i jux came back from Gan ge's b'day celebration at chinablack... b4 that i was at his house wif guofeng they all having steamboat.. it was supposed to be a joyous day but den i am not feeling very gd inside me.... all because of HIM once again.. it was a special day.... ( well, mayb its only to me ba.. not him.. )
we went to chinablack aft dinner at gan's place.. we dance on e stage again n den on those small round platform at the corner of the dance floor.. thk today gan ge's is the envy of all guys lo.. haf so many female dance partner dancing wif him.. haha.. well, its his b'day ma.. thk tis is e 1st time i ever dance so close n intimate wif a guy lo.. haha.. he muz feel damn honoured lo.. but it was really fun dancing wif him la.. esp he was abit high due to e alcohol n oso because of sth else.. before long, he was drunk.. or should i say seh.. well, seeing him like that, i felt very xin ku lo.. as his sis or as his fren, i feel very 'xin teng' towards him lo.. i know he is feeling bad deep inside him.. i know how painful it is lo coz i went thru this b4.. really feel like getting myself drunk jux like him..
i am wondering, next mth on 21 oct, will i receive any sms from him or not.. well, actually no need wonder la.. coz i already know the ans myself rite now le.. i am jux hoping miracle will happen.. mayb i am not lucky or i jux haf no fate wif miracle ba.. coz it never happen to me b4..
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