wanted to come online to blog but my mum was using the comp the whole nite so.... yest was sort of my last day working as a full timer tis hols.. it was quite a quiet & mono one as compared to my previous one last yr.. dun haf the time to do wat i wish to & want to.. well, its all because of the circumstances i am in... shant elaborate more on it.....
sch reopening soon... going back to the life of a student... quite excited but also quite scare of it... i really duno whether i haf really put the past behind me or isit because i am too busy wif work & haf no time to go n thk abt it, tat's why i tot i am back to my old self... tis will be coming to light soon... i will be knowing the real ans once i am too free... which is when i am back to sch... only tat time i will know wat's exactly i am feeling towards him.... tat's also wat i am most afraid of also.... jean darling told me to use tis hols to forget abt everything so tat when i am back to sch everything will be back to normal...... i duno i haf hidden everything nicely or haf put it behind me already.. if its e 1st one den i hope it will remain hidden well forever...
wish for another vacation to somewhere i haf never been b4 real soon... gt thk of joining the sch diving trip tis coming sept... shall see how it goes.. den wanted to ask jean & qc they all to go on some trip but haven decide where to go yet.. gonna meet em up next wk to discuss abt it... hope can go out of town asap.. i am really in need of a break.... the change of my life is really too drastics within tis 4 mths...
for e 1st 2 mths, everything seems to be changing all the time & i had a hard time following the pace of it... as for e latter 2, everything is like so monotonous & my pace is too fast for its change..... thk i mux balance the 2 of em out now cause i dun wish to lead that type of life anymore..... why cant my life be simpler??? isit because of my expectation of myself tat is causing all tis??? if yes den wat mux i do to get rid of all tis expectation????
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