realise the entry was not being posted yest.. well, thk it might not be a bad thing aft all.. it might be heaven's will ba... if tat's the case, i shall let it stay as it is already.. tat will be my secret entry ba.. hehe..

as usual, i am not in e mood to work today.. thk i am really drained out le ba.. come to thk of it, tis hols, apart from working i din do much things lo.. din meet up wif frenz tat i am supposed to meet.. din go on vacation tat i am supposed to go & din slim down like i wan myself to be.. well, i really haf no time to exercise aft work.. its like only left wif weekend but den i still need to go for tuition n acc my family.. time is really not enough for me tis hols..

in another 4 wks time my sch will reopen le.. thk i shall try to find some time out to acc my mum n treat her to a nice meal.. was watching the food show yest.. realise i haven been cooking for a long long time.. all thx to my dad who spoilt our one n only microwave oven at home... ever since the oven is spoilt, i seldom cook le.. haha.. cause i prefer baking n making small snacks... feel like making sushi, mooncake, cookies & brownies..... erm.. thk i shall find one weekend & do it at home.. hehe...

oh, i muz really mention abt tis sickening thing.. i hate it e most when ppl jux disappear or din account for anything tat they are supposed to.. its so irresponsible.. today i met tis type of person again.. he jux simply hang up my call & off his hp aft tat... wa.. damn pek cek la....

someone might thk i am tat irresponsible also.. he has been showing his unhappiness on msn.. well, it quite bother me to some extent... to some pt, i felt really upset & guilty towards him & do intend to contact him back as a fren aft the whole incident has cooled off... but now, come to thk of it, i do warn him abt the consequences e other time... & i really cant stand him for wat he is doing on msn now... it has been so long already & he is still harping on e whole issue... if he is not doing wat he is doing now, i might haf contacted him back already.. but now, i am having 2nd tots.... he is acting as if the whole world owes him.... as if all e wrong is on e other party n not him, himself.... acting like a saint.... well, thk a mortal like me should not befren him ba.. our disparity in our status is too large already.... i shouldnt be in his frenz list cause it will jux downgrade his status....

u guys might thk tat i am very mean.... i duno,mayb i am ba.. but wat i am sure n know of is.... I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!!!!