stayed at home the whole day.. actually supposed to meet HIM for sushi one.. i make time specially for him liao lo but den he dun appreciate it.. say he found someone to go eat wif him le.. so i jux stayed at home n be a guai daughter.. hehe..
been staying out late n going out very often recently.. thk my mum is not really happy abt it liao.. so today beta stay at home n dun go anywhere.. been studying e whole day lo but its not efficient at all lo.. those passion i once haf for studies duno go where liao lei.. really wish they will come back to me soon.. jux like how i wish my faith n passion towards r/s will come back..
ever since i met HIM n been going out wif him recently.. i realised one thing.. i still haf this tinny winny bit of feelings towards HIM.. i still love HIM to some extent.. but tis love will not go anywhere or progress on like how it did.. i duno how long it will stay in my heart but i jux know that, it wont leave so soon.. i know i am stupid la.... HE already move on n is alot more ahead of me le n i am still sort of like holding onto sth n moving at a very slow pace.. well, that's me ba.. always so stupid...
oh ya.. if we din break up, tis will be our 23rd mth anniversary.. i broke up wif him for ard 3 mth plus le and tis is e 4th time we din celeb our anniversary.. well, its not an anniversary anymore oso liao la.. the day already dun haf any meaning le.. :)
n today is our ms ah shu's 20th bday.. hehe.. HappY B'DaY~~ she finally step into our category liao.. e 2 digit category.. hehe.. so scary rite, into 2 liao lei...... but we are still forever young n pretty.. wahaha...
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