3 mths le... isit a coincidence?? today is geraldine darling b'day & last yr, tis is e day when we met up at her b'day party... i thk we haf tis special affinity wif no. 3 ba.. haha.. last mth on the 3rd, we went to genting but he is wif his own gang while i wif mine....

on my passport, i already haf 2 stamps dated 3rd of each mth.. 1 is in may n e other in july.. tml i may be getting another one also... sth happen to my grandfather in KL.. may need to go back there... still haven cfm anything yet, shall see wat my dad say ba... if i am really going, this will gonna be my 3rd stamp.....

there's alot of things i wanna say, wanna blog here but i know i cant.. sometimes things are meant to be kept a secret or urself.. its beta for u to be sad alone den cause unhappiness to others also.. its quite selfish in a way...

really love the lyrics of tis song...

我努力想起你笑着泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你哭也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

'失去'... am i qualified to use tis 2 words?? come to thk of it, i dun even haf the right to use tat cause in e 1st place he doesnt belongs to me at all....