went out wif the 'ahs' gang today.. been very long since we last haf a proper outing le.. very looking forward to it.. well, as usual me n ah shu reached 1st.. miss ah ma is late n took a cab down.. haha...
we went to eat at pepper lunch.. it was really nice lo.. den i brought them my homemade snow-skined mooncake.. they loved it lo.. wahaha.. ms ah yam here is not the chief chef in the 'ahs' gang for nth one hor.. hehe.. ( oops.. forgot i muz be modest)
aft lunch we went to far east.. really reminds me of our jc days sia.. when e 4 of us get together it will be like so fun n crazy.. wif ah ma's DIM SUM song, ah li's violence towards us and alot more.. wahaha.. its always so fun la.. i am so happy that we are still n behave the same as ever.. time has changed nth to our frenship.. really looking forward to the 'ahs' night gathering at ah ma's house.. it will be so fun lo.. hehe..
aft that i went to meet HIM at Chevron at 5 plus.. i was late for more den half an hour coz of the bus.. he was already there le.. we went to settle e registration thing n went to haf lunch.. came back to cwp n eat mac coz i forgot to bring sth impt to him.. thus we came to cwp so that i can go back n take for him..
i met him at the park nearby my house coz i dun wan to walk all e way back to cwp n gif him the thing.. another reason is i wan to haf a gd tok wif him lo.. but i dun dare to bring up the topic to him.. becoz from how i know him, i know that he will ans me very vague ans or jux kp quiet one lo.. n i am afraid that it will spoil our frenship now.. but, i jux wan to know the truth.. its so contradicting rite... yes it is...
well, finally i ask him how he felt during the period aft we broke up.. like wat i expected, he ans sth vague.. i tried to change subject but duno y, i feel so emotional suddenly n tears filled my eyes.. i looked away n controlled myself from crying.. but i thk he saw my eyes getting watery... argh~~ i lost again.. feel so weak..
he left w/o really clearing my doubts at all.. but mainly due to me, not having the courage to ask him oso.. thk i will not ask him anymore le ba..... aft he left, i remain sitting at the park.. the tears that previously wanted to force their way out of my eyes finally haf their wish fulfilled.... feel damn sad lo.. really wish i can haf a shoulder to cry on very badly lo.....
when i am back home, i watched the korean show by Rain & Song HuiQiao.. damn funny n cute lo.. some of the things they did are jux like wat we did to one another b4 we get together.. kp on bickering n though we are concern abt each other, we will always do the opposite things.. ha.. at least aft watching the show, i am not feeling so bad inside le.. gonna go buy the vcd soon.. hehe.. its really a nice show.. n RAIN is damn shuai...........
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