aft wat my fren told me saying that HE is feeling e same towards me.. i tot that HE feel bad towards me for making me do all those stupid things to numb myself n feel upset because i am doing all that.. but i might be wrong...... i might be assuming HE is feeling wat i hope HE will feel towards me when my fren told me the thing.. well, human beings jux like to make themself feel beta, dun they? this is esp so true to us, Gers..... we will like to assume things the way we want em to be.. so wat is the truth??
i am feeling the misery again.. the helplessness..
why HE is always so insensitive..
why is HE so egoistic..
why cant HE realise wat HE did was not appropriate..
why cant HE thk for my sake..
why HE is not giving me the care n concern which i should haf..
why there isnt anyone to tell HIM that HIS attitude n behavior is wrong...
am i really so worthless at all.. that is why HE is not giving me wat i deserve coz HE dun thk i deserve it at all...... this is wat i had been asking myself all this time when i was wif him.... until now, i still dun haf the ans to this qns......
got to know alot of things today, its all abt r/s one... suddenly haf tis 'Gan Chu'....
i dun understand y the love b/w a couple can change so drastically
i believe every couple will haf gone thru this......
they once believe that thier love can withstand anything in the world n last forever..
they love each other so much that they are willing to sacrifice anything for each other..
they cant bear to see the other party get hurt or fall sick..
they are willing to do their best to protect each other...
but........ once the love fade away......
they can jux turn nasty to one another...
they become the one who is hurting us n causing us pain..
they become a stranger who dun gif a damn about wat is happening to us..
all the words of love n promises will turn into malice
that become a sword that pierce thru our heart...
love is actually a very vulnerable thing..
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