy.. the title is "情傷後最容易得後遺症的星座".. surprisingly, i am among the top 3.. tat's wat the results say~~~

雖說水瓶們聰明絕頂，可惜愛情公式卻不是他們的強項，讓他們暈頭轉向卻又找不到出路的這種感覺會讓他們很害怕...

seriously, i thk its quite accurate.. :p