i am feeling so sad now.. feel so lonely.. y is tis happening to me again??
we haf broke up for 12 wks le.. n tml will be the day when we confess to each other 2 yrs back.. time really flies.. 2 yrs have passed le.. jux that now our r/s n love for each other is so diff from 2 yrs back.. everything has changed.. e ppl, e feelings, e heart..... we will never be able to go back to e past again.. feel so helpless..
i still miss him.. as a fren, or more den a fren, i duno.. when am i able to know wat i wan n wat am i thking? well, mayb that is how human beings behave ba.. they always duno wat they really wan n thk....
heard from my fren that he is getting on really well now.. cant help n wonder that is he living his life beta w/o me now? i thk he is ba.. at least he will not haf to change for my sake n w/o me ard he will be more carefree.. mayb r/s will eventually end up tis way ba.. feelings will change as time goes by.. things will not be e same forever one n that includes feelings.. at 1st it will be so nice n swt but eventually it will not be e same anymore..... that's life... u haf no choice but to accept it.. dun u agree?
now, my feelings is jux like e background music.... i am really hurt.... or should i say i am feeling hurt again.. feel like drking now........ feel like crying now..... i need a shoulder again... haiz.....
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