i cant slp now~~

duno y i cant slp now... been tossing n turning on my bed so decide to come online n blog..

i tot i am ok le.. but now, not being able to slp overturn my 'verdict' previously.. I met HIM today in e evening at orchard.. i need his Chevron membership card n the authorisation letter to book for my bday chalet next yr... n there is still e Econs notes i need to borrow from him..

i was wif anna at orchard earlier on.. as HE haven reached, i decide to walk anna to e train stn although i told him to meet at e Taka fountain.. while i was on my way back to Taka, he called n his tone really scares me sia.. sounded so angry n pek cek lo.. i tot he waited very long le n was angry wif me lo.. but he jux reached only lo, make me scared for nth sia..

a fren of mine told me sth today which makes me feel relieved n happy.. it was sth abt HIM one.. i am really glad to haf known the truth, although knowing it now wont change anything abt our r.s le but den, i am still very happy to know it lo... hehe..

aft our meeting today, i din feel so empty inside me like last wk.. in fact, i dun feel empty n ' shi luo' at all lo.. i can still happily go meet anna for supper at woodgrove.. n happily watched e Vampire show while arranging my notes.. but when i lie on e bed wif nth to do, i thk of him.. my mind is all abt him lo.. i am not feeling upset n i am not crying like last wk.. but i jux thk of him lo.. why isit so, can anyone tell me? i really duno why i am behaving tis way lei.. i muz say tis sentence again liao.... WAT'S HAPPENING TO ME AGAIN!!